Rock Bottom, what is it trying to teach me?

Dear Brother,

You ask the right question, however, noone exept for yourself can come up with an answer. I sympathize with your situation because although not identical, I find many similarities with my own. Having children with special needs, strugling financially, having serious health issues and other details are very familiar to me and yet it can be much worse, you know that. I d not know you personally but from your writing can attest to your extraordinary strength and resilience in the face of hardship. Perhaps that's where the lesson lies in all this. If your qualities and skills are complemented by a new level of courage and initiative, the results that you strive to achieve will materialize sooner. Just hang in there be relentless. We will surely come up on top because there's so much that needs to be done for the young ones, the old ones, ourselves and last but not least the Shining Ones that put their trust in us. In spite of all odds, we'll get there.

SWP

I see you have many skills related to computer, what company can you start by your own skills? You can't become rich by trying to find jobs that won't pay you well, you need to create your own buisness that could become internationnal.

Now, this being said, take care of yourself too, you should talk about your stress to your wife or anyone that would only listen. After that, you should focus on the spiritual part of your life, I have been focusing on material and wealth too much myself, I have put more time into the spiritual growth lately and things are getting better everyday. Balance is needed.

You are blessed by the Gods, do not forget it. Take care of your health, try to work the spiritual side and go ask your GD how you can build a buisness with your skills.

You will be fine, you are strong. You are blessed.

Greetings brother,

I of course don't know your situation fully, so not sure how much this can apply to you, but hopefully it can help you think of ideas.

You mentioned you wouldn't be able to commute 2 hours away. Perhaps relocation is an option, if it means you would be in an area with more tech jobs. You can apply from where you are now, to jobs in a broader area that is within a feasible distance to relocate to. Relocation is not uncommon with tech jobs, and they sometimes can offer relocation assistance in the form of a one-time bonus. Additionally, hybrid is relatively common with tech jobs as well, meaning schedules with 1 or more days working from home. You may not get the best job initially - the important thing is getting experience in your desired tech area first and foremost, and you can then search for other job opportunities once you have accrued sufficient experience.

The reason I suggest this is also because you had said your family is often unavailable currently, which could actually make relocation more feasible of a choice, as this can mean there is less of a need to stay at your current town.

Hello brother,

I don't believe difficult things happen with a higher purpose to teach us things, they just happen and yes, we learn by overcoming them. But do they have the purpose to teach? I'm not sure the question in the title has an answer.

I've never been a parent with children to take care of, I can't even imagine the pressure you feel. But I must say owning a home, having a job, taking care of people like you do is not rock bottom. It is praiseworthy.

An idea I might offer is trying to utilize astrological timings and locations - yes I know not everyone might agree but I had more luck getting a job on the line of my MC ruler (local space chart) and housing on the Sun IC (astrocartography/travel chart). But since you already have a home, you might not get far away, still just check in case.

Prometheus ritual has verses for us to think of something we did not before to acquire wealth and it seems to me it is fitting for you, it could give you power and insight.

Hello dear Brother, thank you for opening up about this 🙏

I'm not sure what resources are available where you're based, but any sort of government/community/ non-profit projects assistance might be worth looking into, perhaps this is something your wife could do? 🙏 Resources and programs of all kinds exist, you may be surprised what you could be eligible for or what is out there to help lighten the load somewhat. One thing at a time. 🙏

I already believe you are a very positive person and capable of so much, as you've stated, though you have been handling a lot 🙏 Resilience like you have shown is really admirable and rare, your family is very blessed to have you taking such good care of them and being a model of overcoming difficulties 💚

I think you should confide in your wife when you feel regulated enough to address this clearly with her, and seek any support (such as local hotlines that could direct you to more resources) about your feelings. You aren't alone in this ever 🙏

Why are you doing the same thing expecting a different result. I would relocate, by the way.

I, too, am dealing with my wife's health issues, so I can relate. This is a tough time in history, no doubt, and I wish I had a good answer, but I don't. I am assuming you are in the US. Have you thought of immigrating to a stable country in South America? Many 3rd world countries need technical people, especially English speakers, and you might do well. Anyone trying to raise a family in today's economy has my respect.

You're obviously an absolute unit and very good dad and husband. The sacrifices men have to make for their families often goes unnoticed, but the reward is your family living their lives care-free.

I know this may sound counter-intuitive, but take a break from spamming wealth workings and focus on increasing your spiritual power and mental control. Take 12 weeks or so, maybe less or more, and then get back at it. If you're getting no results, then your not powerful enough, oftentimes.

In addition, you may have to abandon what you're good at and instead try something that's in demand. Further, on the side you could perhaps build something with the skills you've acquired. Use an AI for workflow, brainstorming, step-by-step assistance, etc

Most of all, remember the Gods up high do favor you.

Blessings

Brother you dont seem rock bottom at all. You own a house and a car. Are you able to make ends meet?

Hello brother,

I am sorry to hear you are dealing with such a heavy load and very little on the side of a support system. I don't know what state you live in , but if you are in the united states have you looked into medicaid?

They can help with covering healthcare, dental and in home support services for your wife and children, if they meet the criteria. That would lighten some current stress and worry, considerably.

There are a ton of resources out there to help situations like yours, to give you that help back to solid footing.

As for school debt/loans, i completely understand, i just signed up for that myself last year and am in school for the third time in my life. I know it's a valuable investment in myself and my future...sometimes its worth it. Plus, they usually defer your loan payments until after you have graduated. the interest rate is reasonable.

Im pulling for you and ask that the Gods guide you as you make those steps and take those actions to improve your quality of life ❤️

Hail Zeus ⚡️ the Gods want our elevation in life as much as we do, if not more!

"The fall unlocks the flight".

My brother I feel for your troubles, everything in the system is designed to keep you from your power. I will tell you, you need to seriously adjust the attitude of your mind. Stop focusing on the negative and think good things ARE happening to you. As a Zevist your thoughts are way more powerful than that of an average person. It is not just the thoughts you are thinking but the FEELING behind them too. Your thoughts and feelings are actively creating the reality you are perceiving. In your position I would do rituals to gods that focus on wealth and ask them to lead you to work. You have been with the temple a long time, you are holding it all together still, you are more than capable to over the challenges you are facing.

If you are not doing yoga, absolutely start immediately. Kundalini Yoga in particular can help shake off those old feelings and thought patterns.

For your dentistry try this Dr Ellie Phillips Mouth Care SytstemExternal ↗ I have been using this for a few months now and have had some serious results. Pockets shrinking and gums starting to heal and look pink again. Plague starting to be removed and teeth looking noticeably whiter. My parents never took me to

the dentist so my mouth has been in pretty bad shape.

Now for the main issue, Your Identity. Everyday preferably twice a day. When you rise and before going to bed, try to relax as much as possible. The deeper the trance the better. During these moments picture your ideal self/life. What do you look like? How are you feeling? What sort of things are you seeing, touching, smelling? The more sensations you can imagine the better. If you want a better job how do you picture that? What does the day to day operation consist of? You absolutely must create a new identity around who you are. Are you a man who is struggling to keep it all together to find more income? Or are things going your way and life is a fun adventure to you explore? You will not change the things you are doing and having if you do not first change who you are BEING. When you change how you are behaving at the identity level the rest of your life will follow. This can be challenging in the beginning because your old identity will try to stay(karma). But you have the power of the gods on your side stay close to them and they will be besides you every step of the way.

Life is always like this. There is no reason to think always, that this is reflective of anything deeply inner, like one's inner world or a message. It can be, but not always. Life is hard; people will get sick. We will experience loss, pain, misery; there will be days where it will be hard to put food on the table, and times we don't want to end that are positive.

And then life goes forward. What's the meaning of this, is to make everything worthwhile. Even times of difficulty, represent opportunity for growth. Life generally tries to tell us what we must improve and where we are wrong, what we don't know; to learn it, to improve. Then something else will happen. One cannot always take it to heart, although in certain times we might get beaten to the ground. Just seek to get up and focus on the Gods. Life is full of perils.

May the Gods bless us to go through all the difficulties in life. In some there is no end. The blessing of the Gods is a warrior heart that does not give up and tries to learn. On this courage, we can build by determination our skills, our capacities. And this tells us that we can keep fighting; not that the battle ever ends. There is rest in between, and this time is the important time to sit and truly take it in.

It's normal we can't always solve everything for everyone, sometimes not even ourselves. But what's also normal, is that a Zevist should never give up. From the amount of resolve, I can tell that you are far from rock bottom or giving up.

On objective things, the only thing that is the case, is either to look for a better job, or to develop new skills to land a new one.

You should be really proud of yourself also, you're taking care of everyone the best you can - do not attack yourself with more "self blame", focus entirely on practical solutions. On all other ends, I wouldn't see anything to accredit to you as a wronghood. Only the opposite. With a lot of blessings brother.

In my opinion, what HP said here really defines the situation: "You should be really proud of yourself also, you're taking care of everyone the best you can - do not attack yourself with more "self blame", focus entirely on practical solutions. On all other ends, I wouldn't see anything to accredit to you as a wronghood."

You should look at yourself within the context you are in. Supporting others whilst also having health issues is a win. Maintaining your income under economic conditions which are objectively tough is a win. Finishing spiritual work for the problem (which takes both physical energy, time, and skill) is an investment and a win.

So the overall situation, from certain perspectives, or the perspective of the energy you have left over, can look bad, but it doesn't reflect the actions you took. You are low on energy after supporting a family, your job, and your spiritual work, not low on energy after doing nothing. There is a big difference here.

If I have to offer some advice, it is to always go to a basic and easy form of yoga for immediate, physical energy. Once one has some energy to spare, then they can support a larger activity, such as a larger routine, or a full Gods' ritual for additional energy return. Go to Ares or Raum for physical energy, keeping in the mind the difference between them.

If you are in a state of physical collapse, do something like basic Qigong, the breath of fire, or hold an acupoint. Once stabilized, do the ritual for Ares.