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I've been afraid of being heard doing mantras by my parents, whilst doing squares.
Does this negative energy (fear/anxiety) get chanelled into the energy of the vibrations?
Because I've been having constant nightmares of being persecuted ever since. And once, streets filled with snakes fearing they will bite me.
It's been a week or two of this happening daily.
Your emotions can influence your magical works.
When performing certain works, especially Magic Squares, your mind must be focused on your goal, clear of everything else.
The environment in which you live can also influence the success of the magical work.
Another important thing, your Chakras should be open to do the Squares. Are they?
There will be backlash equivalent to the amount of dross and other obstacles still uncleared. This is why Magickal Squares are intermediate practices.
Henu the Great wrote:View source There will be backlash equivalent to the amount of dross and other obstacles still uncleared. This is why Magickal Squares are intermediate practices.
I don't think it's that, because it hasn't happened with any of my previous squares
AskSatanOperator wrote:View source I've been afraid of being heard doing mantras by my parents, whilst doing squares.
Does this negative energy (fear/anxiety) get chanelled into the energy of the vibrations?
Because I've been having constant nightmares of being persecuted ever since. And once, streets filled with snakes fearing they will bite me.
It's been a week or two of this happening daily.
While it is not good to be in this state, your willpower and outlook also matter here. I have done spiritual work when upset or frustrated about something, but I never assumed the outcome would be negative because I felt like I focused well enough on the outcome.
If you are this fearful, you should put more effort into your AOP, which guards against both negative influence from your parents and the enemy. Besides a general AOP, you can even do something to guard against your parents. Berkano relates to the womb and secrecy, and therefore can help mask your noise from them.
You should also test the acoustics of your location. Play a video or music on your phone, then go stand where you believe your parents may be and see if they can hear anything. You can purchase a small white noise machine to mask some of your own noise, too.
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