Lost at Sea?

SeguaceDiSatanas wrote:

Read this:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/actual-self-love-drugs-addictions-fixing-ones-self.292981/

This may help you:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/how-to-control-addictions-passions-animal-drives.63969/#post-290736

Meditation will actually help you :)
https://templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Meditation.htmlExternal ↗

Please, read this quote of mine :D

The Temple of Zeus will always be here for all Zevist brothers and sisters. You can always count on us. Here the children of Satan, the true children of Satan, are truly united to ADVANCE! :D

May the Gods bless you!! :)

Thank you so much for your reply!

I need to revisit meditation. This may sound farfetched, but when I first attempted to focus on an object I "felt the light", which I guess was the presence of my soul. But from there I believed I had achieved godhood, became more and more delusional and eventually was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It has taken a long time to recover from the idea of having bipolar disorder, and I know now that my feeling of "satori" or my soul, a feeling I have never felt since and fear I may never again(!), due to my lack of knowledge and understanding I paid the price. I feel I am ready to try again now. I just don't want the feeling to override my reasoning, you know?

mmlozza wrote:View source

Thank you so much for your reply!

I need to revisit meditation. This may sound farfetched, but when I first attempted to focus on an object I "felt the light", which I guess was the presence of my soul. But from there I believed I had achieved godhood, became more and more delusional and eventually was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It has taken a long time to recover from the idea of having bipolar disorder, and I know now that my feeling of "satori" or my soul, a feeling I have never felt since and fear I may never again(!), due to my lack of knowledge and understanding I paid the price. I feel I am ready to try again now. I just don't want the feeling to override my reasoning, you know?

One piece of advice that works well in my social relationships that I can give you because I believe it works in this too is to analyze the thing in a cold and logical way, as if you were objectively evaluating the external situation. So you don't let yourself be influenced by the illusions that your mind generates. This advice is difficult to delve into, but if you understand it well I think it can help you. More objective and less involved in things when you analyze them logically.

SeguaceDiSatanas wrote:View source

One piece of advice that works well in my social relationships that I can give you because I believe it works in this too is to analyze the thing in a cold and logical way, as if you were objectively evaluating the external situation. So you don't let yourself be influenced by the illusions that your mind generates. This advice is difficult to delve into, but if you understand it well I think it can help you. More objective and less involved in things when you analyze them logically.

I think you're right there. It's so hard to unlearn the fact that external impressions are not truth, especially when similarities appear, you know? There's a tendency to overthink a lot of things.

Thank you for your input, I'm really grateful for the time. Do you have any other advice that might be useful towards practical application on this path?

mmlozza wrote:View source

Thank you so much for your reply!

I need to revisit meditation. This may sound farfetched, but when I first attempted to focus on an object I "felt the light", which I guess was the presence of my soul. But from there I believed I had achieved godhood, became more and more delusional and eventually was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It has taken a long time to recover from the idea of having bipolar disorder, and I know now that my feeling of "satori" or my soul, a feeling I have never felt since and fear I may never again(!), due to my lack of knowledge and understanding I paid the price. I feel I am ready to try again now. I just don't want the feeling to override my reasoning, you know?

Work on sour lower chakras to be grounded, and read HPZM's sermons because these are to open your eyes up to reality.

mmlozza wrote:View source

I think you're right there. It's so hard to unlearn the fact that external impressions are not truth, especially when similarities appear, you know? There's a tendency to overthink a lot of things.

Thank you for your input, I'm really grateful for the time. Do you have any other advice that might be useful towards practical application on this path?

I think that rather than giving you other advice, it would be better if you had your own experiences, and when you make mistakes, you will recognize your ability to correct yourself and learn from the situation. I truly believe this is worth more than all the other advice I can give you. :)

AFODO wrote:View source

Work on sour lower chakras to be grounded, and read HPZM's sermons because these are to open your eyes up to reality.

Thank you for this reply! Is there a specific link to these sermons?

SeguaceDiSatanas wrote:View source

I think that rather than giving you other advice, it would be better if you had your own experiences, and when you make mistakes, you will recognize your ability to correct yourself and learn from the situation. I truly believe this is worth more than all the other advice I can give you. :)

Thanks again for your replies. I guess individuality is important, and there are no right or wrong answers.

AFODO wrote:View source

Work on sour lower chakras to be grounded, and read HPZM's sermons because these are to open your eyes up to reality.

Update: I've found the sermons now 😊 thanks again!

mmlozza wrote:View source

Update: I've found the sermons now 😊 thanks again!

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