I had a best friend for about 5 to 6 years, it was the strongest and most connected friendship I've ever had ( we're not friends anymore ) after her I got extremely tired of friendships ( I removed ties with her so we don't have connections anymore ) I just can't be who I am anymore with friendships, I have colleagues and everything but they tire me too ( they're very boring and I prefer to be alone they don't suck my energy, at least I think ). I talk and pretend as much as I can, but I'm running out of patience. I'd like to have friends, but I'm tired of these people. This is all happening years after I've been meditating a lot, could it be because of that?
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Lead TranslatorI was always that kind of person who could hardly find any good friend, and I think everyone had this to a level.
You had a best friend, but did you had more? Were you just pretending to be friends with others at that time too? because most probably yes. I think it's hard to find a compatible person.
As a Zevists, it's even worst because you just won't agree on some things or even on a lot of things, with the common people.
It is possible to make friends, whatsoever. If you have a good synastry with someone, you will get together even if they aren't a Zevists, and being a Zevists won't be any problem in a good friendship.
You can do workings to attract true friends or good social life. The Runes + the 3 steps of Witchcraft can do literally anything.
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Anyways I REALLY want more advanced members reply on this.
When you have a good relationship, and you lost it, you won't be able to love.
When you have a good friendship, and you lost it, you won't be able to feel yourself right with so called friends
etc.
Do you think this true? I mean it has to go away after a while, but maybe for someone, it will stay for a long time.
Cleaning? Freeing? These can help, or should you just attract the right thing?