Follow Your Heart

This was very good to read.Thank you.

I don't know why, but this post touched me.

HAIL ZEUS!

But is the Satanic New Year in Beltane?

Should we celebrate Beltame from the 30th to the 1st or when the Sun is at 15 degrees in Taurus?

Thanks you, HP
I've walked this Path for a while now, with the wrong mindset all along, the typical "why Im not advancing super fast right now Im so dissapointed" and I realize that I was not even relaxing and breathing, nor when doing yoga, neither when practicing void meditation, I was just sitting and saying Mantras or sitting there letting myself distract.

It is important to remark that with no real intention, focus and relaxation little or no advancement or a higher form of awareness will ever arrive, and the feeling of no advancement will be hard.

I thank the Gods and Satan because all I asked to them was "Please, help me to stay in the path, give me the guidance to find the way to feel" and they surely did.

The key was there all along, letting myself feel, relaxation, void meditation, and trust the Gods.

Thankyou HPZM! This brought me great happiness and gratefulness. Thank you for all you do and my fellow brothers and sisters I feel proud to walk beside.

ALL HAIL THE GODS/ESSES

Thank you for sharing this ❤️

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This sounded like a transmission from a nation I thought was lost in a rabid nuclear exchange finally booming out to me through a radio, like I'm the last man alive. It's not like our hearts(our soul's consciousnesses or something else if I am mistaken) are why "intelligent" people happen, they're just more connected to it. I should have known this a long time ago.

This may not have anything to do with the subject on here?
But lately I am wondering if I should stay on here or not? I honestly feel like I am making an ass of myself! Posts being reported.. getting a lecture from somebody... especially when I know I screwed up on something? And I can see that I made repeats..on some things... on certain subjects depending on the sermon or the talk? If it isn't bad enough feeling dumb and awkward at my age? Just sharing an interest in something or my perspective on something without making a bigger fool of myself :? Laugh out loud I appreciate people helping me and giving me pointers and tips on my typing. Getting my typographical errors and whatever boo boos and mistakes I've made throughout the whole time I've been on here and I appreciate that! I appreciate the help especially when it's necessary! :D And I admit that I've posted a few things on here that are repeats and maybe I posted something that was a little derogative where I got out of line.. trying to explain something without making a bigger full of myself.. and maybe have posted a few things on some pages that went against the topic but then again I had something to share that was supposed to be a part of it trying to get it to make sense and it just didn't come clear to some people? And maybe I just didn't word things right here and there and I know that everybody makes mistakes when it comes to reading or typing you sometimes miss a word or something or misunderstand something when you're reading a subject or trying to get a point on what somebody is talking about? And trying to make sense of it all and then doing your own perspective on it without looking like a copycat but at least showing that you are listening and that you are interested in what is being said or talked about? Sharing your ideas and your opinions on it and maybe it just didn't seem to make sense to some people and I apologize for that.
And yes I had a misunderstanding with the couple of people on here with something especially when somebody's reaching out to get my attention on something? That I missed out on or didn't seem to pick up on or understand? Taking things the wrong way and making a big deal out of it especially when it's something important and something that people should pay attention to and follow up on! And I know that people make mistakes we all do the best we can with all things and everything! Nobody's perfect and I'm certainly not perfect! And I admit I am not a rocket scientist! And it doesn't matter how old I am and what the excuses is? It's just that every time I turn around lately I see a post I shared that has been reported? Because either it's too long or I'm going in circles or something? And not getting to the point or whatever other problem? I apologize for that but is getting to the point where I've made so many mistakes on here that I'm ashamed of myself and I feel embarrassed! And I don't want to be an embarrassment to myself especially to Father Zeus and his gods and demons! Especially on this website. Not only trying to be myself but also trying to be like other people on here too and letting other people know that I am a student and that I'm on here to learn things too just the same as the next person and everybody has their struggles with something and it doesn't matter how old you are and where you're at or what the subject is? We all have our questions and we all have the right to ask a question? Or to ask for help if it's necessary? But it's just driving me nuts every time I turn around something is being reported? And it's really irritating me and I feel embarrassed.. and I don't want to just up and leave like a big baby! But sometimes it makes me wonder? If I'm even worthy of being on a website like this? Without giving people the impression that I am the enemy or I'm some asshole out there demanding attention? We all have our bad days and we all have those so-called moments and everyone is capable of making bad choices and bad decisions and errors when it comes to typing or trying to understand something and showing your interest in it and your belief and your idea? And sounding like you've got a brain in your head! And letting people know that you're just as smart as the next person and have something to be proud of... and we all want to share something and voice our opinions on here and that's all I'm trying to do and sometimes they get out of line and we all do nobody's perfect! And maybe I seem a bit offline? Trying to explain something and trying to prove a point? Without giving people the impression that I'm going in it spin cycle and giving people the impression that I'm some fucking idiot on here? But just to let you know it doesn't matter how good you are or how smart you are everybody has their days! And we all have those moments where we sit and talk and make an ass of ourselves aimlessly not even aware of what we're getting into and what we're talking about! And I know that I have been that way too from time to time! And I admit that I have my issues I have my problems and I'm not perfect! Though I try to be?! And I want people on here to know that I'm an adult and that I can handle things and that I can get along with people and to let people know that I've got skills and that I know things too! And I apologize for making mistakes or for making repeats or going off the subject! But it really bothers me every time I get reported for something it hasn't been often that every time it happens it bothers me! And I feel embarrassed! Especially in my age and I admit that I haven't even been back to school in years! So if I make any grammar errors I appreciate the help! And thank you for understanding me and putting up with me! And I appreciate all that you do! Laugh out loud I'm not on here to ruin anything! I don't get on here to start a fight I've never falsely accused anybody of doing anything! I've never caused any problems I've never called anybody names I've never falsely accused anybody of doing anything! Just to let you know I have been pretty humble and cool about things and I'm pretty chill when I get on here to read and study! And a lot of the times when I read something and want to voice my opinion on it I try to take my time with my punctuation skills having to look up an Old English book having to get caught up on things just to let you know that I'm trying and letting people know that I'm not some idiot on here doing drugs or something and I know that we all need to brush up on our Scholastics and I admit that I do too! I think that's one of the reasons why I enjoyed being on here is because I enjoy learning and getting the help on here once in awhile and I appreciate that! It just embarrasses me every time I see something that hasn't come through and has been reported for one reason or another and it's been like what three or four times in a row... and I read the content I'm not just bouncing all over the place I'm pretty aware of what I'm reading.. I just want to let people know that I'm not some dumbass on here. And I certainly don't want to give people the impression I can't learn or make better improvements! I just find it embarrassing every time something gets reported it makes me feel like a dumb little kid sometimes :oops:

HP Zevios Metathronos I find this very inspiring and helpful. I enjoy reading your sermons and your posts. You are an Wonderful teacher and friend.
I appreciate your help. And your patience. Thank you!! ❤️ HAIL ZEUS!

May Father Zeus bless us. HAIL ZEUS.

Honestly, I think this is one of the most useful things you could ever have told us, Brother.
A lot of the time we still seek for things outside of ourselves, failing to see and realize that every answer is already inside, as our Soul is our connection to its Creators.
As Musashi Miyamoto stated, "Everything is within. Seek nothing outside of yourself."

I've know this for a while now and I still made many mistakes along the path, letting myself be distracted, doing the bare minimum and letting obstacles seem too big, when all I had to do was move on to the next important thing to keep in mind and do it.
The last few days especially, I realized I have been transforming in some way. I have a stoic mindset about the things I know to be of damage to me spiritually and I have banned them from my life, I have realized completely that a succubus is the only partner I'll ever really settle for (even if it takes multiple lives to accomplish this), and I've now been doing daily Rituals for 4 years without skipping a single day.
I have a long road ahead of me yet, but given that I'm finally aware of what I can do and more in control of myself, I know I'm going to be successful.

Thank you for everything you do and for how true to the Satanic Path you are. You're just as inspiring as HP Pythia to me.

HAIL ZEUS FOREVER!

Thank you.

It's a very nice message.

Superb HPZM my bro

HP. Zevios Metathronos wrote:

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Thank you very much for this post, it made me tear up.

Whenever I've visited ancient temples, I always feel extremely touched and sad, knowing that we had built such great monuments for our Gods and Goddesses, but so little has remained... Many times I've thought that the Gods are so far away from us, and there's simply no way to get closer to them any time soon.

What you say is a very simple truth, but I will have to meditate and really focus on it, because I still feel great sadness thinking of this "distance". After all, the physical aspect is just one part of our reality.

Thank you for your very encouraging words HP

Very positive and inspiring words! Thank you!

HP. Zevios Metathronos wrote:

When hearts of likeness come together, we can build great things. We have been doing this. I am greatly thankful for what we will accomplish and have been accomplishing together.

Thank you for the encouraging words. I love this community. It's grown to be such a beautiful thing and I look ever forward to the future and what it brings for us. We do truly belong here. And I'm looking towards a future where that feeling can reach every corner of this world.

When I was a child, I had some truly beautiful spiritual experiences, ones that with later spiritual progression, I indeed learned were of the Gods. However, like most people, when I went to school and entered society, it's inevitable that you feel pressured, to shift your mind to 'realistic' or 'logical' concepts. The truth is though, the more I tried to deny those feelings and deny my heart, the more miserable I became. Nothing really worked out. Something was always just missing. I made plans for a life which just never really came to be, but it was a life that would have been built on the back of denying everything I felt for the spiritual. Inevitably, I ended up here, and my experiences were all gradually put into context. It was a long, long life up until then, wondering if my early experiences were real or if I was crazy for believing in something like that. But, trusting my heart was what got me here. Though it goes without saying if you're already on this forum reading it, no, you're not crazy for having 'that feeling' inside you. That longing for something that feels absent from the world as it is. No matter where I looked, I couldn't really find hope, or ultimately a reason to be. However, the more I walked this path, the more I realized this was what I was longing for all along.