RTR retaliation, has anybody else experienced this?

[Sicksix666]

Ever since I have started my RTRs, I have been facing unimaginable retaliation the likes I have never seen. I have been experiencing never ending bad luck in huge continious waves. I am now constantly struggling to keep my electricity on and to feed myself. My house was completely flooded out twice, I had to live on subfloor with no heat for a while. I'm having issues with my employment. I'm constantly bombarded with intrusive thoughts at night and I can't sleep, to the point where I have considered killing myself. My family is getting very sick. I have been trying to keep my energies up but I am simply not strong enough. I know my situation would be 1000x worse if it were not for Satan, but it is still just so bad. Regardless, I've been continuing my RTRs as much as possible. If I suffer for a life time for Satan's cause, so be it. But honestly my life was so good and I was so happy before I started spiritual warfare. The RTRs make me feel free and good in my heart, but the retaliation I've experienced has completely broken me. I don't know what to do, but I trust in Satan. Any helpful words or advice would be extremely appreciated..

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

You are, for one, extremely new of a Satanist, so you are experiencing a lot of things at once because you are impatient. Your resolve is admirable, but you are rushing to a dangerous extent.

For one, if you have recently started meditation, dross can come out of the soul (negative karmic dross that people carry due to past lives and other things) and cause major internal or external upset.

For two, you may have not meditated properly to gather strength and learn to understand what actually causes what. This led you to believe that warfare causes this, but it could never cause all of this.

Freaky things like that sound a lot like very ugly Saturn transits, and they do not always have to do with the enemy. Now, a horrible Saturn transit, dragging your energies down, and the enemy on top of it attacking like a dog with rabid, can generate serious problems. On their own, the enemy cannot do as much, but a person with wrong timing, and not taking care of their protection etc, can contribute to this.

Others for example with the RTR have experienced exactly the reverse, which can be good luck and fortune.

For one, yes, the enemy attacks, so you need to clean and do your aura properly. You can also ask your GD to lift this. The RTR removes curses, it doesn't add.

That aside, there can be other factors. One is planetary transits. Two, random negative energy coming your way from them.

For three, you can be too afraid unconsciously that you will get so much flack while doing these, and creating this on your own.

Lastly, ask the Gods for help immediately and CLEAN yourself.

Draw back also, and clean yourself.

 

[Sicksix666]

You are, for one, extremely new of a Satanist, so you are experiencing a lot of things at once because you are impatient. Your resolve is admirable, but you are rushing to a dangerous extent.

For one, if you have recently started meditation, dross can come out of the soul (negative karmic dross that people carry due to past lives and other things) and cause major internal or external upset.

For two, you may have not meditated properly to gather strength and learn to understand what actually causes what. This led you to believe that warfare causes this, but it could never cause all of this.

Freaky things like that sound a lot like very ugly Saturn transits, and they do not always have to do with the enemy. Now, a horrible Saturn transit, dragging your energies down, and the enemy on top of it attacking like a dog with rabid, can generate serious problems. On their own, the enemy cannot do as much, but a person with wrong timing, and not taking care of their protection etc, can contribute to this.

Others for example with the RTR have experienced exactly the reverse, which can be good luck and fortune.

For one, yes, the enemy attacks, so you need to clean and do your aura properly. You can also ask your GD to lift this. The RTR removes curses, it doesn't add.

That aside, there can be other factors. One is planetary transits. Two, random negative energy coming your way from them.

For three, you can be too afraid unconsciously that you will get so much flack while doing these, and creating this on your own.

Lastly, ask the Gods for help immediately and CLEAN yourself.

Draw back also, and clean yourself.

By all means, I was not blaming Satan or any of the gods. I know what I got myself into. I had been meditating on and off since I first discovered the JOS website at 13 years old (I am 21 now, and only recently started getting very serious with it) and ever since I did my dedication I promised Satan I would be a warrior for him. From that day I had been doing RTRs every day for weeks, and now all this catastrophic stuff has happened and it's been slowed down to 2 or 3 times a week. I've read elsewhere that people have had bad experiences, evil ETs telling them to kill themselves, showing ugly images in their head trying to get them to deter from RTRs.
I'll have to look into the Saturn thing, I'm just wondering when these hits will stop, you know? I'll strengthen my aura and up the AoP meditation.
Even if I am homeless, you will see me on the street blotting out kike letters.

Thank you for the advice.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Some negative transits can act for months 2, 3, or even 12 years, if Neptune is involved. Everyone goes through negative transits, it's nothing individual.

If you meditated consistently, and focused on handling your life better, way less of this would come to you. You need to mature up here, and take the signs and improve.

It's unwise and of no benefit for the Gods for you to fuck up yourself in the war beyond all limits and therefore disable yourself after a point from fighting, so stop this filth, and start building up your life.