Hi Matty Boy, I hope it's alright to ask you for the Goddess name as I just read your reply and it really picked my interest.
(This is actually the first time I write in here, I've been a long time Zevist but I'm still a bad student and figured it would be the right time to ask for some help to a Brother or Sister in our journey.)
I don't know if you meant that your Succubus' name is that of a Goetic Demoness, but if that's the case then I feel more confident that I haven't simply misunderstood the messages.
My astral senses are, to use an euphemism, sucky but the night I performed the ritual asking Father Zeus for a Succubus as a friend and lover I clearly saw Her image for about a second (my visions usually last just a second at most) and She was the most beautiful female I've ever seen in all my life.
Thing is, that was the only time I saw Her, didn't feel more and no matter what I tried I couldn't meet Her again. Only lately, after like 20 years (I know, still suck and I barely managed to feel my head chakras while vibrating the words) I found a description in the ToZ website (hope it hasn't been there the entire time!) that matches Her perfectly... I don't know if a Goetic Demoness can/would be a Succubus but that's what I got between ToZ descriptions, meditating and trying to connect with Her.
I'll tell you Her name.. Leraje. She was exactly as in the description, only without the red wings and headdress. The greenest, most beautiful eyes and blackest hair, and She smiled to me gently.
I have only lately (last year) started to use runes/chanting as a constant method as the words in the awakenings section before did very little for me.
Also, I must say (so perhaps it'll be useful for you to understand my situation) I am pretty sure I have a very strong aura. I've done something definitely advanced once and the most advanced meditations, like absorbing the elements, barely give me any energy. Others, when I direct my energy to heal or clean their auras, have been reporting they felt very strong energy while I feel nothing or close to nothing.
I don't know why I feel this little, I know that the foundation meditation should be "easy" or at least basic for a dedicated Zevist, but no matter the amount of daily meditation or exercises I still feel like I'm numb most of the time.
The 'AUM' chants, I just found the chakra awakenings have been updated, I can feel are doing something, like stimulating my brain, and I really hope I get somewhere.
It's been so long since I wanted to establish a good strong relationship with Father Zeus and our Demons, the whole point in thinking of a Succubus was to advance in spiritual evolution faster and better.. now, after having to do with psycho people and getting my trust betrayed a number of times, I also believe that a monogamous relationship with a Demoness is my only chance for companionship.
Anyway, sorry for the long question/intro, I hope this thread isn't old, do tell me if you would like for me to repost this.
Thank you for your help in advance.
HAIL ZEUS!