a dream i had literally 2 days after my dedication (and some other problems)

I read your post about your dedication. It still worked. What matters is your intention.

Calm your mind with void meditation, you worry too much.

The enemy is just trying to scare you. Focus on Father Zeus's sigil and try to feel his calming energy. Talk to him too. It should help you.

Good luck.

Dr. Brxndy wrote:View source

so 2 days after my dedication, i had a dream that some asian guy told me that my dedication didnt work (i described by dedication experience in another post btw), and i think it might have possibly been a reptillian because, if my memory is correct the dude had a lizard like tail.... but the rest of him was human. which was very weird. also when i was at work. i was loading a car onto a platform (i work at a carwash) i saw this girl wearing a shirt that said "not today satan". that is literally the first time i have ever seen someone irl wear a shirt like that, also i am extremely paranoid and scared when im alone,

please tell me i didn't permanently cursed my self, is there anyway to help myself.

Thank you brothers and sisters
HAIL ZEUS PRAISE THE GODS

Classic attacks by the enemy or self-suggestions due to enemy programming. Continue studying ToZ and deprogramming yourself.

Me too was aroused by similar paranoia at the beginning. By meditating and building an aura of protection, in the end nothing will affect you anymore.

Stay focused on the path, start with High Priest Cobra's 40 day spiritual training program and you will do great. Welcome to Satan's big family. I wish you a wonderful journey on the path of truth.

Program for start:

I remember when I was new, and I was also afraid that my dedication may not have worked.

I also remember one occasion when I was with another Brother, and we were listening to a song that had a Satanic meaning, and as we were commenting about it (we were also happy that this song started playing on the radio), there was suddenly radio interference! This radio station never had interference before!
This little incident just re-enforced our faith. :)

You do not need to be afraid or paranoid.
Clean your aura and chakras on a daily basis, and start aura of protection, if you haven't already. The more you build your aura of protection, the more the negative feelings will go away because the enemy entities can no longer affect us. :)
I had made some animated meditation videos a long time ago that you may find helpful if you have trouble visualizing the aura cleaning or the aura of protection:

(at minute 8.48 starts the aura cleaning)

Study our websites (templeofzeus.org, https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php) so that any doubts you may have will be eliminated. Focus on Father Zeus's Sigil, but also do his Power Ritual in order to connect to his peaceful energy: https://tozrituals.org/ritual/demon/satan-absolution-ritual.htmlExternal ↗

Welcome to the Family, Brother/Sister. :)

You are dedicated and that's it. These might be enemy attacks or just some subconscious block (as you are so paranoid and skeptical about it), but you have to realize that you are dedicated trough your acts. So you are dedicated if you meditate and do as a Zevist does. The dedication is just the formal annunciation of this, which is not worth much by itself.

It's like when parties promise the world before elections and doesn't keep them.