AskSatanOperator said:
One somewhat issue I've had on this path which has been mostly positive is this existential thing the while unreality thing has been difficult too wrap my head around and I've always liked the reality I grew up with and the whole existential crisis idea makes me very lonely I've been with psychiatric services my whole life and it's something I'm fond of but I'm getting g the feeling it kind of conflicts with lhp spirituality what's your guys thoughts on the subject
It depends on a series of factors.
It depends whether you were diagnosed with some psychological problems.
If it is not a psychological problem, you should be more than careful to try to learn continuously on this path and choose the way of SS and do not enter in conflicts with LHP.
True spirituality has individuality of experiences, has the benefit of doubt, on the forums here you can question tips given and put questions to general meditation routine and you will be helped, we are glad to help newcomers, and also you can evolve.
The LHP means being friends with the occult so to say, so you should not have an actual reason of entering conflicts, except, as I said, unless you were diagnosed with some psychological problem, a lot of xian / Enemy programming.
You will need to do the RTR to get it away completely. Here is the link:
Destroy the Enemy of Humanity once and for all
Also, if it is not a psychological problem, it may be caused by some Astrological influences you have, like a strong influence of Mars.