Hi,
I had similar problems at the beginning, always running thoughts and many stupid questions. As I realized, the source of the problem was the left side of my brain, which is the logical side. When you do the magic and spiritual stuff the right (creative) side should dominate. If, you have some trouble to be relaxed, be relieved from the negative thoughts and be able to focus on your aim 100%, then try to use the Alpha waves, here is the link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHvtVpGSTY4External ↗
You can use it for any basic meditations, as more you use it as better the effect on you.
Later you can try the Theta waves (but be careful, it is very easy to fall asleep). Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTzMWuWXB7cExternal ↗
Heil Satan,Heil Azazel,Heil Lilith.
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Every time I try to do magick to create something I want, I can't get rid of the feeling that my desire can't happen, it never works out for me, I'm not good enough for it, unworthy etc :(
How do you get rid of these negative thoughts? Everytime I try to do a working for this particular thing I am just bombarded with thoughts that it's unrealistic and I can never have it which just puts me in a negative spiral.
It's so hard to get to that point of feeling like I have it and it's realistic, in terms of visualization and stuff.