unexpected physical and spiritual attacks

destroyer wrote:View source

I have a very strange state, I can't meditate, I can't go into trance, I'm very angry

I don't know what to do, I feel restless, my mind is not at all calm and I don't know what to do. It's such a bad state that it makes me cry in despair.

However, I have what I need and everything is fine. I don't understand why I feel this way.

I feel that something is wrong, I feel that something is not giving me peace.

And the worst thing is that I am emotionally hurting my loved ones.

What can I do?

I apologize for the bad translation and I want to add that some of this energy wants to push me away and I'm sure some of it comes from the people I've crossed paths with in the last two days, as if I could feel their emotions 😖😖😖 even though I've cleansed myself and have a daily protective aura.

First off, don't worry about bad translation. We understand that translations can cause communicative issues, you said you feel very angry correct? You need to find some kind of outlet to let this anger out, you need to be able to express yourself properly, even anger. If you can find some kind of prop to beat on to help release some of this anger, dreams in my experience can work as someone who used to burn with anger on an almost constant basis from a lot of hate i had in myself. Once the anger reaches a critical mass sort of scenario, the anger will pool into your dream state as a sort of pressure release valve in a manner of speaking. Especially if you are feeling it constantly. The dreams may be violent, yelling, or an even more disturbing nature involving violence. You must keep cleaning every day multiple times a day, this will remove the dross that is on you. Also make sure to be doing more aura of protection as well throughout the day if you can feel others energies messing with you. Also i know you said it is hard for you to meditate, but do your best to take deep breaths in and out when you feel the anger beginning to arise in you. Try to also figure out the cause of why you are feeling the anger as well, the breathing exercises will help you to calm down hopefully enough for you think about why you are angry at that particular moment. Take it slow, this will take time but you can take control of your emotions, especially a volatile one such as anger.

destroyer wrote:View source

I have a very strange state, I can't meditate, I can't go into trance, I'm very angry

I don't know what to do, I feel restless, my mind is not at all calm and I don't know what to do. It's such a bad state that it makes me cry in despair.

However, I have what I need and everything is fine. I don't understand why I feel this way.

I feel that something is wrong, I feel that something is not giving me peace.

And the worst thing is that I am emotionally hurting my loved ones.

What can I do?

If your mind is in chaos, the best thing to do is connect with your body and stop overthinking.

Here's what you can do:

• Move your body now! Forget about mental peace for a second. Get some intense exercise, go for a run, or do something that makes you sweat. Anger is stagnant energy; if you release it, your mind essentially runs out of "fuel" to keep agitated.

• Do intense yoga: But not the contemplative kind, but one that challenges you. Stretching and feeling your muscles takes you out of your thoughts and brings you back to earth. Focus on strength and balance; this forces you to be present.

• Let go of the drama of meditation: If you can't enter a trance, don't punish yourself. Forcing yourself will only frustrate you more. Accept that today your "meditation" is physical movement.

• Cry if you feel like it: If you feel like crying out of pure rage or despair, let it go. It's a biological release, not a sign of weakness. After a good cry, the body relaxes on its own.

• Tactical retreat: Tell your loved ones, "I'm feeling really tense and I don't want to take it out on you. Give me a break." It's better to shut yourself away for a while than to say something you'll later regret.

In short: Less mind, more body. When the body is tired, the mind quiets down.

destroyer wrote:View source

I have a very strange state, I can't meditate, I can't go into trance, I'm very angry

This may be an alien attack or your inside status, consequent to trauma or repressed feelings, coming out.
Both together is the worst, that I experienced several times.
As a practical and palliative advice, grounding and empowering Solar chakra, is of big help.

destroyer wrote:View source

I have a very strange state, I can't meditate, I can't go into trance, I'm very angry

I don't know what to do, I feel restless, my mind is not at all calm and I don't know what to do. It's such a bad state that it makes me cry in despair.

However, I have what I need and everything is fine. I don't understand why I feel this way.

I feel that something is wrong, I feel that something is not giving me peace.

And the worst thing is that I am emotionally hurting my loved ones.

What can I do?

I usually wouldn't say this , but giving this is this community you figure out what's causing the anger and you put it in a boxing ring , literally in your mind , and you fight it i don't know if this will work , but I did the same thing with lust and I no longer feel the same impulses. I think what I went through was a succubus but if a something have attached itself to you you can torture it. It's in you not the other way around . The way I saw my situation is they can effect me mentally but I can get em physically. And remember your mind is your weapon

Unanimous wrote:View source

I usually wouldn't say this , but giving this is this community you figure out what's causing the anger and you put it in a boxing ring , literally in your mind , and you fight it i don't know if this will work , but I did the same thing with lust and I no longer feel the same impulses. I think what I went through was a succubus but if a something have attached itself to you you can torture it. It's in you not the other way around . The way I saw my situation is they can effect me mentally but I can get em physically. And remember your mind is your weapon

It's okay now, and thanks for your interest, that state was because of the "assassin who attacked me from behind.
I think it was because of the panic, and my body was on alert, it took me about three days to get back to the calm I had.

Do you perform any form of physical activity?

Intense physical activity is very important for human beings, especially for males who tend to be more action-oriented on average, and for masculine people in general. It's part of self-care. Your body needs as much daily care as your mind and your soul.

So, if you don't do any physical activity, you should consider it daily. Not every day at high intensity though. Your week should ideally alternate high and low intensity days.

Prolonged abstinence from physical activity normally causes restlessness, then people are incorrectly put on meds instead of addressing their physiological needs.

Walking, unless it's brisk and for long distances, doesn't count as physical activity, unless you're very out of shape.

Stormblood wrote:View source

Do you perform any form of physical activity?

Intense physical activity is very important for human beings, especially for males who tend to be more action-oriented on average, and for masculine people in general. It's part of self-care. Your body needs as much daily care as your mind and your soul.

So, if you don't do any physical activity, you should consider it daily. Not every day at high intensity though. Your week should ideally alternate high and low intensity days.

Prolonged abstinence from physical activity normally causes restlessness, then people are incorrectly put on meds instead of addressing their physiological needs.

Walking, unless it's brisk and for long distances, doesn't count as physical activity, unless you're very out of shape.

Yes, I do ab exercises. I just took a 2-day break. (the workout is moderate intensity)

The workout plus yoga takes about an hour.

Anyway, nothing I say matters anymore. “I’m just an addict with blackened chakras and holes in my aura, who once wore a crown.” And my childhood wishes were about to come true.

Now I’ve answered your question, and I’d like you to honestly answer mine.

What’s it like to not be an addict and follow the path of the gods?

Most people nowadays have addictions. It ranges from beneficial to harmful things. Caffeine, alcohol, other recreational drugs, people, certain interests... You name it.

I have my own addictions too, both beneficial and harmful ones. Gradually learning moderation is part of the path.

So I cannot answer what you ask, or I'd be lying.

However, I'd like to encourage you to reflect about these statements you wrote:

destroyer wrote:View source

“I’m just an addict with blackened chakras and holes in my aura, who once wore a crown.”

What does that version of you crown looks like?

destroyer wrote:View source

And my childhood wishes were about to come true.

What were those childhood wishes?

destroyer wrote:View source

Anyway, nothing I say matters anymore.

Matter to whom? What would it look like if what you said did matter? And what happened that made you feel that way?

These are starting points. I understand they are personal, which is why these are starting points for you to reflect, not to answer publicly.

I also advise you read the following section of our website:
https://templeofzeus.org/family/index.phpExternal ↗

The 8th and 9th page in there are especially important.

Please take some time to consider all I replied now over the next few days. It can help to journal where your reflections lead, and your thoughts and feelings after reading the section I suggested.

Stormblood wrote:View source

What were those childhood wishes?

are confidential and untouched by anyone

Stormblood wrote:View source

What does that version of you crown looks like?

my version of the crown looked like a powerful person with money never humiliated respected and brave

Stormblood wrote:View source

Matter to whom?

everything I say doesn't matter anymore, I mean bro it really doesn't matter to me anymore

Stormblood wrote:View source

What would it look like if what you said did matterhigher

higher rank as a member

Stormblood wrote:View source

And what happened that made you feel that way?

disappointment I thought magic and superpowers were much easier

Stormblood wrote:View source

I also advise you read the following section of our website:
The Family of the Gods External ↗
The 8th and 9th page in there are especially important.

I read these things today.

I appreciate your concern and thank you for the recommendation.

Stormblood wrote:View source

What were those childhood wishes?

I apologize, but now I realize that my childhood desires contradict the laws of the gods. That child with these desires has grown up and can fulfill them (i.e. me) is a fire that burns ceaselessly day and night, something inside me that does not see, hear or understand anything until these desires are fulfilled.

I have had these desires since I was 7 or 8 years old and I do not want to leave that child (i.e. me) disappointed that they did not fulfill their desires.

the beauty of the gods the infinite life the beauty of the cosmos none of these are enough to change my desires

I will continue to believe in them and appreciate them, but I will simply follow my desires first
may the gods not put their will before mine 🙏

destroyer wrote:View source

I apologize, but now I realize that my childhood desires contradict the laws of the gods. That child with these desires has grown up and can fulfill them (i.e. me) is a fire that burns ceaselessly day and night, something inside me that does not see, hear or understand anything until these desires are fulfilled.

I have had these desires since I was 7 or 8 years old and I do not want to leave that child (i.e. me) disappointed that they did not fulfill their desires.

the beauty of the gods the infinite life the beauty of the cosmos none of these are enough to change my desires

I will continue to believe in them and appreciate them, but I will simply follow my desires first
may the gods not put their will before mine 🙏

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