I need help, I think I'm going to train less and less and never become a god at this rate, I've stopped having private orgasms, sexual arousal to 15 minutes a day. My sleep has improved, but I've started to sleep noticeably more and now I don't get up at the best time. I've stopped exercising and meditating, the only thing I do is stare into the void and lie on the bed 90% of my free time, and otherwise I watch anime for 2 hours a day, I don't want anything else, logically I understand that maybe this is the influence of the enemy on me, but it seems to me that I really don't want to live and develop anymore, maybe I'm an NPC I don't have the things I really want at all, I don't have dreams or goals, I don't have any feelings like I'm an empty machine.
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You don't have to wake up at the perfect time to start meditating. You can meditate even if you wake up late.
When you put a lot of pressure on yourself, you will only find that you are less and less productive. So, you don't need to stress too much.
аноним666 wrote:View source ...
It is not important if you fail. The important thing is to start again. Start again with routine meditation, without overdoing it, doing what you can do "easily," during the day.
Hs666 wrote:View source It is not important if you fail. The important thing is to start again. Start again with routine meditation, without overdoing it, doing what you can do "easily," during the day.
It's not even that easy for me to play games and watch anime, sometimes it's hard for me to go to the bathroom because of the heaviness. In the past, I have not been able to perform many of the superpowers that meditation trains, and with the help of power I can get even more results, but I don't understand why I can't continue to exhaust myself, and even visualization brings me a lot of stress, I just can't go on I am broken
аноним666 wrote:View source ...
Each person has his own problems. And everyone does what he can do.
One must overcome one's "mind," the first obstacle, which can lead to failure. It is not necessary to do 10 hours of meditation. But those you can do.
This is only a factor of will. The rest are just "justifications" for not doing it. Because all people have 5-10 free minutes in their lives.
The results of your life is only your responsibility.
You can ask Gods help/guidance on this. But you have to be open to solutions, even if they are difficult.
Hs666 wrote:View source Each person has his own problems. And everyone does what he can do.
One must overcome one's "mind," the first obstacle, which can lead to failure. It is not necessary to do 10 hours of meditation. But those you can do.
This is only a factor of will. The rest are just "justifications" for not doing it. Because all people have 5-10 free minutes in their lives.
The results of your life is only your responsibility.
You can ask Gods help/guidance on this. But you have to be open to solutions, even if they are difficult.
I asked for help, but it seems that I was born for the first time and they don't want to help me, because my soul came from non-spiritual parents. Please, help me to conquer my will and crush my mind.
аноним666 wrote:View source ...
There is no "trick." You have to do it. There are no other methods.