Spiritual Support Thread - Never Give Up!

[Dark Lawyer]

If I start learning a foreign language now, or fiddling with the pronunciation of runes, it's time, time, time again... I have so much to do and I'm trying to catch up. What are the consequences of mispronunciation? (When I was doing the 40-day program, I had the same problem: I didn't understand how to feel the vibration of a mantra in a particular chakra. So I just vibrated as I vibrated, otherwise I would have sat there all day...)

The instructions are on the page. Do your best and adapt as you learn. Consequences depend on the severity of error and are related to the efficacy of the vibration.

I was vibrating from the JoS recordings, so perhaps I didn't make a serious mistake.

And I certainly don't have a strong energy yet, so maybe I can't hurt myself much.

I will study the Kabbalistic pronunciation of the name of the supposed GD in the link you provided.

 

[Henu the Great]

I was vibrating from the JoS recordings, so perhaps I didn't make a serious mistake.

And I certainly don't have a strong energy yet, so maybe I can't hurt myself much.

I will study the Kabbalistic pronunciation of the name of the supposed GD in the link you provided.

I don't think you can "hurt" as you put it by incorrect vibration. More likely in such case the energy raised would be less than when properly vibrated. Hurting yourself is more likely when you raise bioelectricity over your current handling capacity on repeate resulting in what is commonly called fried nervous system. In some ways the same as when you enter too many ampere into electrical device.

 

[EnkiUK]

Brilliant thread cant beleive i havent read this before.

Thanks for this pal.


Well guys my football team against all odds have made the European final in Seville :lol:


After all the back n forths with the vax sh~t they are looking for two vax (only got one)

Can anyone from Spain clarify this? If this isnt relevant to thread i can move it elsewhere.

Hope everyone good.

 

[EnkiUK]

Where does someone who has failed completely in the basic areas of life find strength, motivation and enthusiasm?

The days go by and I don't expect much from life anymore. Soon I will be 40. I've made bad decisions that have ruined my life. I'm not making circus out of this, I'm just stating it as a fact.

I will not have children and I have never had a long-term, serious relationship. I will probably stay single, my current circumstances do not allow for serious dating. And I got used to being alone.

My money is literally nothing, I live from one month to the next on the staggeringly low Hungarian minimum wage. And I have a lot of things to spend, so I won't be able to save money for a long time.

A more serious career in law is no longer an option for me. I graduated almost a year ago, but usually my job application fails early on because I don't get called for an interview. My degree is summa cum laude and I obtained my doctorate by working alongside the university. But I have no experience in any graduate work, and employers are afraid to hire me. The best I can hope for is to be hired for a job with a high school diploma, and from there slowly work my way up to a job as a lawyer or any graduate job (if the opportunity arises). But that's building a fortress out of shit. Law school has a high dropout rate, and summa cum laude degrees are very rare. I should be much higher, not clowning around at this level.

From what I have written so far, you can guess that I live in my parents' house. It's a separate flat (there are two parts of the house), but of course this was my farewell to independent, young adult life and privacy. Now, for many reasons, there is no realistic possibility for me to move into a rented flat, and this will remain the case for a very long time.

As I wrote, I am not making circus out of all this. But I am usually stressed, bored and unmotivated. As I see it, these feelings are slowly and gradually getting stronger. Few people on this forum understand that this is not a spiritual problem, but an incarnation fucked up by poor life management. And in such an incarnation, spiritual practices are also not motivating. If you start practising yoga and meditation at 40, you can of course theoretically achieve Magnum Opus. In practice, it is impossible if you have a job and other commitments, have to budget your money month by month, etc. Then you cannot meditate for hours every day.

But I do what I have to do. With Satan's help I got rid of alcoholism 3 years ago. I then did the initiation ceremony and last year the 40-day meditation program. Now I have started a meditation/yoga/FRTR program based on the helpful advice of Henu the Great. I'm starting a 6 week training program, and later when I'm in shape, I might try the traditional Hungarian martial art, Baranta. I work, I look for a job, I manage my money well, I look after my cat. I try to prepare for possible economic difficulties, etc., as my financial means allow. It's just that I no longer expect anything from my screwed-up life, and so it's difficult to deal with spirituality, for example. (And before there is any misunderstanding: you don't have to convince me of the theory of spirituality. I have read a lot of SS writings, done a lot of research and writing on my own. I made an informed, thoughtful decision in 2019 when I did my initiation.)

I cannot talk to Satan about these things, because I know that I cannot accept these things peacefully and calmly, but I cannot change them either. Therefore I cannot say anything about them to Satan. The problem is that I cannot see to what extent I will become burnt out and bitter as the years go by. As I wrote, at the moment my daily mood is tolerable, I'm interested in certain things and I can keep myself busy. And I know that I have made good choices alongside the bad ones. And I know that many good things would not have happened if I had not made some "bad" decisions. So I'm aware of these things, and I have a double feeling. However, as the years go by, the frustration and feeling of emptiness because of my ruined life seems to overcome me.

Closing remark: I deliberately did not elaborate on the fact that Hungary is heading towards a situation like Argentina, or even possibly towards war. In comparison, my personal problems are irrelevant. And I know that everyone on this forum is hopeful, but I probably wouldn't be able to meditate if there was a war in my country or no food to eat. There are some people and animals that are important to me, and other than trying to vote "right" (for the least evil) and collect non-perishable food, I watch helplessly as the country moves towards literal chaos and then ultimate destruction.

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

 

[Pan_Shaman]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

 

[BrightSpace666]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

Smoking addiction can be treated with Yoga, Breathing (Fire Breathing, Bhastrika), or even Rune work, Energy work and affirmations. But you will also need willpower to do the work, as you will often feel the need to smoke.

And low self-esteem is not at all rewarding, either physically or Spiritually. Find what's good in you, because there's certainly a lot you just haven't realised yet, and improve yourself. That kind of mentality can create blocks against yourself and is not healthy.

Change your mentality because self-doubt is a serious problem. Everyone is who they are, everyone has pros and cons, and you are not the only one who feels this way. You don't know how others think about themselves.

And about loneliness - it's often important to go out and do what you're interested in, but you also need to socialise. You need good company.

 

[OhNoItsMook]

Alright, I imagine it started since I started doing the RTRs; I think I felt the root of it being the "Am I a jew?" shit because I decided to vibrate Algis into bottled water and let it flood my system and banish any negative energies and those were my remaining negative thoughts in those moments.

As far as me being pulled back to the chripstard mentallity, I've held on to every fiber that I could and I do remember the idea of breathing in Satanic Blue flames and as I did I thought of every single flaw in the bible in put that with whatever shred of fatih into the Gods of Orion.

After doing that and setting it ablaze with my ounce of strength that I had left, I started getting better; I do think I was on the very edge of breaking before that tbh....

I may have to say that you came just in time and may have actually saved my life..

I caught what you said about Belief and Knowledge. I used knowledge and put that to faith.

I think another thing to count would be the Tower of Babel. I think that is the best one since it even says that "Lest we be scattered", hardly any christian notices that bit of the verse.

The last bit is that I think my fire is starting to blaze again. I know I've said this a few times and maybe I'm speaking on behalf of every Spiritual Satanist when I say that I'm not afraid to go to "Hell" in any form of the word, even torment. For doing the right thing.

And in being set ablaze again. I realize that the bible does put that fear in people and I don't think I've met any christian that could answer yes to that question of being willing to go to such a place for doing the right thing and doing the right thing for the sake of truly making life better.

I do think there should be a "pins" for people like me who are in this situation because I can feel how real it's getting and we are in the "last days" as the bible calls it where the kikes will indeed do anything they can and I can feel every bit of what they're sending to me.

What you have sent me is working. I do have a question on whether or not I use Munka and then visualize white/gold energy in the affirmation? That's what seems to work best for me in just using Munka vibration itself to nock out the filth in me.

I think I'm going to focus on this before getting to my healing because I finally see the number it's done on me.

And for returning curses. Like from the start, that has helped as well although idk if I can do it as soon as I wake up because I tend to have work early, unfortunetaly..

Although I think practice is making perfect since I get what people are saying about feeling where the problem is and imagining it repelling that and sending it back.

But yes, thanks to you both once again!

Glad to hear things have been working out for you. Has it been the same for the social anxiety?

Even though correct procedures for meditation are laid out on the JoS, how each and every person experiences their effects and resonates with them, can be very individual.

If you wish to apply additional elements such as white-gold energy even where it might not be described, and you specifically feel that it increases the effectivity of the working or it feels more reassuring in some way, by all means do so. I sometimes tend to include perhaps unnecessarily expressive visualization to some things where emotion is involved, and it has strongly increased the effects of some workings in the past.

I for one did not actually know you could breathe in the blue flames. I've always only used it to smoke astral trash from the environment. Breathing it in is something I just learned from you.

When you have a desire to perform something, even under antagonistic circumstances, you will make sure to make it happen; when there's a will, there's a way. Logically, you may need to put additional effort into making something possible.

If we have someone here who did RTRs in the back of the bus, and yoga in jail, you can do Returning Curses before work lmao. I can personally tell you I used to have to do Returning Curses on a motorbike.

For most workings, if the number of repetitions is too high or you're short on time, you can usually tone it down to half or even a quarter. Energy will still be raised and directed as intended, and manifest according to your affirmations. Though, try to build up to the full thing eventually, of course!

If you really can't do it before work, at least do it before the RTRs. You'll really want the protection/cleaning...
Back when the Returning Curses workings were released, someone equated it to armor before a fight. It couldn't be more true, in my opinion.

Remember, the perseverance you've shown up until now, has already saved you from what you described in the beginning. Therefore, let nothing stop you!

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

I don't know if this will do the trick for you, but I read a hackbook based on this book which was totally legit and worked increasing awareness and knowledge ending an addiction. https://booksvooks.com/nonscrolablepdf/allen-carrs-easy-way-to-stop-smoking-pdf-1.html

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Your english is good and you are not stupid since you graduated with summa cum laude.
If you'd like to work in IT I can put you on the right path and I'm willing to loan you $1000 for certification exams. If you have a business idea we can discuss even more money.

But first you have to get your mind in order. Dahaarkan's advice is golden.

I don't want to work in IT, but thank you for offering your help. I am a lawyer, that's what I like and that's what I know. I paid a lot of money in tuition fees over the years to go to law school.

I do not speak English, I use the DeepL translator.

Yes, Dahaarkan's advice is useful. However, I have written a reply to him which I think refines the picture of defeatism:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=349820#p349820

Have you considered paying an employer to get the experience?

I don't have any money saved, and if I did, I would have to spend it on a lot of things. But thanks for the idea.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

 

[EnkiUK]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

Can you set up youre own practice or maybe give advice online and charge for it. Lawyers get a lot of money mate trust me i have paid a fortune recently. Used to get legal aid when i was younger but it stopped now. Unsure if you get that where you are but if can get that kind of work you will be fine.

Any local firms that would take you on even as a consultant show them what you can do to get in the door.

Very hard to get that qualification you have well done for that.

 

[Holdviola]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

Do a Jupiter square spiritual work.
That helped me move up in my job.

 

[Mastermind]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

Businesses always need lawyers. Get some business cards made and go from business to business to distribute your cards. Leave your cards everywhere. Literally everywhere. Go to a parking lot and put them on the windshield of nice cars. Get creative.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

Do a Jupiter square spiritual work.
That helped me move up in my job.

Thanks, but I don't think Jupiter square is a beginner's work. Correct me if I'm wrong.

 

[Mastermind]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

If you don't have money for business cards, I'll lend you some. I'll lend you some extra so you can pay someone else to distribute them. Contact me by email. For privacy, I suggest using https://tempmail.plus and writing to [email protected]

 

[Brujo Hechicero]

I would like to bring up this topic, I have had a problem with my family about an inheritance and the fact is that today I was doing my meditation and I achieved an astral projection, I was able to contact a town where they worshiped Christ, if necessary, I met a being with the same stigma to Yahweh, the case was that this being was "advising" me and when I realized we were going to a crossroads, where there were two roads, we stopped there, he told me: go that way you will find your answers, but at When he told me that, 3 beings came, one on a horse and the other two on his wings; He said "Yahweh, he is under the protection of Satan, let him because he chose to be with us and is our protégé", because at the moment I saw father, he appeared from a bright light, he had a few words with Yahweh that I did not understand the language, first time that I heard that language, then he told me that the path where Yahweh was indicating me was the bottomless path, there was nothing, only suffering and perdition for what I was looking for, then he told me that he was going to take me to the other path where he was going to tell me What do I have to do about my family? And it was a very nice place, where I felt at home, then this weak and dirty being reappeared, cursing me for being with Satan and at the moment father told me what I should do and say so that this curse cannot penetrate my aura, I did it and at the moment it vanished, literally disappeared, where he told me that this happens because the Reptilians at this moment are finished and are looking for a way to finish off the gentiles, he told me not to be afraid, that he will always be with me to protect me. It should be clarified that this is the second time that something like this has happened to me with this being so dragged, the first time was that I locked him in a vessel and again he was cursing me and I saw a God with a bow where I hit him with an arrow and the vessel exploded, when I meditate on that, father told me that Azazel/Apollo helped me, I also do my daily meditation, I am always in contact with the Gods and they help me a lot, where they told me that my past life was in Ancient Greece, that's why they They are very close to me and I also practiced astral projection a lot in my past life. I constantly live fighting with these Reptilians, I will never betray the Gods of Orion, because they are justice in its maximum splendor and the times will come when the Reptilians will be where they should have always been in the depths of the abyss, because they do not deserve better. ..

Hail Satanás
Hail Azazel
Hail Cimeries
Hail Hitler

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Never give up my friend no matter the age plenty time to sort yourself out.

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

If you don't have money for business cards, I'll lend you some. I'll lend you some extra so you can pay someone else to distribute them. Contact me by email. For privacy, I suggest using https://tempmail.plus and writing to [email protected]

Thank you for the re-offer. But we do not know each other, so I do not want to get involved in financial matters. And even if we did know each other, I wouldn't ask for a loan.

I am a general lawyer, I have not passed the specialised exam. I cannot work as a judge, prosecutor, defence lawyer, notary or legal adviser without specialised exam.

My best chance of getting a job is in public administration, with less pay. Or in the private sector, in a job where you don't need specialised exam. But here in my city there are not many opportunities outside the public sector.

But it doesn't matter anyway. Anyone who hasn't already put aside a serious financial reserve will soon sink into abject poverty. And my country will soon be like Argentina. The chaos starts now, in the 2020s. By 2050 the country will be physically unviable, and by 2100 Hungary will cease to exist. As a Hungarian lawyer, I can only work in Hungary, but Hungary is falling into the abyss, it will no longer be possible to build a career and financial capital here. I should have built this much earlier. The current perspective is unfortunately one of vegetation in abject poverty.

 

[Henu the Great]

But it doesn't matter anyway. Anyone who hasn't already put aside a serious financial reserve will soon sink into abject poverty. And my country will soon be like Argentina. The chaos starts now, in the 2020s. By 2050 the country will be physically unviable, and by 2100 Hungary will cease to exist. As a Hungarian lawyer, I can only work in Hungary, but Hungary is falling into the abyss, it will no longer be possible to build a career and financial capital here. I should have built this much earlier. The current perspective is unfortunately one of vegetation in abject poverty.

There is an actual way to navigate this mess of a situation, especially with all the spiritual knowledge that has been bestowed upon us, but if you do continue keep talking yourself down on every opportunity you get then you are only setting yourself up for failure. Sorry to see this mindset still plaguing you.

 

[Holdviola]

Thanks, but I can't even get an interview for a job that requires a secondary education... I completed my doctorate almost a year ago. I'm giving up looking for a job for now, I have no more ideas. :|

Do a Jupiter square spiritual work.
That helped me move up in my job.

Thanks, but I don't think Jupiter square is a beginner's work. Correct me if I'm wrong.

Advanced work yes.
But don't let it scare you. The next start date will be in November. Until then, you have time to decide whether or not to take the plunge. Jupiter square energies are not so extreme. Is also short. That's why I recommended it.

The other thing is to look for the potential in things. Even in the bad things. Don't look at why it's bad, look at why it's good and how the bad part could be solved.

There's one more thing to watch out for. And that is that you control your emotions, not your emotions control you. It is not easy, and it is not always successful, but you should not give up. It is the key to long-term progress.

Hope you can make use of these things, good luck!

 

[Dark Lawyer]

But it doesn't matter anyway. Anyone who hasn't already put aside a serious financial reserve will soon sink into abject poverty. And my country will soon be like Argentina. The chaos starts now, in the 2020s. By 2050 the country will be physically unviable, and by 2100 Hungary will cease to exist. As a Hungarian lawyer, I can only work in Hungary, but Hungary is falling into the abyss, it will no longer be possible to build a career and financial capital here. I should have built this much earlier. The current perspective is unfortunately one of vegetation in abject poverty.

There is an actual way to navigate this mess of a situation, especially with all the spiritual knowledge that has been bestowed upon us, but if you do continue keep talking yourself down on every opportunity you get then you are only setting yourself up for failure. Sorry to see this mindset still plaguing you.

Not plaguing any mindset. Today I again worked 12 hours for minimum wage, was rejected by two employers, and read HP Cobra's new topic (The Collapse Is Real).

Argentina is getting closer and closer and I am helpless to see what will happen to us. I've had a degree for a fucking year. In one year I could have done a lot to prepare us for the crash. If a fucking employer had hired me for a decent salary. If I've been studying and studying and studying like a madman for the last few years, and I've paid a complete fortune out of my shitty wages for tuition.

I trained tonight after work, at least that was good.

 

[Mastermind]

But it doesn't matter anyway. Anyone who hasn't already put aside a serious financial reserve will soon sink into abject poverty. And my country will soon be like Argentina. The chaos starts now, in the 2020s. By 2050 the country will be physically unviable, and by 2100 Hungary will cease to exist. As a Hungarian lawyer, I can only work in Hungary, but Hungary is falling into the abyss, it will no longer be possible to build a career and financial capital here. I should have built this much earlier. The current perspective is unfortunately one of vegetation in abject poverty.

There is an actual way to navigate this mess of a situation, especially with all the spiritual knowledge that has been bestowed upon us, but if you do continue keep talking yourself down on every opportunity you get then you are only setting yourself up for failure. Sorry to see this mindset still plaguing you.

Not plaguing any mindset. Today I again worked 12 hours for minimum wage, was rejected by two employers, and read HP Cobra's new topic (The Collapse Is Real).

Argentina is getting closer and closer and I am helpless to see what will happen to us. I've had a degree for a fucking year. In one year I could have done a lot to prepare us for the crash. If a fucking employer had hired me for a decent salary. If I've been studying and studying and studying like a madman for the last few years, and I've paid a complete fortune out of my shitty wages for tuition.

I trained tonight after work, at least that was good.

Hire a professional to job hunt for you. The best you can hire with your money.

 

[pettyespaca]

I got to the point where either my mother or my own would die out. I sleep with my children in my childhood room and during the day I listen to my mother get angry about me or my children. I'm tired . I fucked my life and this situation is slowly coming from within. I can't meditate, I don't have a calm minute.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

There is an actual way to navigate this mess of a situation, especially with all the spiritual knowledge that has been bestowed upon us, but if you do continue keep talking yourself down on every opportunity you get then you are only setting yourself up for failure. Sorry to see this mindset still plaguing you.

Not plaguing any mindset. Today I again worked 12 hours for minimum wage, was rejected by two employers, and read HP Cobra's new topic (The Collapse Is Real).

Argentina is getting closer and closer and I am helpless to see what will happen to us. I've had a degree for a fucking year. In one year I could have done a lot to prepare us for the crash. If a fucking employer had hired me for a decent salary. If I've been studying and studying and studying like a madman for the last few years, and I've paid a complete fortune out of my shitty wages for tuition.

I trained tonight after work, at least that was good.

Hire a professional to job hunt for you. The best you can hire with your money.

Thanks for the many supportive tips!

 

[Holdviola]

I got to the point where either my mother or my own would die out. I sleep with my children in my childhood room and during the day I listen to my mother get angry about me or my children. I'm tired . I fucked my life and this situation is slowly coming from within. I can't meditate, I don't have a calm minute.

Try cleansing your mother's aura with 218 RAUM. Or you can use a SURYA mantra. RAUM worked better for me. Then sometimes you can sometimes cleanse her aura with 108 RAUM.
It worked for me against my mother.

You can make a protective aura for children.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I would like to bring up this topic, I have had a problem with my family about an inheritance and the fact is that today I was doing my meditation and I achieved an astral projection, I was able to contact a town where they worshiped Christ, if necessary, I met a being with the same stigma to Yahweh, the case was that this being was "advising" me and when I realized we were going to a crossroads, where there were two roads, we stopped there, he told me: go that way you will find your answers, but at When he told me that, 3 beings came, one on a horse and the other two on his wings; He said "Yahweh, he is under the protection of Satan, let him because he chose to be with us and is our protégé", because at the moment I saw father, he appeared from a bright light, he had a few words with Yahweh that I did not understand the language, first time that I heard that language, then he told me that the path where Yahweh was indicating me was the bottomless path, there was nothing, only suffering and perdition for what I was looking for, then he told me that he was going to take me to the other path where he was going to tell me What do I have to do about my family? And it was a very nice place, where I felt at home, then this weak and dirty being reappeared, cursing me for being with Satan and at the moment father told me what I should do and say so that this curse cannot penetrate my aura, I did it and at the moment it vanished, literally disappeared, where he told me that this happens because the Reptilians at this moment are finished and are looking for a way to finish off the gentiles, he told me not to be afraid, that he will always be with me to protect me. It should be clarified that this is the second time that something like this has happened to me with this being so dragged, the first time was that I locked him in a vessel and again he was cursing me and I saw a God with a bow where I hit him with an arrow and the vessel exploded, when I meditate on that, father told me that Azazel/Apollo helped me, I also do my daily meditation, I am always in contact with the Gods and they help me a lot, where they told me that my past life was in Ancient Greece, that's why they They are very close to me and I also practiced astral projection a lot in my past life. I constantly live fighting with these Reptilians, I will never betray the Gods of Orion, because they are justice in its maximum splendor and the times will come when the Reptilians will be where they should have always been in the depths of the abyss, because they do not deserve better. ..

Hail Satanás
Hail Azazel
Hail Cimeries
Hail Hitler

There are many such atrocities, some more violent, some milder. Let's start by not giving up. If you stick to it, you're halfway to success. Another thing I have noticed about these creatures is that they are "allergic" to positive energy. Since they are all monsters of negative energy, positive Satanic Energy irritates them.

Because the two energies are in conflict, that's why these things happen. Why don't they do this to a significant portion of humanity? Why don't they attack them? Because they are not evolved, they are Spiritually powerless and brainwashed, they are not a threat. We play a vital role in humanity and the enemy knows it.

If you ever feel attacked by them, stay calm. Master the Void Meditation and all will be well, for you will be calm and able to properly direct the Positive energy that is making them sick. They are not affected by many things, but they hate Satanic Energy.

Beware of them, for they are masters of deception and know no boundaries to deceive you. They will try in every way possible to convert you to the other side, but do not be fooled. Increase your aura protection, increase your energy level, stay in touch with Satan and the Gods and stay happy with them.

I recommend this post for reading - https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71561

 

[Pan_Shaman]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

I don't know if this will do the trick for you, but I read a hackbook based on this book which was totally legit and worked increasing awareness and knowledge ending an addiction. https://booksvooks.com/nonscrolablepdf/allen-carrs-easy-way-to-stop-smoking-pdf-1.html

Thank you so much dear

 

[Dark Lawyer]

There is an actual way to navigate this mess of a situation, especially with all the spiritual knowledge that has been bestowed upon us, but if you do continue keep talking yourself down on every opportunity you get then you are only setting yourself up for failure. Sorry to see this mindset still plaguing you.

Blitzkreig wrote this in March in another topic:

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Before people go to either excessive diets or exercise programs, make sure you aren't neglecting your Mars energies. You can spend 3 hours in the gym and 2 extra hours dieting, or spend 1 on each and include workings for your Mars, and have better results. Uruz and Thurisaz could also be used, as well as Sun energies and Sowilo.

(https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=1795)

Sorry to ask you and not him, but I think Blitzkreig doesn't always get notified of posts. How do you think I can support my training with Mars energy? (Maybe in this topic it's not very OFF, because sport helps a lot with the state of mind.) I guess not with Mars squared, because that's what the JoS website says:

"These workings are the most powerful I have ever done, and are not for those who are new to meditation. They can generate an extreme amount of energy, especially in the chakra the particular square represents. All of your chakras should be open, in having performed the chakra opening meditations on the Joy of Satan Meditation webpage.*" (https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satans_Squares.html)

I've been doing Al Kavadlo's "Old Man Strength" training program for a week now and I'm really enjoying it. I have started to "feel my body". (https://strongandfit.com/products/old-man-strength-by-al-kavadlo)

(I asked in the appropriate topic if Kavadlo is jewish, but got no answer.https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=51438&p=352846#p352846) I was careful not to start the training programme during void moon. I changed several things: switching to a new multivitamin and replacing lunch with a paleo lunch. And I secretly dream that if I get in shape physically, I'll start a longtime dream of mine, sambo. (Although based on my new avatar, it's not so much of a secret. ) It used to be out of my town, but now it's in. It really inspires me, and makes me even more motivated to get in shape enough to start sambo training.

Since I'm a beginner and I don't even know if my chakras are open, I'm not sure what I can do based on what Blitzkreig described.

 

[Ludden174]

Can you give me some examples of what affirmations to use when I program energy for aura of protection and aura cleansing?

I think the affirmations I use right now are cringe.

I am also confused about when I should use affirmations when I am cleaning my aura.

Please help?

 

[BrightSpace666]

Can you give me some examples of what affirmations to use when I program energy for aura of protection and aura cleansing?

I think the affirmations I use right now are cringe.

I am also confused about when I should use affirmations when I am cleaning my aura.

Please help?

Strengthening is the other half of the exercise. Without it, the practice would not be complete because you are directing energy, and if you don't program it, the energy either disappears or nothing happens to it. Same for protecting and clearing the aura, although for aura clearing I think just clearing is enough. You sweep away the negative impurities and I think that's enough.

But then you may want to strengthen your aura with something like - "My aura always, in every sense, protects me from all negative energy, thought forms and curses directed at me and sends it back to the sender immediately!" x11.

You can even combine this with vibrating SATANAS into your soul 11x.

Or, if you want to say affirmation when clearing your aura, after clearing your aura, say, "My aura is completely cleared, no negative energy is blocking my energy circulation, no negative energy is affecting my well-being. My aura is cleansed." x11

You can also vibrate Runes, but it's a more complicated practice and I think the above is enough.

 

[Henu the Great]

Since I'm a beginner and I don't even know if my chakras are open, I'm not sure what I can do based on what Blitzkreig described.

All the methods he listed would be fine to use for enhancing your lower three chakras and thus enhancing your fighting calabilities indirectly. These go well with physical training.

However it would be better to meditate on chakras for a few months first to get increased energy flow through your chakras.

I would also recommend training cardio along with strength so that your increased strength has system to support the increased need for blood and oxygen.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Since I'm a beginner and I don't even know if my chakras are open, I'm not sure what I can do based on what Blitzkreig described.

All the methods he listed would be fine to use for enhancing your lower three chakras and thus enhancing your fighting calabilities indirectly. These go well with physical training.

However it would be better to meditate on chakras for a few months first to get increased energy flow through your chakras.

I would also recommend training cardio along with strength so that your increased strength has system to support the increased need for blood and oxygen.

Thank you! Yes, the program is 4 days a week of strength/mobility training (each training consists of 5 parts: warm-up, mobility, strength training, skill work, cool down), and 3 days of walking and/or jogging.

It's good that the programme overlaps with yoga, with lots of yoga exercises included in the warm-up, mobility and cool down sections.

Then I am looking for a beginner chakra meditation JoS-program. I will start sambo training in a few months, my chakra energy flow will be optimal by then. Thanks again for always pointing the way.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Then I am looking for a beginner chakra meditation JoS-program.

What are you currently doing for your spiritual routine? The 40 day beginner program already takes one through the basis of chakra opening, empowering, and cleaning.

Yes, you can use Mars for personal strength, but you can also use it for productivity as well. Mars represents raw action and energy, but it can be channeled into work if that is what you desire. Furthermore, you can use it for vitality or to increase your ability to recover or sleep faster. All of these, in my opinion, take a higher priority than cosmetic purposes.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Can you give me some examples of what affirmations to use when I program energy for aura of protection and aura cleansing?

I think the affirmations I use right now are cringe.

I am also confused about when I should use affirmations when I am cleaning my aura.

Please help?

Affirmations are merely guides for your intention. They are also relative to what you believe.

Affirmations should not be complex, because you don't have to define everything. Only define what is necessary for you to focus properly. You should also create affirmations based on your final goal.

So you can say, for example, "This energy [whatever you just raised] has now permanently cleaned my aura and chakras, in a positive manner for me." Then, look at each part of your soul and see the dirt burning off, leaving it clean. Feel and intend that it is clean. You don't need to necessarily see it well or anything. It has already worked.

For the AOP: "This energy [whatever you just raised] has been added to my aura of protection (See/feel the AOP around you growing in strength). This aura protects me in every way, at all times." At this point, briefly look at/sense the AOP. Notice that it is strong, and the aura has been programmed as you intended.

The above can be done due to your willpower. The process itself does not need to be complex or anything. Instead, your will commands the energy into place. Get into the habit of willing and not worrying too much about the affirmations themselves. The affirmation guides your will, it does not act in place of it.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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Then I am looking for a beginner chakra meditation JoS-program.

What are you currently doing for your spiritual routine? The 40 day beginner program already takes one through the basis of chakra opening, empowering, and cleaning.

Yes, you can use Mars for personal strength, but you can also use it for productivity as well. Mars represents raw action and energy, but it can be channeled into work if that is what you desire. Furthermore, you can use it for vitality or to increase your ability to recover or sleep faster. All of these, in my opinion, take a higher priority than cosmetic purposes.

I did the 40-day program, but I didn't feel anything (example vibration in a particular chakra), so I don't know if my chakras are open.

What do you mean by cosmetic purposes? I don't think I have cosmetic purposes.

 

[Siatris Ioholo]

" post_id=355760 time=1652838066 user_id=21286]

Then I am looking for a beginner chakra meditation JoS-program.

What are you currently doing for your spiritual routine? The 40 day beginner program already takes one through the basis of chakra opening, empowering, and cleaning.

Yes, you can use Mars for personal strength, but you can also use it for productivity as well. Mars represents raw action and energy, but it can be channeled into work if that is what you desire. Furthermore, you can use it for vitality or to increase your ability to recover or sleep faster. All of these, in my opinion, take a higher priority than cosmetic purposes.

I did the 40-day program, but I didn't feel anything (example vibration in a particular chakra), so I don't know if my chakras are open.
....

We are not all equally open to the astral. Just keep meditating and give more focus to the vibrations in your chakras. Take it gradually and just try to feel them!

 

[FlameGhost]

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What are you currently doing for your spiritual routine? The 40 day beginner program already takes one through the basis of chakra opening, empowering, and cleaning.

Yes, you can use Mars for personal strength, but you can also use it for productivity as well. Mars represents raw action and energy, but it can be channeled into work if that is what you desire. Furthermore, you can use it for vitality or to increase your ability to recover or sleep faster. All of these, in my opinion, take a higher priority than cosmetic purposes.

I did the 40-day program, but I didn't feel anything (example vibration in a particular chakra), so I don't know if my chakras are open.
....

We are not all equally open to the astral. Just keep meditating and give more focus to the vibrations in your chakras. Take it gradually and just try to feel them!

I was thinking on asking about that myself.

So far, I haven't really been able to open my Chakras fully that I could tell. I understand that if they're to be properly opened/charged, it's meant to be done from the 3rd Eye, 6th Chakra, and then down from the Crown Chakra, so I haven't moved on from the third eye and done any of the others.

I've also read about doing the Returning Curses and RTRs after finishing the 40 day meditation. I've started doing the RTRs but still did the cleaning Chakras with the basic bit that I've read on the site. I didn't do the Returning Curses too much since it wasn't listed in the 40 day meditation program so I didn't think it would be something meant to be done every day.

I finally got the part on waiting for the sign that the moon is in and I'm thinking about starting the 40 day meditation around the 29th of this month.

As I've said before though, with whatever the issue is with my emotions/thoughts. I imagined that was the thing keeping me from being able to open my Chakras and free myself spiritually.

About what I was going to ask, are you saying that if it doesn't open in the 4 days of doing 3rd eye meditation. Should I keep focusing on opening it or move on to the other Chakras and come back to it?

 

[FlameGhost]

Alright, I imagine it started since I started doing the RTRs; I think I felt the root of it being the "Am I a jew?" shit because I decided to vibrate Algis into bottled water and let it flood my system and banish any negative energies and those were my remaining negative thoughts in those moments.

As far as me being pulled back to the chripstard mentallity, I've held on to every fiber that I could and I do remember the idea of breathing in Satanic Blue flames and as I did I thought of every single flaw in the bible in put that with whatever shred of fatih into the Gods of Orion.

After doing that and setting it ablaze with my ounce of strength that I had left, I started getting better; I do think I was on the very edge of breaking before that tbh....

I may have to say that you came just in time and may have actually saved my life..

I caught what you said about Belief and Knowledge. I used knowledge and put that to faith.

I think another thing to count would be the Tower of Babel. I think that is the best one since it even says that "Lest we be scattered", hardly any christian notices that bit of the verse.

The last bit is that I think my fire is starting to blaze again. I know I've said this a few times and maybe I'm speaking on behalf of every Spiritual Satanist when I say that I'm not afraid to go to "Hell" in any form of the word, even torment. For doing the right thing.

And in being set ablaze again. I realize that the bible does put that fear in people and I don't think I've met any christian that could answer yes to that question of being willing to go to such a place for doing the right thing and doing the right thing for the sake of truly making life better.

I do think there should be a "pins" for people like me who are in this situation because I can feel how real it's getting and we are in the "last days" as the bible calls it where the kikes will indeed do anything they can and I can feel every bit of what they're sending to me.

What you have sent me is working. I do have a question on whether or not I use Munka and then visualize white/gold energy in the affirmation? That's what seems to work best for me in just using Munka vibration itself to nock out the filth in me.

I think I'm going to focus on this before getting to my healing because I finally see the number it's done on me.

And for returning curses. Like from the start, that has helped as well although idk if I can do it as soon as I wake up because I tend to have work early, unfortunetaly..

Although I think practice is making perfect since I get what people are saying about feeling where the problem is and imagining it repelling that and sending it back.

But yes, thanks to you both once again!

Glad to hear things have been working out for you. Has it been the same for the social anxiety?

Even though correct procedures for meditation are laid out on the JoS, how each and every person experiences their effects and resonates with them, can be very individual.

If you wish to apply additional elements such as white-gold energy even where it might not be described, and you specifically feel that it increases the effectivity of the working or it feels more reassuring in some way, by all means do so. I sometimes tend to include perhaps unnecessarily expressive visualization to some things where emotion is involved, and it has strongly increased the effects of some workings in the past.

I for one did not actually know you could breathe in the blue flames. I've always only used it to smoke astral trash from the environment. Breathing it in is something I just learned from you.

When you have a desire to perform something, even under antagonistic circumstances, you will make sure to make it happen; when there's a will, there's a way. Logically, you may need to put additional effort into making something possible.

If we have someone here who did RTRs in the back of the bus, and yoga in jail, you can do Returning Curses before work lmao. I can personally tell you I used to have to do Returning Curses on a motorbike.

For most workings, if the number of repetitions is too high or you're short on time, you can usually tone it down to half or even a quarter. Energy will still be raised and directed as intended, and manifest according to your affirmations. Though, try to build up to the full thing eventually, of course!

If you really can't do it before work, at least do it before the RTRs. You'll really want the protection/cleaning...
Back when the Returning Curses workings were released, someone equated it to armor before a fight. It couldn't be more true, in my opinion.

Remember, the perseverance you've shown up until now, has already saved you from what you described in the beginning. Therefore, let nothing stop you!

Along with what to do with the 40 Day Meditation program.

I've stopped doing those things and more or less say that I'm a wiccan if it comes down to it.

The one thing though is I've ofc been running into a few jews in the game here and there. I have one guy now that seems to be from Argentina and I've looked that 80% of the people there are jews.

I've been slowly removing them from my friends list before, but he's also been with a group of people that I've been seeing in vrchat. So idk how the reaction would be with that.

Should I also remove him or just talk to him as little as I can?

 

[FlameGhost]

Alright, I imagine it started since I started doing the RTRs; I think I felt the root of it being the "Am I a jew?" shit because I decided to vibrate Algis into bottled water and let it flood my system and banish any negative energies and those were my remaining negative thoughts in those moments.

As far as me being pulled back to the chripstard mentallity, I've held on to every fiber that I could and I do remember the idea of breathing in Satanic Blue flames and as I did I thought of every single flaw in the bible in put that with whatever shred of fatih into the Gods of Orion.

After doing that and setting it ablaze with my ounce of strength that I had left, I started getting better; I do think I was on the very edge of breaking before that tbh....

I may have to say that you came just in time and may have actually saved my life..

I caught what you said about Belief and Knowledge. I used knowledge and put that to faith.

I think another thing to count would be the Tower of Babel. I think that is the best one since it even says that "Lest we be scattered", hardly any christian notices that bit of the verse.

The last bit is that I think my fire is starting to blaze again. I know I've said this a few times and maybe I'm speaking on behalf of every Spiritual Satanist when I say that I'm not afraid to go to "Hell" in any form of the word, even torment. For doing the right thing.

And in being set ablaze again. I realize that the bible does put that fear in people and I don't think I've met any christian that could answer yes to that question of being willing to go to such a place for doing the right thing and doing the right thing for the sake of truly making life better.

I do think there should be a "pins" for people like me who are in this situation because I can feel how real it's getting and we are in the "last days" as the bible calls it where the kikes will indeed do anything they can and I can feel every bit of what they're sending to me.

What you have sent me is working. I do have a question on whether or not I use Munka and then visualize white/gold energy in the affirmation? That's what seems to work best for me in just using Munka vibration itself to nock out the filth in me.

I think I'm going to focus on this before getting to my healing because I finally see the number it's done on me.

And for returning curses. Like from the start, that has helped as well although idk if I can do it as soon as I wake up because I tend to have work early, unfortunetaly..

Although I think practice is making perfect since I get what people are saying about feeling where the problem is and imagining it repelling that and sending it back.

But yes, thanks to you both once again!

Glad to hear things have been working out for you. Has it been the same for the social anxiety?

Even though correct procedures for meditation are laid out on the JoS, how each and every person experiences their effects and resonates with them, can be very individual.

If you wish to apply additional elements such as white-gold energy even where it might not be described, and you specifically feel that it increases the effectivity of the working or it feels more reassuring in some way, by all means do so. I sometimes tend to include perhaps unnecessarily expressive visualization to some things where emotion is involved, and it has strongly increased the effects of some workings in the past.

I for one did not actually know you could breathe in the blue flames. I've always only used it to smoke astral trash from the environment. Breathing it in is something I just learned from you.

When you have a desire to perform something, even under antagonistic circumstances, you will make sure to make it happen; when there's a will, there's a way. Logically, you may need to put additional effort into making something possible.

If we have someone here who did RTRs in the back of the bus, and yoga in jail, you can do Returning Curses before work lmao. I can personally tell you I used to have to do Returning Curses on a motorbike.

For most workings, if the number of repetitions is too high or you're short on time, you can usually tone it down to half or even a quarter. Energy will still be raised and directed as intended, and manifest according to your affirmations. Though, try to build up to the full thing eventually, of course!

If you really can't do it before work, at least do it before the RTRs. You'll really want the protection/cleaning...
Back when the Returning Curses workings were released, someone equated it to armor before a fight. It couldn't be more true, in my opinion.

Remember, the perseverance you've shown up until now, has already saved you from what you described in the beginning. Therefore, let nothing stop you!

Along with what to do with the 40 Day Meditation program.

I've stopped doing those things and more or less say that I'm a wiccan if it comes down to it.

The one thing though is I've ofc been running into a few jews in the game here and there. I have one guy now that seems to be from Argentina and I've looked that 80% of the people there are jews.

I've been slowly removing them from my friends list before, but he's also been with a group of people that I've been seeing in vrchat. So idk how the reaction would be with that.

Should I also remove him or just talk to him as little as I can?

 

[FlameGhost]

" post_id=355760 time=1652838066 user_id=21286]


What are you currently doing for your spiritual routine? The 40 day beginner program already takes one through the basis of chakra opening, empowering, and cleaning.

Yes, you can use Mars for personal strength, but you can also use it for productivity as well. Mars represents raw action and energy, but it can be channeled into work if that is what you desire. Furthermore, you can use it for vitality or to increase your ability to recover or sleep faster. All of these, in my opinion, take a higher priority than cosmetic purposes.

I did the 40-day program, but I didn't feel anything (example vibration in a particular chakra), so I don't know if my chakras are open.
....

We are not all equally open to the astral. Just keep meditating and give more focus to the vibrations in your chakras. Take it gradually and just try to feel them!

The other bit on the stuff before the 40 Day Meditation.

I've also did one chakra empowering working, I was thinking to see if that would help me in some way so that I could heal my mind/emotions in some way.

I only did it once as well but I'm kind of wondering if that had anything to do with what's been going on with me with feeling that kind of negative energy.

On the other hand I am doing all I can to deprogram from them and I guess it's kind of going back and forth.

I am maintaining quite a bit and I suppose that I can be quite persistent despite what type of energy may be in me and how deep it goes.

I imagine it is steadily getting better in the long run though and I probably wouldn't have lasted this long if I hadn't started doing that.

The last thing I may ask on that bit is, is there any way or ritual that I could do to take out the energy/karma of the empowerment that could be also raising the negative energies as well?

 

[OhNoItsMook]

Along with what to do with the 40 Day Meditation program.

I've stopped doing those things and more or less say that I'm a wiccan if it comes down to it.

The one thing though is I've ofc been running into a few jews in the game here and there. I have one guy now that seems to be from Argentina and I've looked that 80% of the people there are jews.

I've been slowly removing them from my friends list before, but he's also been with a group of people that I've been seeing in vrchat. So idk how the reaction would be with that.

Should I also remove him or just talk to him as little as I can?

I may be wrong, but I've experienced to an extent that the strength and cleanliness of one's own soul can affect the type of people you attract in life as well as connect with on a deeper level. It strongly sounds like the kinds of people we encounter and interact with are vastly different despite it being the same game.

When you mention that you haven't moved onto opening or empowering your chakras as of yet, you may be susceptible to much greater spiritual fucknuttery and the energies from people you're doubtful about can interfere with spiritual hygiene. Sometimes this doubt may even be one's sense warning them about some kind of impending negative experience with that person.

How many of that group of people do you truly gain great happiness being with? How much do you lose not being with any of 'em? I, personally, would think you may yet be at a point at which you would benefit to focus on cleaning and empowering yourself first, lest you potentially compromise your spiritual hygiene by surrounding yourself with people you might best not connect with.

I do not know how close you are or feel to the people you care about, and I am not about to tell you to cut off people who might be important to you. But are they important enough that you could stand a potential jew in the vicinity when you hang out with them? If anything, you can visit the ones you like individually, or they can join you in some public/inv.only instance.

If you deleted the person in question even though he appears with the people you spend time with, it'd be hella awk when he sees that you removed him. I personally am trying to distance myself from someone too, but not making it too obvious, trying to trail off how often we talk, on top of having done detaching workings against that person. It's slowly been taking effect.

Regulate how much you bond with people. Stronger connections formed through exchanging mutual thoughtful expressions and emotional understanding, bears deeper spiritual effects than you may have hoped. These connections become more difficult to deal with past certain points, so choose wisely who you spend closer times with.

With stronger chakras, cleaning, protection, and flow of energy through our pathways (you DO do Hatha and Kundalini yoga, don't you?), most of the above becomes less of a concern. Again, as SS, in the end, your empowerment and connection to the Gods is of paramount priority. Good luck and keep me posted, sooner than a month later again preferably lol.