I might be autistic

Most of the population would be autistic based on what you think autistic means.

DarkAries wrote:View source

So...

I looked up the sympthoms, and I was overly skeptical, since I feel like it would just make every unique or great man just sick in some way or another, and now they arent geniuses just some sick weirdos. Well sadly some list are true for me, I learned to read on my on very early, had and have few friends, prefer being alone, rather than socialising, have a very black and white kind of thinking, critically good memory and imaginary, sometimes oversharing, spended a big portion of my childhood daydreaming, socialising feels tiresome and redundant for me, and so on. But heres the catch, I never had sensory problems and only a normal emotional and communication struggle as a child, which vanished. If we would look how I was in childhood I would ve something like the HFA, but Im a lot less there now and fuck... the whole idea, that I wasnt smarter, better, unique, just ill in another way would be completly devastating, even just thinking to it. It would mean Im not above avarge human, just messed up from the start...

You have no problem, brother. In fact, you are a very normal and healthy person. Don't look at these "symptoms," they are just a lie most of the time, and will prevent your improvement via hijacking your mind.

“Autism” in modern terms is essentially a person that’s highly intelligent. Just as brother Ol Argedco said, actual autistic people are rare to come by, but it is a very ugly thing.

People like to slap on a label of “autism” on everything nowadays because it makes them feel important and labeled.

You have an interest in art and only paint and draw specific things? That’s “autism”

You are great at mathematics ? Autism

You know yourself and your boundaries? That’s autism.

Not to mention people also use the term “autism” to justify their bad behavior because they can’t take responsibility. Or if they struggle with something it’s because of their “autism” instead of them not putting in the effort to work around it.

Don’t label yourself for no reason

😂

A bit offtopic but "autistic superpowers", like superpowers that some actually autistic or so called autistic person might have is achievable, they just have a certain part of the mind open that most people doesn't.

I'm pretty sure I would've been labeled autistic if I were born in america😂

DarkAries wrote:View source

... the whole idea, that I wasnt smarter, better, unique, just ill in another way would be completly devastating, even just thinking to it. It would mean Im not above avarge human, just messed up from the start...

I know that feeling. I hate how the psychology industry is, so dehumanising. It's as if having an actual personality is an illness!

Don't be discouraged or belittled by the lies of the enemy, young brother.

As a man in his early 30s, I am deeply introverted, very devoted to critical and creative thinking, a daydreamer, and often absent-minded of the things around me because I prefer to be locked in while pondering. I love spending time in solitude, enjoying my own company without being obsessed with attention and the opinions of others, unless I know their words are constructive and well-intentioned. My mom often wonders why I have those sudden bursts of happiness, but that is just me loving and embracing life for what it is, which has been happening commonly ever since I liberated myself from enemy programs and lies that made me feel like I was a broken man, a blemish, and a lost sheep, when, in reality, the society itself is an amalgamation of sheep and andrapodas whose ignorance and spiritual blindness are cultivators of all evil, confussion and lack of understanding we see in the world.

I also had problems making friends when I was younger, because I thought that the value of friendship was determined by quantity, and not quality. As I matured, I managed to establish a small circle of friends who have remained by my side through thick and thin, enriching my mind with their knowledge and providing me with emotional support whenever I felt the weight of the world was collapsing on my shoulders. This small circle of friends consists of hardworking and righteous individuals in whom I can place trust without fearing possible betrayal, as their devotion and compassion have proven their worth. If you want to know what values you should search for in potential friends, study the personality sections of Alexander External ↗and his brothers-in-arms, Hephaestion External ↗and CraterusExternal ↗, to see what true brotherhood and loyalty are all about.

Lastly, instead of wasting your energy on andropods and their worthless opinions, shift your focus unto your personal, spiritual, and intellectual development. Shrug off the tumultuous waves of discouragement conjured at you by the ignorant sheeple and slanderous enemies, and embrace your individuality, talents, and knowledge, with which you can shape our society and become a beacon of enlightenment. From a historical point of view, people who were known for their intelligence, skepticism, rationalism, thrill of discovery, creativity, difference in thought, and introverted demeanor have always been seen as a danger and eccentrics, not because it is their fault, but because society fears and hates anyone who does not conform to their herd mentality and flawed thinking, and because the presence of an intelligent mind is a reminder to them of their own inferiority in terms of knowledge and sovereignity of the mind. We can illustrate this repeatable occurrence using the examples of philosophers, scientists, artists, and other great minds of the past. The illiterate Christian andropods and the church leadserhip of Galileo's time misjudged him and declared him to be an insane heretic, but Galileo did not relinquish his genius individuality and beliefs in science and truth. Consequently, his valiance brought the gift of knowledge through his scientific discoveries that empowered his successor on their quest for enlightment. If he wanted to, he could have simply given up on his uniqueness that made him stand out as rare gem of his times just to cater to the illiterate rubble and clerical oppressors by abandoning the path of truth and subsequently becoming worthless as they were.

So, young brother, embrace your splendiferous nature and blossom like a flower underneath the sun by acquiring knowledge, developing skills that will help you throughout your mortal odyssey and not focusing to much on the opinions of random andropods, who are in desperate need of englihtment and liberation from their slave-like existence. You are a gift to the world, brother, and we are all here to help you while reminding you that challenges exist to be conquered.

Autism even at what they call level 1 or Asperger's, if you face confrontations or socially stimulating situations, your entire energy system shuts down - you may feel the need to sleep immediately, even if you might not get sensory overload like more severe levels of autism. One might not understand social clues, sarcasm, and get deceived easily.

You may be just an introvert. I might have been such a child as well or maybe I could also be "diagnosed" as autistic, but I really don't care, everyone is born with some shortcoming one way or the other, and even if some of us here were autistic, power meditation and yoga does remedy all the more crippling effects of any condition.

This series depicts realistically what being autistic REALLY is like, I recommend for anyone interested in human wellbeing and such social topics:
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt20869502External ↗