Vampire destroying my life. How can I fix it ?

[darkmonkey666]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

The other thing I learned a false ego is like a software script it's robotic and repeating. No real change can be made to it. Not with talking and not even with workings. There is no reasoning with it. So anyone controlled by one your wasting your time reasoning with them as the person isn't there only there body is.

In the case of my girlfriend I believe it was the energy from the Jew and the xtian that she used to know that allowed her to be imprisoned like that btw.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I am going to quote this here as it's some information that may be very useful to this thread as well and anyone reading this. Enigmatic_Rabbit if you see this and want to reply to anything on this thread you can as well..

Your parents sound like classic narcissists or what I like to call "skin-balloons", because there's nothing in their body other than worms and false-egos. Most people have some percentage of narcissism, 1% all the way up to 100%. But you only need 50% or 60% for them to become "terminal" (meaning they will never recover, even if they wanted to, which they wouldn't at that point). It takes years of therapy to treat someone with this personality disorder. To me, narcissism is due to a lot of factors including their personality archetype, their life experience, and all the "induced currents" (other people) around them. What you are experiencing is a classic case of parental narcissism.

They are controlling, back-handed with their aggression (they hate your gf because they can't stand you being more happy than they are), and they insult you for your independence. See it for how it is. You are a victim here, take that Extremely seriously, it's no laughing matter. Google "narcissistic parents and how to heal". Read up on other's experiences. You will see just how broken those people are.

"...they were always super critical of me it felt like poison to me." <-- this is CRITICAL information. Narcissist slowly poison the one's they control. Their emotional circuitry is on the Outside. They Cannot work out emotions within them. They are broken in this regard so in order for them to deal with their emotions, they cast them out into the real world by "assigning" objects (or worse) other living creatures. Ever wonder how a parent could treat one of their kids like royalty while treating another like the absolute scum of the earth? This is how. They "assign" an emotion to their children, one child is their "happy place" where they can process "happy" emotions while the other kid is their "angry place". You can guess what the parents do to them from there.....

"This wiped out her entire person and turned her (and me) literally into robots that feel no emotions. That was some kind of attack." <--- Skin balloons have no "soul core" of their own so they must leech it off of genuine people. Usually they prey upon those with External Feeling functions. I've been in a similar situation before and it literally feels like the waters of your soul have evaporated, leaving you dry and barren.

"The next thing is that they think they are a victim because they chose me..." <--- Again, they are forever the victim in their messed up heads. Classic narcissistic behavior. The worse part about all of this, your parents probably don't even realize what they are doing is wrong. Most narcissists don't. They living in a "perfect world" where they "always win" and when they don't, they blame EVERYONE but themselves. This is because they have no internal cohesion. They are not "human" at this point, they have no souls and if they did, the soul is long gone. (This can happen when too much outside induced currents and parasitic overload can quite literally Push the soul out of the body. The bio-electro-magnetism of the body is now so far removed from when the soul first inhabited their bodily vessel that it is now uninhabitable because of the interference. How does this happen to some people and not others? Some people are born with a weak soul, that is why it is Imperative to pursue spiritual development of the soul because if you don't and allow your spirit to rot for life times... well... this is what happens.)

"...like super weird no emotions emptiness very forceful and extremely cold energy." <--- You saw them for who they are. Now, it is time to cut the tentacle attached to your soul and divorce yourself emotionally from these "fellow human-beans".

OP, your soul is great and powerful as you wouldn't be here if it wasn't otherwise. The healing will begin when you leave these people. Or it can begin right the fuck now, if you wanted. It will be very painful, I must warn you. You will probably be emotionally constipated and it will take you probably a year to fully "get over it", this is from my experience. But it is really important you get this out of yourself emotionally as emotions are stored in the organs of the body and if your emotions are all fucked up, those organs will not be able to transform Qi or even cultivate more of it. You become weak because of this. Imagine, how quickly you could now advance because you have divorced yourself emotionally from these "people".

You should see if you have picked up any narcissistic tendencies from your parents. Take a test online or go to a therapist and ask them to preform a "personality disorder test" on you. Children of abuse are often not "unscaved" by their abuser, and you should want to make sure that you yourself are okay.

I have hope in you, kind sir. And best of luck!

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Anyways I also learned more about this. The person who is a vampire has a false ego the energy or whatever from it (who knows he may also have a control thing on him from someone else) has displaced his soul from his body somewhat so he no longer controls his body. So his person is projected outwards onto others.

Fully agree. My father constantly wants to project himself into me, this is something I recently figured out.
This cause constant clash and will of control my life.

 

[Enigmatic_Rabbit]

I am going to quote this here as it's some information that may be very useful to this thread as well and anyone reading this. Enigmatic_Rabbit if you see this and want to reply to anything on this thread you can as well..

Awww, it seems like my words have touched you greatly and I'm happy you got a lot out of them!

I will add that sometimes starting with the practical side of things is usually the best place to begin when trying to solve a problem. Most people do not understand the importance of "knowing thy enemy and thy neighbor". This also applies to the person "solving" said problem, "know thyself". An important lesson I have learned while on the path is "not everyone is like you" meaning the only "humanity" you really see in other people is the humanity you see in yourself. It's not reality, so once you come to understand that your fellow human-beans are fundamentally NOT like you, then you get to see others clearly.

There are predators out there in human form. Narcissists, sociopaths, psychopaths, NPCs etc. and they are all a Real danger. "Skin-balloons" with no substance. They can only "mimic" human interactions and emotions. Fundamentally, they are broken and for the terminal, they cannot recover. It's on a physical scale that then permeates into the spiritual. If the body's wiring is all fucked up, via brain-damage, parasitic infection or substance abuse, then the body's natural flow of energy is disturbed. When it becomes disturbed for long enough or strong enough, it could push out the soul into their aura field. That person then becomes "their body". They ARE the body. They are no longer a human soul having a bodily experience but a body having a life experience. This should horrify everyone in SS.

Again, I hope everything turns out the better for you and your loved one. Maybe now you can begin to heal and have solace that those people are just broken. Lord Satan has taught us that self preservation is of the up most importance when on this journey, there is no need to sacrifice yourself, your health and mental stability for these lost skin-balloons.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I am going to quote this here as it's some information that may be very useful to this thread as well and anyone reading this. Enigmatic_Rabbit if you see this and want to reply to anything on this thread you can as well..

Awww, it seems like my words have touched you greatly and I'm happy you got a lot out of them!

I will add that sometimes starting with the practical side of things is usually the best place to begin when trying to solve a problem. Most people do not understand the importance of "knowing thy enemy and thy neighbor". This also applies to the person "solving" said problem, "know thyself". An important lesson I have learned while on the path is "not everyone is like you" meaning the only "humanity" you really see in other people is the humanity you see in yourself. It's not reality, so once you come to understand that your fellow human-beans are fundamentally NOT like you, then you get to see others clearly.

There are predators out there in human form. Narcissists, sociopaths, psychopaths, NPCs etc. and they are all a Real danger. "Skin-balloons" with no substance. They can only "mimic" human interactions and emotions. Fundamentally, they are broken and for the terminal, they cannot recover. It's on a physical scale that then permeates into the spiritual. If the body's wiring is all fucked up, via brain-damage, parasitic infection or substance abuse, then the body's natural flow of energy is disturbed. When it becomes disturbed for long enough or strong enough, it could push out the soul into their aura field. That person then becomes "their body". They ARE the body. They are no longer a human soul having a bodily experience but a body having a life experience. This should horrify everyone in SS.

Again, I hope everything turns out the better for you and your loved one. Maybe now you can begin to heal and have solace that those people are just broken. Lord Satan has taught us that self preservation is of the up most importance when on this journey, there is no need to sacrifice yourself, your health and mental stability for these lost skin-balloons.

Btw I got to see what happened with my girl in the spiritual. That was really scary. It was Baal and my girl btw trying to get me to destroy them. Me I was kind of attached not realizing what was going on about 7 years ago but kind of knowing they were the enemy still thinking I could save them though. My girlfriend wasn't in control of her body at all. At times they had displaced her even to the astral it looks like. I will have to tell her I am sorry that happened to her.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I am going to quote this here as it's some information that may be very useful to this thread as well and anyone reading this. Enigmatic_Rabbit if you see this and want to reply to anything on this thread you can as well..

Awww, it seems like my words have touched you greatly and I'm happy you got a lot out of them!

I will add that sometimes starting with the practical side of things is usually the best place to begin when trying to solve a problem. Most people do not understand the importance of "knowing thy enemy and thy neighbor". This also applies to the person "solving" said problem, "know thyself". An important lesson I have learned while on the path is "not everyone is like you" meaning the only "humanity" you really see in other people is the humanity you see in yourself. It's not reality, so once you come to understand that your fellow human-beans are fundamentally NOT like you, then you get to see others clearly.

There are predators out there in human form. Narcissists, sociopaths, psychopaths, NPCs etc. and they are all a Real danger. "Skin-balloons" with no substance. They can only "mimic" human interactions and emotions. Fundamentally, they are broken and for the terminal, they cannot recover. It's on a physical scale that then permeates into the spiritual. If the body's wiring is all fucked up, via brain-damage, parasitic infection or substance abuse, then the body's natural flow of energy is disturbed. When it becomes disturbed for long enough or strong enough, it could push out the soul into their aura field. That person then becomes "their body". They ARE the body. They are no longer a human soul having a bodily experience but a body having a life experience. This should horrify everyone in SS.

Again, I hope everything turns out the better for you and your loved one. Maybe now you can begin to heal and have solace that those people are just broken. Lord Satan has taught us that self preservation is of the up most importance when on this journey, there is no need to sacrifice yourself, your health and mental stability for these lost skin-balloons.

Yes this is the most scary shit ever. There are some people who are just constantly repeating software scripts and nothing else. Soulless empty nothing there. I know it now cause I got to see it as this came off me. The energy behind this too is just scary. It was like being a literal prisoner for me even though I thankfully was able to maintain control of my body but not my mind or personality. If I wasn't this just would have had to play out to infinity till someone helped me or the vampire died naturally.

One of the problems is I didn't know this kind of attack was possible or happened before it did. So I had no clue what was going on with me or her till actually near the end of this.

I will keep posting for support on here about this issue since I know how it works now.

This also had closed me to the spiritual mostly so I couldn't see or sense much of what was going on. I didn't know I or her was being attacked.

Well I kind of figured all along something like this is possible with drugs. I will share some song that was popular about 12 to 13 years ago. It is directly about this phenomenon I am talking about. Just due to the fact it got me thinking on this for awhile but sadly I never woke up to the fact anyways that some people just are not real or existing at all. Just a repeating software program.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTsZxiimt3s&feature=share

 

[darkmonkey666]

Ok so I was being controlled by the vampires. My girlfriend did not have any control things on me. She was trying to speak over some of the messages through projection that's it. So all that did was make me think it was from her as it added her voice to it.

So these vampires didn't like me very much. So they would say things like he's not responsible hes antisocial he always has to go against us. He hates us, he hates his family etc (where I got the stuff ranting against family when it was in full power) Into the control thing and also a bunch of random stuff like he does drugs he smokes he hangs out with bad people etc.

So yeah they were causing all the problems in my life and criticizing me for that.

I won't talk about all of it cause there is some personal weird stuff me and my girlfriend likes that some people here may not (the Gods don't mind though I got to listen to some of the conversations my girl had with them) but the point is they hijacked some of this and turned it into something really negative for me.

So I wasn't going against brain control I was listening to it. I didn't think I was though since these are always the opposite things of what the vampires think like.

So yeah I was robotically being controlled to destroy myself.

 

[darkmonkey666]

So that means that this is based partly upon the perception the person has of you who is doing this.

 

[darkmonkey666]

People can be deceased and animated by these "control things" if the vampire is powerful enough. Meaning their soul no longer exists only a body with a robotic script programming them to repeat stuff over and over.

These people it may be hard to tell but you will notice stuff repeating over and over.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Also there is no way to remove these control things. They are self replicating and created by and feed off of your own energy. Destruction of the person is the only way. The Gods have destroyed people over these before.

This is information I got as it came over I became more open.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Also there is no way to remove these control things. They are self replicating and created by and feed off of your own energy. Destruction of the person is the only way. The Gods have destroyed people over these before.

This is information I got as it came over I became more open.

Please note I am talking about these kinds of ones referred to here. The other kinds of ones people will have to figure out on their own as I am unsure about and didn't deal with this lifetime at least. I think some of them can be removed by freedom runes or Sanskrit words.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

They are self replicating and created by and feed off of your own energy.

I fully agree.
Also, I noticed that once one of them attaches to a Satanic soul (like in my case) they can grow high in power as they leech from a powerful soul, not a common person. So basically you struggle against your own energies as you give them out to the vampire, also you act against yourself due to their programming (touching deep inside emotional levels, as I said, to further control the victim), this makes harder to destroy a vampire but still possible.

 

[darkmonkey666]

They are self replicating and created by and feed off of your own energy.

I fully agree.
Also, I noticed that once one of them attaches to a Satanic soul (like in my case) they can grow high in power as they leech from a powerful soul, not a common person. So basically you struggle against your own energies as you give them out to the vampire, also you act against yourself due to their programming (touching deep inside emotional levels, as I said, to further control the victim), this makes harder to destroy a vampire but still possible.

If they get powerful enough off of feeding off a Satanic soul the Greys will use this to do other stuff (attach these to other people from the vampire by implanting suggestions into the vampire to do so) and steal energy from your meditations for their own uses.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Here you go this is a way to explain this without revealing too much to people who don't need to know about it or other enemy people. This is talking about something the enemy does.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jGUM7ca4ZQ&feature=share

If you understand it you can get a little more about this and something the enemy does. If you don't then you don't need to know about this yet.