Regret Satanism

[Usthepeople6662]

Hi, I am Usthepeople666 since I had made a decision to not be active on the forums long back I do not have access to my previous account. I however have come not to cause problems but to share my experiences in this path. Truth be told, I have had experiences that traditional religions will never give in a lifetime. However there are questions I have no answer to till now that cause me deep pain. I will try to keep it short. I have a succubus and I deeply regret ever asking for one. My experiences with my succubus thought there has been help is vastly limited. What this succubus experience has caused me instead is immense pain. Like I have mentioned in my previous account, I lost a parent 2 years back, something I asked lots of help to the gods to avoid. I 2 years prior spent my entire being on the website and forums. What however I haven't been able to comprehend is, during ritual dates there have been times I have been woken up from my sleep only to find a new ritual has been posted, but none when i begged for any real help for my parents life. Note, back then I was spamming multiple rtr's a day, meditating and working an extremely demanding job. I have asked this previously but I still have gotten a clear answer because I ain't sure what I truly want. Even on 25th December 2022 I was cursed in my sleep to the point I was calling every god I know in my sleep. I had dreams of car accidents that eventually happened. I asked for assistance of the gods for a particular job, and eventually got cursed exactly on the day of my interview. I still meditate however what I have been feeling lately is I am not cut out for this life. All I got from the great ancient gods is pain, the memory of my father being kicked out of sleep while lying next to me or me seeing a grey while my relative woke up breathless from his sleep still have an impact on my mind. I actually just want to leave this religion. I gave it my all, lost way more than any god has ever given me back. I do not want a succubus being forcing themselves on me when i have given up on a relationship where I am not given a dream before my parent needs to be hospitalized but before every ritual date( I am not a native English speaker). I am tired and burnout of calling these beings friends, gods and what not for all I know they could be thoughtforms too. I do not come to fight but I come here grieving asking to be let go of this religion. I have stayed strong for more than what was necessary. I have no hope to live any more given I cant marry because of a monogamous succubus. I have written this before only to get replies like asking me to request for an open relationship. i have done that multiple times, I have threatened with quitting the religion during rituals and what not. I regret this lie of friendship that Satan offers, maybe he is too holy to ever lend a helping hand that doesnt match with a favorable time in my natal chart. I have given up on this religion, my succubus and this "Hells Army". I have always tried to keep my morals high and fight this god forsaken war keeping the SS integrity but I only get cursed more and more with more obstructions like a succubus in my life. I do not mean to demean the succubus however this kind of relationship isn't for me. I do not care if I am mocked here or given some tough talk or how the gods are the greatest. I promised to fight when my life was going smooth and I did. I promised to love a goddess I had never seen to honor my friendship with a god who I might have seen but once after my parent passed away. Now that there is not friendship with this being I want to denounce this religion ( asking for a reverse dedication ritual) along with a ritual asking for the end of succubus relationship. Believe me I do not mean to demean this website or bad mouth the gods, my experiences are personal and I need the solution in the way i see fit and require the assistance of any priest who can share the same with me. I have lost my family, my peace, my job owing to this menace of a religion. I still respect the learnings that the founder put forth however I am too weak for this religion. I am tired of going about my day and getting cursed only to find out some jew-ish holiday on the same date. I also do not want any explanations or hope of how things will get better, its been years and Satan for me is a General who is too pussy to show up for his troops. This again is my experience. i am trying to be politically correct however given how much I have beared for this God before I even turned 23 I feel it a slap on my face to be not given one dream before my parent passed away, All Satan has ever done is take away everything I ever loved.

Sorry for the post being so long, all I need is a reverse dedication ritual and no succubus ritual

Regards.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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In many cases, deaths are backed by heavy karma/astrological forces and it would not make sense for a God to perpetually delay this.

In addition, if you were being cursed due to heavy spiritual warfare, then you need to be protecting yourself more. You accuse the Gods of creating this pain, but this is wholly the result of the enemy. You cannot mix these things up like that.

Our path isn't one that you simply "let go of", as it is a part of reality. It is not like the enemy will stop cursing you because you ruin your relationship with Satan or your succubus. Do you understand this? It is not like a video game that you just close when you had enough.

The Gods are always aware of what goes on in your life. Just because these situations were not immediately fixed, especially if it was not appropriate for them to do so, doesn't mean they were never going to return the favor of your hard work.

Instead of burning yourself out and getting bitter because of this, you should simply take a break from hardcore spiritual warfare. Increase your AOP and cleaning, and try to relax. Start a working with Fehu to find a new job opportunity.

You should be able to stop the curses and fix your work situation without any problem. Let us know how this goes.

 

[Occultstudent101]

Satan and the Gods don’t force themselves upon anyone nor are you “threatening them by threatening them that you’ll leave Satanism.”

Not sure where all this is coming from, yes One can leave Satanism by simply not taking part in it anymore but just know that when/if you do that, you’re only making things tougher and harder for yourself and only yourself by discontinuing your spiritual advancement. If you had real understanding of Spiritual Satanism you would know this.

Also, those who leave usually come back, it’s really just a waste of time and foolish to stop working on your soul but no one is stopping you.

Furthermore, on the subject of asking Satan and the Gods to stop your parents from dying, most people don’t want their parents to die and many will be hurt when such a things happen but this is something that all humans have to deal with until humanity reaches godhead.

This is not a problem that is unique or only happening to you. Everyone is going to experience that, unfortunately it’s just something one has to accept. One has to make good memories/times with their parents while they’re here, give them love etc.

You cannot ask Satan and the Gods to make your parents immortal and/or to stop them from dying as it’s something that will happen sooner or later.

It seems unrealistic ideas and false expectations have gotten you frustrated here. The ideas you have are wrong unfortunately