I'm full of emotions, I associate emotions with everything.Is there any other way than Fire energy to calm my emotions?I'm at the point where I'm deliberately suppressing all my emotions. i feel better without negative emotions,and they don't hold me back, so I suppress them hard.
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You can invoke fire, yes, did you read the meditation section?
Daily void meditation will help you.
The Air element helps with this.
Also try to control your thoughts. Keep your mind still and with no thoughts when you feel like you're losing control.
Even if you can't close your eyes during the day and you're working for example, breathe in white/gold energy to feel better. It really works.