I have no ideas at all, but I would like what will make me a woman
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Are you biologicaly a female or a male?
If you want to work on your feminine part of yourself then you can do a Moon or Venus square. Also you can do a ritual to the Lady Astarte and you can meditate on the pink moonstone. Also meditating over the sigil of one of the Goddesses can help.
In Zevism you learn to be independent and become stronger. You can ask for help for possible guidance.