Question #4629: Nyd/Fun

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello, I'm currently doing a Nyd(Anglo-Saxon; Saturn Rune) x88 for discipline.

1. Is my affirmation okay?

x8 "I posses and perform physically, mentally, and spiritually perfect full discipline in every activity forevermore in positive and best ways for me"?

Is it okay I only began it on May 2nd, 2024. I was gonna do it on Belthane but didn't unfortunately, didn't have it in mind. I'm trying to discipline myself to perform activities which on JoS forums was mentioned a few times this rune is used for developing a discipline.

Oh and I searched around reading for the word perfect as it's a very often used word. But apparently according to JoS, perfect, isn't the absolute zenith of something. But rather a deep, profound capability with ever evolving and progressing factor. So I'm using discipline in a sense of it's evolving and progressing furthermore.

2. Fun

I have a problem in life whereby I can't have fun. I barely if ever watch TV. While I use the computer often times I posses a deep yearning to entertain myself but frankly it seems that I posses a very bored mentality. While I understand the importance of having fun as it's part of life.

I've noticed I'm not using of electronic devices as I was in the prior decade. I was a heavy computer user sometimes using it for 12-15 hours daily as soon as I got up within the hour of waking I was on it.

Now a days that time is over. I find it very hard to use the internet and search for things that I like. For example: As someone who entertains National Socialism I often find myself going I can't search this stuff without running into potential bias. Even if it's not National Socialism, my usage of electronic devices is akin to a blip compared to other people. I probably use these devices at minimum 3% of their full usage.

I study history and information unbiased but unfortunately it's difficult to view it truthfully. Just recently I read a bit the book "The Swastika" which explains it's historicity and I could even add stuff to the book or rewrite information to improve it as some of the information is outdated.

Anyways TL;DR: What exactly is "fun"? i.e. physical, mental, spiritual, and emotional engagement as I'm aware boredom or fun requires some emotion.

But aside from what is fun? What exactly is a healthy amount of fun without delving into multitude of hours on a device or reading a book.

Finally what exactly is entertainment and fun in researching things for my own benefit if I have no one to communicate with about it nor am I educating myself to get a career for it. In my past I just read and studied things just for the sake of it, it had nor has no use furthermore than entertainment for me and passing the time.

 

[Hellenic SS]

1. Is my affirmation okay?

It is.

I have a problem in life whereby I can't have fun. I barely if ever watch TV. While I use the computer often times I posses a deep yearning to entertain myself but frankly it seems that I posses a very bored mentality. While I understand the importance of having fun as it's part of life.

If you live with parents, you may feel pressured and not do things you want to do, which suppresses your soul and makes you not do anything in the end.

I've noticed I'm not using of electronic devices as I was in the prior decade. I was a heavy computer user sometimes using it for 12-15 hours daily as soon as I got up within the hour of waking I was on it.

It's a good thing that you don't use electronics as much now. If you have a free afternoon, you can just go out with friends and take some fresh air. It will do you good and it's a source of fun, quite better than most activities on a device.