I know the word [control] has a strong connotation.
But can Gods limit your meditation or have obstacles in your way if your meditating too much or too strongly?
Lately I can't seem to sit myself down to clean my soul. I use 18 vibrations of Surya to clean and 18 affirmations from Returning Curses pt.2 after doing Returning Curses pt1, Pythia's Ritual cleaning (Note: I'm not doing the Ritual only with our schedule), and then performing protection and Algiz x 15.
I say this not to be silly but to be serious. Why do I ask because both me and my friend have been receiving signs. Weird things with Zeus and other things popping up on the internet involving and regarding the Gods.
So I ask if they know a lot more. Can they hold the breaks on a person so the person can more slowly resolve their issues and learn? I'll admit I've been cleaning for quite a while now a few years, but I hardly empower my soul. Is it possible to be really clean, soul and aura wise but be weak?
I saw a member's signature, stating, A clean empowered soul is far stronger than a dirty empowered soul. Is there some sign empowerment is needed and I need to slow with cleaning and start pushing the mechanism of the soul?
Is it possible the Gods want me to have a controlled negativity to break through some hidden negativity like a fear or traumatic event and they want me to empower the negativity to pop the karma out of the system and push me? Since the Gods have both a Uranian and Chtonic side I figure maybe they are trying to tell me. I need to surpass a fear or negativity through that negativity.
Sorta like a firearm, it is both a tool of justice and a tool of wonton negativity. Depending on whoms hand it is.
Thanks for the help!
