sotem
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Hello people, I wish you're having a good day/time.
There's this problem that I want to get rid of.
When I wake up in the morning, I fell asleep again, and again, and again, and again.
Like I sleep at 12-1AM, then I wake up at 6AM, I fell asleep for 2 hours and wake up at 8AM, then, 9AM, then 10AM, then 12AM, then I finally wake up at 1.30PM completely.
I can't calculate the hours and days I wasted over this, and literally I can't do anything about it anymore. I tried everything. Even though I tell myself like "You've got work to do, you must wake up.", I fell asleep again.
Also, the dreams I see are very realistic in this time. Sometimes I really feel like the dream is my real life. Then I wake up and I feel completely strange about my room/environment. I forget what work to do, where to go, where to look, etc.
I finished Lydia's Obliterating Saturn which helped me big time with my will and seriousness about being disciplined and work.
My Sun is in 1st house, and I'm doing a Sun Square to make it even more powerful.
But to be honest, I've been skipping void meditation for over one month, and been doing cleaning and protection half-assed.
I've got a lot of work to do, I know what to do, I know where to go, I know where to focus, I have enough motivation and awareness, but this stupid thing doesn't let me do anything. Some days I only have time for my essentials so I can't get to work and I have to go to sleep again. It's been happening for a long time with short periods. I'm fed up.
Could it be an enemy attack though ?
Hail Satan.
There's this problem that I want to get rid of.
When I wake up in the morning, I fell asleep again, and again, and again, and again.
Like I sleep at 12-1AM, then I wake up at 6AM, I fell asleep for 2 hours and wake up at 8AM, then, 9AM, then 10AM, then 12AM, then I finally wake up at 1.30PM completely.
I can't calculate the hours and days I wasted over this, and literally I can't do anything about it anymore. I tried everything. Even though I tell myself like "You've got work to do, you must wake up.", I fell asleep again.
Also, the dreams I see are very realistic in this time. Sometimes I really feel like the dream is my real life. Then I wake up and I feel completely strange about my room/environment. I forget what work to do, where to go, where to look, etc.
I finished Lydia's Obliterating Saturn which helped me big time with my will and seriousness about being disciplined and work.
My Sun is in 1st house, and I'm doing a Sun Square to make it even more powerful.
But to be honest, I've been skipping void meditation for over one month, and been doing cleaning and protection half-assed.
I've got a lot of work to do, I know what to do, I know where to go, I know where to focus, I have enough motivation and awareness, but this stupid thing doesn't let me do anything. Some days I only have time for my essentials so I can't get to work and I have to go to sleep again. It's been happening for a long time with short periods. I'm fed up.
Could it be an enemy attack though ?
Hail Satan.