TL;DR : I urgently need Satan's help, but I don't have enough knowledge to speak to him properly. I need a meditation or ritual to call for help.
Hello,
First of all, I apologize if anyone has ever made a similar request. I'm far from having read all the sermons and content on the main website and I'm writing this post in a panic. I understand English but I'm writing this post with an automatic translator to be faster.
Context: I wouldn't be able to pinpoint exactly when I first became interested in Zevism and the Left Hand Path, but I do know it was at least early 2023, maybe before. That said, I remember TOZ being the first site I came across. I wanted to get away from the atheism of Lavey and the organizations that revolve around it, so I searched for "Zevism" on the internet, and I was impressed. I was also confused when I saw you talk about Chakras, astrology and many other things I don't master, so instead of doing the ritual of commitment with paper and blood, I wanted to rely on the other "schools" of what could be called "theistic Satanism".
Today, after reading a little more about what you are proposing, comparing with others and reading the people who don't like you, I have deduced that you are reliable, and I intend to move forward in your path, after studying in detail other things that I find relevant (I won't say everything, but roughly, After reading some Gnostic texts, I will walk with you in parallel with other readings).
That's how I was "planning" my spirituality last week.
But since yesterday, I've been in a terrible situation in my personal life. I would only go into detail if you ask me, but basically someone where I am doing my graduate school is determined to get me fired and the situation is starting to take on worrying proportions. I have no control over the situation, and as it stands, all I can do is wait.
So I'm looking for a meditation, a prayer, or whatever, that would allow me to ask Satan for help. I don't have a lot of time, I haven't advanced enough to have a real knowledge (of this site or anything else) on how to address Satan "by the book". My only experience is a few mediations done in the previous months (without a mantra) where I was able to feel unexpected and pleasant sensations (it could just as easily be self-persuasion, but I don't have any mental illnesses and as you often say, nothing happens by chance). I didn't do the ritual of commitment (with the paper, the blood, and the candle) but a few years ago something happened to me and I promised Satan that I would serve him until I died. To this day, I have no exact idea of how to fulfill that promise, but at that moment I experienced something inexplicable and I know that he heard me.
I read someone here who said that you may not have the support of any established authority, but the results speak for you. This is the time for me to try your methods. If it works, TOZ will become a high priority in my spiritual journey, and the rest will take a back seat.
I will continue to maintain this account active on this topic to respond to any requests for clarification you may have. When my personal situation is resolved, I will post a final update and this account will be deserted. I would come back a few months/years later, after reading everything on the website, to join your ranks in the spiritual warfare.
Thank you in advance for your help. You are the only Zevist community I trust.
HAIL ZEUS!
Lead Translator