My question is:
why does something always have to happen against me, as if life wants me dead or a worthless person
i want to clarify that:
gambling is no longer a burden for me.
I have been doing the munka soul release for over 30 days
and I feel very good
every day I do Adp plus curse reversal 1,2
I am active and up to date with the holy rituals T.OZ
and the negativity I had has evaporated.
however, I encounter countless major problems in life that tire me out
I'm really proud of you for fixing the gambling addiction. It wasn't very long ago when you last asked about it on the forums so it means you made huge progress. You should be proud of yourself, Destroyer ☺️.
But remember that life will always have problems, no matter how perfect you want everything to be. It all comes down to the Universal principle of Ying and Yang ☯️. It is the cycle of life, and without hardships, we wouldn't evolve.
When you solve something, another thing appears in order to be dealt with. And everything is temporary, but it will keep repeating itself until it is fully solved and you can move on to another. Expect this throughout your whole journey to the Magnum Opus and beyond, and remove the pressure for everything to be going good permanently, because it is Universally impossible and is unhealthy.
The major life problems you now encountered have surfaced for you to acknowledge them and deal with them, and now right after the Munka working it makes perfect sense they have. Keep meditating, keep advancing, and keep pushing through, because these have appeared for a reason, and if there's no way around it, the way must be through it.