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Thanks brother... I was always very passionate and motivated. But just recently I found myself stuck on routine very harshly, probably another breakthrough is around the corner. Never was stuck with the amount of activity how I am now... It was not that overwhelming but more tiring... But it looks as your post appeared here right at the time when my concerns about this started becoming replaced with rising way higher, this is helping me. So thanks

When I first tried following a meditation program, I was doing Rituals as well. For a beginner it was rough but I was trying to do my best fighting the voices and anything that was turning me away from it. I had a feeling that something was determined to push me of from Zevism, now Zevism. I remember feeling a really heavy weight at that time....Couple of days after I started doing meditations and Rituals for the first time in my life, I was coming from work, had to drive far to home and my mind was full of let me say a mist, and heaviness and it was also heavy weather that day... While I was driving a bit faster than I should have, I got lost in my thoughts for a second and the moment I snapped out of it, I realized I fucked up. It was too late to do anything.. I crashed badly. Went two times over the cars roof and almost in the ditch. The car was totally destroyed even the head of an engine broke! It was a close call. If I had fallen down in the ditch I don't know what would have happened.. maybe I am wrong but I have a feeling it was enemies doing Because I was doing full Rituals although it was har for me and I wasn't doing a detailed AoP...

That was my first time trying to fight the enemy 😆 after that I took a break for a while then I came back again of course

Sorry guys I came out of nowhere with this story I just had a need to write it as I have never told anyone everything. This title reminded me of that day

Thank you.

This is also relevant for what I've been going through, recently.

Draconi666🎖️▽T wrote:View source

Thanks brother... I was always very passionate and motivated. But just recently I found myself stuck on routine very harshly, probably another breakthrough is around the corner. Never was stuck with the amount of activity how I am now... It was not that overwhelming but more tiring... But it looks as your post appeared here right at the time when my concerns about this started becoming replaced with rising way higher, this is helping me. So thanks

Your very welcome Brother :)

Aithusa wrote:View source

When I first tried following a meditation program, I was doing Rituals as well. For a beginner it was rough but I was trying to do my best fighting the voices and anything that was turning me away from it. I had a feeling that something was determined to push me of from Zevism, now Zevism. I remember feeling a really heavy weight at that time....Couple of days after I started doing meditations and Rituals for the first time in my life, I was coming from work, had to drive far to home and my mind was full of let me say a mist, and heaviness and it was also heavy weather that day... While I was driving a bit faster than I should have, I got lost in my thoughts for a second and the moment I snapped out of it, I realized I fucked up. It was too late to do anything.. I crashed badly. Went two times over the cars roof and almost in the ditch. The car was totally destroyed even the head of an engine broke! It was a close call. If I had fallen down in the ditch I don't know what would have happened.. maybe I am wrong but I have a feeling it was enemies doing Because I was doing full Rituals although it was har for me and I wasn't doing a detailed AoP...

That was my first time trying to fight the enemy 😆 after that I took a break for a while then I came back again of course

Sorry guys I came out of nowhere with this story I just had a need to write it as I have never told anyone everything. This title reminded me of that day

I was the same, doing Rituals for 5 years but ultra motivated and with ton of hate and anger.

However at the begining of it, I almost fried my brain due to the strenght of the meditation, because Ritual's were the most fueled meditation I can ever think of in the planet we live in.

I miss the times however it's more important now we have peace and we are focused on the rituals of the Gods.

Stay strong brother !

MarsUltor666 wrote:View source

Thank you.

This is also relevant for what I've been going through, recently.

I m glad you found connection dear brother/sister !

Thank you for the encouragement. This is very stimulating and motivating! To thrive, we must push against our natural entropic tendencies with the power of our WIll, every day. This way, we evolve on more advanced stages of our human potential.

Motivating posts like yours is needed from time to time. Keep up the good work.