Sorry for the urgency

[WingsOfSatan666]

I hate the fact that this is my first post but i am only seeking advice on how to improve my situation. So i was always interested in occultism/Satanism but i never really dedicated myself to anything until the summer of 2022.
Like most people (i guess) i started off with Aleister Crowley and the o9a.

It started from late 2019 and i had only listened to some chants and read mainly o9a books. I was extremely edgy and i thought i found a goldmine. Naturally my interest for Satan grew as time went on and i began with researching Crowley. It put me to a state where i almost converted to the enemy's main tool of deception and i started hanging out with the wrong people.


I can't believe i was that dumb. And so the time
came where i wasnt satisfied with anything, as i gained nothing from what i was researching, that was until i stumbled upon the JoS website. After reading through it i realized it was the right call and i felt it in my heart that this was the truth, and so i did the dedication ritual.

Everything started getting better, i was translating the site to my native language with a few people and everything was going up. Until 2023 in October where my life legit shifted. A close family member which i would give my life for got breast cancer. My sanity as of last year crumbled, i spent countless of sleepless nights watching over them and on top of that going to school in the morning which made me antisocial. Family arguments tripled and my social life was non existent.

Things as of late are getting better as i asked Father Satan for help, and i can't thank him enough. Now im afraid that this will repeat and I REALLY DON'T WANT IT TO!

I have a book of crowley that has enemy magick in it and im afraid of that interfering with the process. And i dont know how to get rid of it since my dad snoops around and notices when things are missing. And if i do get rid of it i dont know how to protect myself in case it comes back to me and i dont want it to be terrible again, as my only strength comes from Father Satan and thats what's keeping me going.

So please, if anyone has advice on how to dissolve this situation i would greatly appreciate it!


May Father Satan bless you all!

 

[The last of a kind]

Look, what you did in the past is already gone and Satan hás forgiven you, he watches for his sons and will help you, what i think you should do is to cut the people that are from the enemy from your life(if possible), clean your aura and use some protection meditations. Everything Will be alright, Satan Will give a hand

I'm Sorry If my english isn't good.

May Satan and his legions watch your back.

 

[AFODO]

Come on, you really afraid of getting rid of a book?

Burn that blasphemy shit the fuck up. I would burn it while doing a FRTR for maximum efficiency.

I'm sorry that you have to go trough this. Sadly, you can't cure cancer with magic, on your level, and it's can't be cured by even Gods after a point. If the cancer is not too badly spread than with enough give back (the translations are already a good give back) the Gods could cure them, if that's possible.

I don't know obviously the situation, so this might be uncureable or cureable.
I advise to do everything to get a strong immune system. Drink a lot of herb teas, especially sage, and burdock root tea!
There might be herbs especially for cancer, but I'm not aware of it. There might also be acu points for this.

Centralforce666 is an expert in Tradicional Chinese Medicine
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=76057

Blitzkreig also knows it good.

If you want to ask for help from a God, you can choose one from here
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html

 

[WingsOfSatan666]

Thank you! The links you've provided have given me a huge insight. May Father Satan bless you and guide you in all of your endeavours!