What can I do about my anxiety about people? I'm quite withdrawn, I can't relax. When I speak in front of people and they look at me, I blush and find it hard to speak because I get embarrassed and feel like I'm running away. There was one thing that changed me before. A group of several people stopped me in the street and behaved rudely, almost turned into a fight, etc. Since then I have become anxious when I see groups of several people.This has been going on for years. During this time I have developed anxiety, depression, paranoia, OCD. I have been living with anxiety, depression, mood swings for years. I can't remember the last time I was happy.
I smoke a lot, a lot, and I smoke very strong cigarettes. I used to have blood in my sputum, now it's harder to breathe and I have a heavy feeling in my chest.
I'm Zevism for many years, I've improved a lot in that time, I always learning, but I still haven't been able to solve this problem. And I haven't stopped smoking because I don't want to.
I would rather choose suicide than continue my life like this, or start drinking lot of alcohol. I am also bothered by what other people think of me.
Any kind of works? Rune, freeing work? Or anything?
As mentioned above, your problem is the lack of Solar energy.
I would add that you need to change your attitude towards other people, you should not worry about what they think of you, namely because:
1. You never know what's in other people's heads;
2. Try to identify the true motives of people's bad behavior towards you (motives that are not related to you, but to them).
There are a lot of bad people in the world.
As I have seen in my life experience, you can communicate with a real killer who has his own semi-criminal business, who served 12 years for murder, but at the same time you see that this person is absolutely normal and adequate when communicating with other people, does not try to mock or mock anyone, while at the same time this man has a wife and children and he loves them and takes care of them.
On the other hand, you see people around you who have not killed anyone and who are not engaged in any crime, but behave towards other people like the last scum, mock timid and kind people (whom they consider weak) , mock and humiliate other people in every possible way, while spreading bad rumors about them and nasty stuff.
In my vision, the murderer whom I described is not a bad person, I see a lot of good and positive things in him, and by the way, his energy is very good, you don't feel any evil next to him, even when he tells how he throws someone off a high-rise building.
On the other hand, I see people who are really evil, who can do so many bad things that you just want them to die a painful death.
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