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Powerofjustice wrote:

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You have misunderstood something or have not read my previous posts. I take full responsibility for my life, and am more aware than the average person of my character flaws and past bad decisions that led me to this point.

Dark Lawyer" wrote:

Ciao. I think the problem here with you is that you still don't fully understand how magic works and the steps to properly achieve it. Starting from scratch and doing 80 (87) days of runes without understanding what exactly needs to be done is just wasted work, since you only use 1% of the potential, let's say.
1) Did you use the affirmation correctly? What was it? Can you tell us what phrase you used?
2) During the affirmation, what did you do? What did you imagine yourself while making the affirmation?

Cfecit wrote:

Dark Lawyer" wrote:

Ciao. I think the problem here with you is that you still don't fully understand how magic works and the steps to properly achieve it. Starting from scratch and doing 80 (87) days of runes without understanding what exactly needs to be done is just wasted work, since you only use 1% of the potential, let's say.
1) Did you use the affirmation correctly? What was it? Can you tell us what phrase you used?
2) During the affirmation, what did you do? What did you imagine yourself while making the affirmation?

Also, Pythia once said:" A good mage forgets his spells", that's because if you constantly think about the spell it's bound to not work as you're basically creating chaos in the energy you directed already, this weakening a lot the spell.

Aquarius wrote:

Cfecit wrote:

Dark Lawyer" wrote:

Ciao. I think the problem here with you is that you still don't fully understand how magic works and the steps to properly achieve it. Starting from scratch and doing 80 (87) days of runes without understanding what exactly needs to be done is just wasted work, since you only use 1% of the potential, let's say.
1) Did you use the affirmation correctly? What was it? Can you tell us what phrase you used?
2) During the affirmation, what did you do? What did you imagine yourself while making the affirmation?

Also, Pythia once said:" A good mage forgets his spells", that's because if you constantly think about the spell it's bound to not work as you're basically creating chaos in the energy you directed already, this weakening a lot the spell.

Yeah, but reinforcing the spell outside of a meditation session will empower it. But it must be done properly, ie. by not worrying etc.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:

The time you would certainly know what a waste of time you have chosen is after you die when you are between lives and your soul is with the gods waiting to reincarnate again. The gods will show you what work you still need to do, and how much further along you would have been if you consistently did at least a small amount every day.

Have you been to the afterlife and remember it? Or did you talk to ghosts? Or did you use some objective method to make sure you had past lives?

Or have you read about it on ToZ and are able to believe it with religious faith?

VoiceofEnki wrote:

Pythia had said in the past, after continuous work of at least 10.000 vibrations into your chakra's (which if you do say 30 vibrations daily into each chakra, will take you about a year), you will begin to step into realms of power.

However, to really build major power takes more time and work than that.

If you do some work for a few weeks, and then quit it because you don't feel anything, and are never consistent, you won't build any power at all.

You are missing the point. I am unfit for sustained religious belief. I can't work on my chakras every day for a year because someone told me so or I read it somewhere. I'm about to turn 40, I've been through a lot of shit in my life, and in all that time it's become a certainty that I'm incapable of sustaining any religious belief that I don't have proof of. I think it's a simple thing.

Powerofjustice wrote:

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I re-read your reply. Now I'm sure you didn't read any of my posts, or didn't pay attention at all. Sorry, but you didn't need to post here.

Cfecit wrote:

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Thank you for your reply.

Now everyone is trying to explain why my 87 days of the rune work is worthless. And why the money spells (anti great reset ritual) performed together during the same period did not make any difference. While during the works Jupiter was in retrograde motion in my sign for a quarter of a year continuously.

I understand that you are all speaking from your own experiences. And I don't dispute anyone's own experience.

But my experience so far is that it doesn't work for me. The only way I could continue on this path from here on out is if I were permanently fit for religious faith without evidence. And by the age of 39, it had become certain that I was not - at least permanently - fit for any religious faith.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:

I have always remembered this very clearly since I was a young child. I remember it like it was only a few years ago. I have had this memory since many years before I learned about Zevism or Temple of Zeus, and of course everything that I have learned matches with what I already knew.

Thank you for your reply. Personal certainty can be good.

Cfecit wrote:

...you are just a fucking retard or troll.

I assume you think of yourself as an advanced Zevist. I'm surprised that despite this, with 1500 posts behind you, you so quickly lose control of a conversation and are unable to communicate without using obscene insults. I think that speaks for itself. Perhaps you need meditation more than I do? :roll:

I started the conversation by thanking you for your answer. And I spoke to you politely. If you want to continue the conversation, I'll give you another chance to communicate without barroom style and insults. If you feel you can't control yourself, please leave this topic and do more void meditation.

So, to answer your two questions:

1. Yes, my confirmation was good. This has been discussed in detail in another thread with Blitzkreig and Henu the Great.

2. As much as I could, I tried to get into it and imagine that the result was already there. This is also a thread that we have discussed with Blitzkreig and Henu the Great, so I see no point in starting over with you.

In response to your other statements.

1. Nowhere did I write that I blame Zevism. That conclusion comes from your temper and lack of understanding. In my reply to you I wrote this in black letters on a white background:

Dark Lawyer wrote:

I understand that you are all speaking from your own experiences. And I don't dispute anyone's own experience.

But my experience so far is that it doesn't work for me.

So please communicate with me and not with your own ideas.

2. Thanks, I have a detailed plan of how I would spend the money. As I have a better than average view of events in the world, Eastern-Central Europe and Hungary, I would spend the money on prepping. To prepare my loved ones and myself as much as possible for the upcoming SHTF. So I would not spend the money to satisfy desires. I have already written this in another thread. So again you were insulting me, but again you were not writing about me. It was about a picture in your head.

3. What does my situation have to do with my age of 39? :roll: If you asked me that question, there is no point in answering. There are A and B sides to a record. But my record has only a B side. And that is my fault. I am now working on the B side without the support of the A side. From the zero.

4. Yes, I am to blame. But I've already written that. Yes, my life will be worse than it is now when I'm 50-60-70. I've already written that down. This is exactly the problem. Although I probably won't survive the impending cataclysm.
Yes, I cannot blindly believe in anything. If you really knew the Zevism ideology, you would know exactly what it says about this. So you seem to have betrayed yourself a bit by taking me to task for doubting, understanding and researching, and you're trying to get me to believe this or that with some kind of sectarian blind faith. That won't work with me because I was a Christian for years. :D

5. I do nothing? :lol: I have written down many times what I do and what I have done. By putting my face and name on it, and using my expertise, I have probably done more in the last 3 years to fight the great reset than you would dare to do in your wildest dreams.
I'm currently working 12 hours, while I've been looking for a job for 8 months. And trying to be a good owner to my cat. And I'm trying to manage my minimum wage so that it doesn't completely run out by the end of the month, while everything is getting more expensive. And all the while, somehow trying to prepare for the upcoming SHTF. Oh, and I climbed out of alcoholism on my own three and a half years ago. Welcome to the real world, little brother. 8-)

Dark Lawyer wrote:

NakedPluto wrote:

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Very few people here seem to understand what I am talking about.

Whatever spiritual work I do, you say on this forum, is nothing. (40-day meditation program, 87 days of rune work, shared rituals, 1 year of daily aura cleansing, protective aura, void meditation.) And you tell me to work for more years or decades to see results. And I'm not arguing with you.

But believe me: if I were capable of sustained religious faith, I would do spiritual practices for years without seeing any results. Law school is 5 years. I worked alongside my studies and graduated in 11 years. Many people dropped out, but I didn't give up because I believed I would get my degree. And I graduated summa cum laude.

But unfortunately, since I got my degree, my life is getting worse in most strategic areas. I'm working 12 hours, I hate my humiliating job, I've been looking for a job for 8 months and I'm living month to month, trying to find a way to manage my money. And not to fall back into alcoholism, which I got rid of three and a half years ago.

I do not experience anything, I can't find my Guardian Daemon, I can't get any answer or sign from Satan. Can you believe I have no strength and no enthusiasm? I'm clinging on, trying to survive day by day.

And I have no faith. I am trying to survive day to day in solitude, and in this situation I am not able to meditate and do yoga for hours a day, based on a religious belief alone, hoping that maybe one day the meditation will have some results.

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It's just the icing on the cake it is that, despite FRTRs and common rituals, World War III has broken out, and my country currently has a base rate of 13%, up from 0.6% in the first half of last year, so my country is heading for hyperinflation. Regardless of magic, my maximum chance is to find a mediocre (non-law) graduate job in a public company for not much more money than I'm making now. And I can work there until the state goes bankrupt. And I have already written in detail in another topic about how Hungary will soon be in collapse and chaos, completely independent of covid or world war. This was already clear 10-15 years ago, because Hungary is plummeting towards demographic collapse with all its consequences. Again, this is independent of magic, it is just mathematics.

Here in East-Central Europe, we have perhaps 10 years before the era of unmeasured civil wars with gypsies. And in Western countries, a few years later, everyone can buy a chador or a prayer mat. These are long-standing, clearly visible and now unstoppable processes. The numbers speak for themselves, and this is completely unrelated to the covid or the war in Ukraine.

Of course, the situation has changed in the last 3 years. Now the culmination of these demographic processes could be preceded by genocide, migrant war, third world war. Of course, I prepare as much as I can (not much). But I prefer to wait helplessly. My family and I have little chance of surviving the impending crisis. It would take great luck to be in the right place at the right time. If we manage to survive, then presumably things will be good afterwards. For a while. Then, presumably, in my old age, the shit would hit the fan, the WEF world.

Thankfully this is not a faith religion, so you are on the right path.

It is clear you have strong chains on your life by karmic planetary energies.

The required effort to change that is that of what I told you.

You can spend 10 minutes everyday for a year, yes. Cumulated however it is nothing, it is 2 and a half days of meditation.

But the next year, a 10 minute of meditation might however be 1 hour of the past year, and the 3rd year with 10 minutes you might accumulate hours on end proportionally of the before years.

The ladder is walked exponentially. Faith is not needed for this.

I actually advise you, be extremely watchful, discriminant and judgemental. Be extremely serious and watch reality.

Not the opposite.

With these judgemental eyes, you will see. Now you don't have the clarity of it by the lack of truthfulness. As I said, you expect imagined effects while they need more effort and systematic approach.

In a couple of days you can prove to yourself the power of magic and spiritual. Only by breathing exercises.

Do now a few sessions of breath of fire. Then yogic. Everyday for 3 days.

Hold for about 5 seconds and do rounds that sum this retention to a 10 or 15 minutes mark. A ten minute mark is 600 seconds. That means 120 rounds of 5 second retention of Yogic breath.

Breath of fire is very powerful, so do retention for 10 seconds if comfortable for 6 rounds, a minute in total.

After you'll have a fever in the following days, and or whatever personal effect you'll feel from the bio electricity, from headaches or power, come to me and tell me, how that is not real or whatever.

Do this for 10 days after, then add some trance meditation. Then vibration. In time you'll become conscious of energies and then you can start workings.

Workings do not work on faith. They work on factual energy that is known and manipulated.

They work on created wavelengths and activated dimensions from the body, by the vibration.

They work by the acquired focus on factual anchors by the senses.

They work when something happens truly, not by imagination, not by faith, not by hope, but by raw created force.

A force which goes and does the programming, which fights.

NakedPluto wrote:

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Thank you, but if I didn't feel anything during HP Zevios Metathronos's 40-day meditation program or the FRTRs, then I guess there's no point in experimenting any further.

Not because these practices don't work, but because they don't work for me for some reason.

(I mistakenly added the opening of the 6th chakra to the 40 day program, contrary to the instructions. This is supposed to induce very intense sensations, which is why it is not included in the 40-day program for beginners. I have not experienced anything...)

My other observation is that unfortunately I don't have x years for spiritual work. The shit-tsunami is about to hit, even the biggest Tesco store in county seat has empty shelves, etc. I can't get an answer from Satan, I can't find my Guardian Daemon, and magic hasn't worked to improve my situation.

I have no more time to waste, so now I need to find a quick solution on the physical plane to how we survive the impending collapse.

But thanks again, you are very helpful. I hope you don't misunderstand me like Cfecit. I hope that if, by some great stroke of luck, I survive the cataclysm, I may have more opportunity and time for spiritual experimentation in the future.

christianity is still strong in you. Doomsday here, doomsday there... It's the christians that constantly act like you do, using excuses like "but the doomsday is coming!!", "the end is near". A Zevist simply adapts and goes on. "Life goes on", it always does, we've seen times that were much more harder than these and people still managed to survive. You'll do fine if you stop thinking you'll die and just stop trying to be a prophet of doom.

Aquarius wrote:

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I have zero xianism, but thanks for the analysis. :ugeek: I am not a Christian, I am a prepper.

And you didn't read carefully: preppers are not preparing for any "end of the world". It's just that I can see the processes in my country, which I have already described in concrete terms, with numbers and context. And I am responsibly preparing for the SHTF (when Shit Hits The Fan) for the protection of my loved ones and myself.

Zevism and preppering are not mutually exclusive.

You will do well if you do not try to give a template answer when someone writes individual specifics. Sober preppering has nothing to do with "end of the world" Christianity.

Cfecit wrote:

As usual, when I write a bad word, you focus on that word and not the context, seeing the finger and not the moon.

If you read my post, you saw that I didn't just respond to the bad word, and I didn't take anything out of context. I answered all your questions and statements in bullet points. My post speaks for itself.

Thanks for trying to give constructive advice.

Dark Lawyer wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

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I have zero xianism, but thanks for the analysis. :ugeek: I am not a Christian, I am a prepper.

And you didn't read carefully: preppers are not preparing for any "end of the world". It's just that I can see the processes in my country, which I have already described in concrete terms, with numbers and context. And I am responsibly preparing for the SHTF (when Shit Hits The Fan) for the protection of my loved ones and myself.

Zevism and preppering are not mutually exclusive.

You will do well if you do not try to give a template answer when someone writes individual specifics. Sober preppering has nothing to do with "end of the world" Christianity.

You have a completely defeatist attitude towards meditation, and the reason is "I have to prep for the end of Hungary".

Dark Lawyer wrote:

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You are missing the point. We are primarily working towards the Godhead instead of only seeking short-term successes. That being said, we also look for smaller goals. For example, I've had much success with Mars' and Jupiter's energy. Feeling energy (when used as an isolated meter) is not a good indicator of progress. Sensations are very dependent on the person and planetary influences. Progress is also made when nothing is seen by the naked eye. The 40-day program is meant as a first step into meditation as a habit since after 40 days one has ingrained a habit into their psyche and soul. It's simply the first step and if one does not see results as advertised that is not to say no change or progress has been made. One simply has to go further to evolve more which enables more tangible results.

Yes, I would definitely continue since it's about the well-being of your soul and success as a person long-term what is a stake. You have received multiple posts explaining the situation and the means for you to continue.

And stop with the doomsday nonsense. We are above that. You have whined enough about the state of the world already. Be a man and take responsibility for your life.

Henu the Great wrote:

You have received multiple posts explaining the situation and the means for you to continue.

And stop with the doomsday nonsense. We are above that. You have whined enough about the state of the world already. Be a man and take responsibility for your life.

I have not received a single post explaining the situation.

I've received descriptions of practices that you think I should do in the same way I've been doing: following religious blind faith. Every day, in the hope that maybe years or decades from now they will bring results. This may be news to you: the measure of manliness is not how long one can follow some vague template with religious blindness, ineffectually, sweating. :o

What kind of doomsday are you talking about? The only way to doomsday would be a global nuclear war. Of course it has a chance. But if you read my posts, you'll see that's not what I'm writing about. Think about it: it is not possible to prepare for the doomsday. :) If the world ended, there would be nothing for anyone to do.

I am preparing for what is to come in my country and the wider region. This is completely unrelated to the fictional epidemic or the war in Ukraine. The reason you don't understand what I am writing about is because you don't have enough information about the demographics of Eastern-Central Europe to calculate the future of the situation. Furthermore, you have no experience of the everyday practical problems and tensions that the demographic situation is already causing here in Hungary.

Dark Lawyer wrote:

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http://www.pinklotus.org/-%20KY%20Kriya%20Basic%20Spinal%20Energy%20Series%20fp.htm

Do this. Do all of the breaths and spine flexes very quickly and with deep breaths, like breath of fire. Except for the few steps that it says to do slowly.

If you do it correctly you will definitely be feeling this. Your entire body will be buzzing so powerfully with spiritual energy, it will be completely different than anything else you have ever felt before.

After this you will have no excuse of "How do I know if it is real if I never felt it?" Because you will feel it.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:

Thank you. I can't do this completely yet, I don't have the physical fitness.

And I've heard that it's dangerous for beginners to do the whole program in one intensive session, so I don't know why you recommend it.