People in my state, or anywhere else probably knows I'm a Zevist and I'm pretty much ruined right now. I don't know if it's because I'm going through a Saturn return right now. My life feels ruined and so much for religious freedom for me.
Is anybody going through this as well?
Plus i get treated like shit mostly
There is nothing wrong with trying to pass yourself off as a non-Zevist in various ways if people think they know you are a Zevist. It is not considered treason at all if to protect yourself from possible attacks on your person by ignorant and bigoted people you try to pretend to be of the same opinion as them.
Satan knows your heart and wants you safe. Don't worry about misleading people, the important thing is that you can stay protected and your life is safe.
You shouldn't see it as a "bad lie" either, you're simply trying to protect yourself. The bad thing is people trying to attack you without valid reasons just because of their religious psychosis. Don't expose yourself and calmly pretend what you think best to stay safe.