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A part of me wants to focus on Zevism but the other part is destroyed by my parents who have no respect for our family and me.They do anything they want without giving a shit about what happens to me.
They are so selfish and they have fucked me up so much that I have to take anti depression and anti anxiety pills at such a young age.
It makes me feel worthless and I feel like Gods would never want someone like me by their side.I feel like Im too fucked up to be fixed or accepted by them.Like they would never love me or want me.I feel like I have been sucked dry by my life and there is nothing left in me.
Everytime I want to do my meditations or think about Gods this comes to my mind
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You can start doing magic work to heal from traumas:
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Emotional Healing Working by Lydia
START: Waning moon in Scorpio, Cancer or Pisces. Never start this working during the void of course moon.
1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate WUNJO (or it’s variations such as VIN) 40 times or 88 times.
3. Affirm 9 times:
“In a positive and healthy manner for me, the energies of [WUNJO or variation of] are totally and completely healing me from any and all psychological, mental and emotional damage and pain forever.”Do this for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.
How to pronounce WUNJO and it’s variations: https://mega.nz/#!9Ag1VRLb!1pjN3bkQJVT8RxwaX2rZUmVzTUmHndNUFVMXFwUQwws
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Also, remember that the Gods are always with you and want to support you. The Gods love you and they are your family and they worry about you. If you have any problems or doubts then you can always ask Satan for help or add a question on the forum - surely someone will want to advise you on something.
You have to fight and move on. Overcome your past and obstacles, because it's really worth it.
Good luck and stay positive!