Self-destructive tendencies

[Aldrick Strickland]

Hahahaha… I thought “holy shit, a self portrait?!?!?!!!” and I was right… hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahah

if you don't believe me, you can analyze my energies and then attack me…

is what you like to do

It's funny how you all come crawling out of your holes when you see an opportunity to attack.
At the same time though it's beyond disgusting that you feel the need to gang up like this on a fellow SS. Personal incompatibilies are normal and natural, but intentionally attacking and bullying people you don't get along with, especially within our family here, is just pathetic.

Oh, is that so?

Doesn't the fact that she started it count?

Needless to say, even after the return of the Goddesses, we will not be friends or even known, we are in a common fight, against a common enemy, but we are not and will never be friends even after we become Gods, the universe is big to need to like each other...

So you think were all gonna hide from one another? A God does not let his environment control him. He can work with whoever. Notice how The Gods deal with us? Do they say look at Aldrick there that idiot.

Im not going to be his Guardian. There are plenty of Gods for me to have to ever be in contact with him! Hes such a dumbass! Ugh!

Or do they say hmm yeah ill go teach him. Hello Aldrick what is it this time? Totally wrong and not where you should be? Well then how do we get him to change for the better. Lets try this!

Still no effect?, throws temper tantrum and kicks things around, not really. Hmm well contact me when ya need me! Slow Learner this one, ahh well.

Imagine this is a firing line. Do not bring your Ego to the firing line, it will get shot. Instead see your ideas as seperate from you. They can get shot and you can watch from a Distance.

This is a pointless back and forth. Uhh I do not like her art or energy or whatever. Uhh! You cannot say such things! Then you have two sides fighting over nothing.

Allow him to express his opinion, he does not like it. Oh well. What artist...in all of History has never not had any critics? Not one, not even the great Leonardo Davinci, Mozart, Plato for philosophy.

So instead listen to the critics and learn what you can from them. Perhaps if you receive his Critiques, then this pointless animosity between you two can end.

On the same token when one feels attacked they usually respond in defense. So do not take their resistance personally, they are merely defending their own.

 

[Shael]

Shael, …

I saw from the painting that she has talent, I liked the coloring, but I am not obliged to like what she projects and copies on the board!!

Of course not. But there is no need to go out of your way to hate on a fellow SS. If you don't like the painting then that's completely fine.
I personally like her other paintings a lot more than this one, as I'm not a huge fan of negative stuff in art either. I just think there is no point in investing your time into writing a mean reply to someone with no purpose other than trying to make fun of them.

Apologies if I sounded a little harsh with my other reply. I respect you as a fellow member of the family. I just wanted to try and make you see that acting like this towards fellow SS is not a good thing to do. Criticizing people is all good as long as it's done in a constructive manner. But just commenting on things with no intention other than trying to insult and ridicule, is just not something we SS should do amongst ourselves.

 

[Shael]

An attack is a curse or direct physical contact which causes damage to the physical body

Perhaps I have different standards of what an attack is.

If some one thinks a post filled with words is an attack then, in my honest opinion, shouldn’t be giving any advice on a stranger’s psyche.

I see an attack as anything that is intended to cause harm/pain either physically, spiritually, or emotionally. Posts like the one of SdD here do not hold any constructive value whatsoever. Their sole purpose is to try and poke fun at someone, to make them feel bad. Like I said in my latest reply to SdD, being harsh is something that can be fine, as long as it's done with the intent of atleast giving constructive criticism.

Taking your friend Rook as an example, while he may verbally put people below him a lot and make them feel bad, he atleast usually does so while also giving them advice on how to improve. I'm not a fan of how he does things at all but atleast he's trying to help, as opposed to just trying to make fun of people.

I think you and SdD should also see this yourselves, that there is truly no value whatsoever in trying to make other SS feel down and insult them, with no constructive value added at all.
We are a family here and we should help each other to improve and become stronger instead of doing stupid stuff like this.

 

[SdD]

If you're there, don't approve the last post before that.

 

[Azorm]

I seriously hate when we fight. I said already you can hate me and my art, I just don't want us to be too mean to each other, but okay. I know almost all of my dark is filled with sad energy and that, because I was sad most of the time.

Feel free to say what you want, I just want us to not start a fire every damn time so enemy will try to turn us against each other. Shael is my friend and he is often really angry same as me when people are attacking each other in some way. But yes I have flaws, we all have them and we all have opinions on each other.

I am way toooo sensitive lately so everything is feeling like an heavy attack. That is my problem and enemy knows that. Everytime we become little bit angry, weak and fed up they are trying to fuck us all up. But I can't save everybody and if I am too weak, nobody can save me too... At least I am trying to act more mature and all so enemy can play less with me in future. I think we all must become more mature here. Sorry guys. Feel free to insult me, I must become stronger finally but don't be too big idiots. If I leave this place don't mind me, I'm just a loser and weakling then. It's easiest to be alone in those cases, but I am still here trying to mature as we all should.

 

[Azorm]

Basically my point is not to be too insensitive. It's okay to have opinion and all just don't be too big idiot all the time. We all can feel fragile sometimes, but also we all must try not to be. Act like a human being, not as an ape on steroids.

Before week or two I would cry for a single insult for hours, I would have panic attacks. My sexual energy would twist my sanity to the point I would feel I will go insane or that I will kill myself when I would start feeling something bad like that. Luckly, void meditation practice and some other meditations made it possible to me to talk to another human being again.

I would feel sometimes normal but sometimes I would just become so hurt and paranoid that I started thinking I must leave this place, maybe even forever. But instead I stayed, got butthurt a lot but managed to control my shit much better so I can fucking talk and all. It was scary but I decided to stay and I am already better now. I still sometimes feel bad when talking here but I think I made a huge improvement already. I am also little bit sick because of too much stress lately and a blockage, so my solar plexus is acting crazy in every way, but I am sure it will be okay. I'm here also to help others because I know I am already getting better. I am feeling okay most of the time now.

 

[SdD]

It's at these times that I should have a pizza...

It's comrades!! I know that many of the animosities caused here have to be beyond the Egos, with specific curses of j… for us.

Misunderstandings, or I don't know what, sometimes I read the other discussions and it seems to me something not normal, like the magic of the enemy, I may be wrong but, I don't know.

 

[Azorm]

Lol, *all of my art is dark and sad*.

Anyways, I don't want to really hate anybody here. I am sorry if I hurt people too much here, I want them the best actually. And often we don't even understand each other properly it seems anyways

 

[Azorm]

It's funny how you all come crawling out of your holes when you see an opportunity to attack.
At the same time though it's beyond disgusting that you feel the need to gang up like this on a fellow SS. Personal incompatibilies are normal and natural, but intentionally attacking and bullying people you don't get along with, especially within our family here, is just pathetic.

Oh, is that so?

Doesn't the fact that she started it count?

Needless to say, even after the return of the Goddesses, we will not be friends or even known, we are in a common fight, against a common enemy, but we are not and will never be friends even after we become Gods, the universe is big to need to like each other...

So you think were all gonna hide from one another? A God does not let his environment control him. He can work with whoever. Notice how The Gods deal with us? Do they say look at Aldrick there that idiot.

Im not going to be his Guardian. There are plenty of Gods for me to have to ever be in contact with him! Hes such a dumbass! Ugh!

Or do they say hmm yeah ill go teach him. Hello Aldrick what is it this time? Totally wrong and not where you should be? Well then how do we get him to change for the better. Lets try this!

Still no effect?, throws temper tantrum and kicks things around, not really. Hmm well contact me when ya need me! Slow Learner this one, ahh well.

Imagine this is a firing line. Do not bring your Ego to the firing line, it will get shot. Instead see your ideas as seperate from you. They can get shot and you can watch from a Distance.

This is a pointless back and forth. Uhh I do not like her art or energy or whatever. Uhh! You cannot say such things! Then you have two sides fighting over nothing.

Allow him to express his opinion, he does not like it. Oh well. What artist...in all of History has never not had any critics? Not one, not even the great Leonardo Davinci, Mozart, Plato for philosophy.

So instead listen to the critics and learn what you can from them. Perhaps if you receive his Critiques, then this pointless animosity between you two can end.

On the same token when one feels attacked they usually respond in defense. So do not take their resistance personally, they are merely defending their own.

This sounds nice ^^ We should all cool down a bit I think huh