Satan_is_our_Father666
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I thought I should document this in a way that everyone would be able to access it.
On a previous post (titled "The only problem I NEED to solve") I explain how I have the hardest time in the world feeling any energy despite the fact that I can use a few skills that employ apparently decent amounts of energy.
One of the things I mention I had used for years is what I later have known were called Thoughtforms ( https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Thoughtform.html ), I simply called them "astral clone" as it was the most fitting name describing what I did. I used this almost entirely for healing and cleaning auras (now that I explain this again I do remember feeling a negative host entity in some people while cleaning them, very occasionally thought).
Lately, in my other post I mentioned above, I was suggested I should have tried directing one of my clones/thoughtforms on myself (since others had reported strong effects from them it was a logical deduction to think I'd feel it in some way too) and I realized I never gave it too much thought. So a couple days ago I tried.
I admit the hardest part in creating a new Thoughtform that I'm going to keep using and recharging is naming it. HP Maxine states we shouldn't give it a common name as others may accidentally summon our own Thoughtform unawarely, so it took me a while to choose a simple but as unknown/unused as possible name to use. I also tried to use sounds that I find stimulating, taken from the mantras given in the JoS to awaken the chakras. When I was happy enough with it, I made up the ball of energy, impressed its purpose and shaped it. I repeated its name a number of times out loud, along with its purpose, and this is the bit that pushed me to share this with you Brothers and Sisters.
While I was vibrating the Thoughtform's name, in the finishing part of its creation, I already felt something. I thought I'd have felt a chakra I hadn't located yet, but the position and feel of it suggested it was my pineal gland itself.
The location was a bit to the left compared to the center of my head, in a spot I think is slightly behind the sixth chakra. HP Maxine describes this position and I couldn't help thinking of it first thing.
The feeling itself was something new.
Imagine you grab a single grape and rip from it the smallest piece of peel from the top part, unveiling the juicy part. This is (in a completely non painful way) the only description I feel I can compare it to. Like the pineal gland was being uncovered, I assumed, from a layer of fluoride and shit absorbed from whatever poisons they put in our food and water, to which we are unaware before we start reading and researching all that we now know for a fact.
The morning after I didn't feel my Thoughtform much, so I recharged it through orgasm energy release and made it as shiny as I could visualize it. After a couple of hours I used it again, making it 'swim' through my head chakras (that's its purpose, to help me unlock them and clear them of any obstruction), and to be honest I started feeling this like a moderate strength vibration.
I kept it up at random times, whenever I had a moment to focus, I directed it to my sixth and seventh chakras and to the third eye as well, in a way that suggests one of the meditations HP Maxine wrote about ( https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satans_Meditation.html ).
As some point in the afternoon I felt as is I had become slightly "dizzy", like I had overstimulated something in my head and I had to sit down to investigate on this feeling and let it settle in my body.
[[[[[[Note: I don't do drugs, but once and once only (as I was getting desperate for not being able to feel energy at all) I have taken a tea with a Cannabis oil. The result was that it went straight to my head, knocked me down for 7 hours during which I had forced visions and telepathy. The only bright side of this whole matter is that in the end, after hours of feeling my brain fluid in a way too vivid way and knowing I had a DMT release, I managed to break the vision/thought patterns and decide it was about time to ask Father Satan for help. I didn't want to, because this state I was in was entirely my fault, but He came right away. In my experience He looked a lot like the Hindu version of Shiva, but it was hard to tell His features because of the intensity of the golden aura. I think I was so much caught into this state I had been weakened to the point of letting even little energy overwhelm me. After 7 hours or so I was finally out of it and swore that was my first and LAST time ever using something other than my own mind to reach any state.
(NOTE: Drugs won't help you. In case you're wondering about it, think again. They will severely weaken you and after you're done with a tour of your personal horrors and fears, unless you overdose, you'll be numb for days or more and will be exposed to all sorts of psychic attack. NOT good. With this message I IN NO WAY encourage you to take drugs!)]]]]]]
With that out of the way and back to my experience with my Thoughtform....
The feeling I experienced after I recharged and used my own Thoughtform at random times hours later put me in a state in which I felt ALMOST as if I was going to reach that state, BEFORE the drug knocked me down for hours. With the drug I was dizzy as fuck, weak, sleepy, moody, I could observe myself drift away from my consciousness. Not fun at all. I was scared shitless.
With my OWN THOUGHTFORM, however, I felt in power, I didn't lose any bit of control, I could choose to stop it any time. I didn't because I made this happen with the purpose of feeling and stimulating my chakras, so this is what I was getting I think, but I wasn't expecting it to feel THIS powerful.
(I only described my experience with a drug to make you understand just how powerful I felt my Thoughtform to be. I never would have imagined I could stimulate myself that much simply by using a skill I had used for years.)
So, in conclusion, I'm thinking this experiment is going the right way. I had never felt my own pineal gland before, and the dizzyness and power was the proof I needed to know this is going to work.
Quick mention: another effect I could observe last night (before I forget about it) was a degree of lucid dreaming. I made this Thoughtform with the intention of also helping me (I guess it was a long shot but.. who knows) reach lucid dreams in order to keep training at night, when I otherwise waste my time in pointless dreams, and I'm surprised it seems to work... slightly. It's not perfect yet, but it's a start. I know it will eventually work.
Also (and this is the most awesome news I have got) I know Thoughtforms is the way to go for me. Guess it took me nearly 20 years to reach this Forum and find out that much. But at least now I know.
Alright, guess that's all for now.
I'm (obviously) thinking of adding an Element to the Thoughtform (or create an entirely new one after this) in order to unblock my chakras more effectively, but as I normally fret and overdo things with Elements, I decided to keep using this one for now.
Hope that was of some help to all who are looking for information on Thoughtforms, as I guess there isn't much around (I run a search on "thoughtform" in the Forum but there was a lot of mention of the "enemy thoughtform", not one we create, so I hope this will be of some use).
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE POWERS OF HELL!!!!
On a previous post (titled "The only problem I NEED to solve") I explain how I have the hardest time in the world feeling any energy despite the fact that I can use a few skills that employ apparently decent amounts of energy.
One of the things I mention I had used for years is what I later have known were called Thoughtforms ( https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Thoughtform.html ), I simply called them "astral clone" as it was the most fitting name describing what I did. I used this almost entirely for healing and cleaning auras (now that I explain this again I do remember feeling a negative host entity in some people while cleaning them, very occasionally thought).
Lately, in my other post I mentioned above, I was suggested I should have tried directing one of my clones/thoughtforms on myself (since others had reported strong effects from them it was a logical deduction to think I'd feel it in some way too) and I realized I never gave it too much thought. So a couple days ago I tried.
I admit the hardest part in creating a new Thoughtform that I'm going to keep using and recharging is naming it. HP Maxine states we shouldn't give it a common name as others may accidentally summon our own Thoughtform unawarely, so it took me a while to choose a simple but as unknown/unused as possible name to use. I also tried to use sounds that I find stimulating, taken from the mantras given in the JoS to awaken the chakras. When I was happy enough with it, I made up the ball of energy, impressed its purpose and shaped it. I repeated its name a number of times out loud, along with its purpose, and this is the bit that pushed me to share this with you Brothers and Sisters.
While I was vibrating the Thoughtform's name, in the finishing part of its creation, I already felt something. I thought I'd have felt a chakra I hadn't located yet, but the position and feel of it suggested it was my pineal gland itself.
The location was a bit to the left compared to the center of my head, in a spot I think is slightly behind the sixth chakra. HP Maxine describes this position and I couldn't help thinking of it first thing.
The feeling itself was something new.
Imagine you grab a single grape and rip from it the smallest piece of peel from the top part, unveiling the juicy part. This is (in a completely non painful way) the only description I feel I can compare it to. Like the pineal gland was being uncovered, I assumed, from a layer of fluoride and shit absorbed from whatever poisons they put in our food and water, to which we are unaware before we start reading and researching all that we now know for a fact.
The morning after I didn't feel my Thoughtform much, so I recharged it through orgasm energy release and made it as shiny as I could visualize it. After a couple of hours I used it again, making it 'swim' through my head chakras (that's its purpose, to help me unlock them and clear them of any obstruction), and to be honest I started feeling this like a moderate strength vibration.
I kept it up at random times, whenever I had a moment to focus, I directed it to my sixth and seventh chakras and to the third eye as well, in a way that suggests one of the meditations HP Maxine wrote about ( https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satans_Meditation.html ).
As some point in the afternoon I felt as is I had become slightly "dizzy", like I had overstimulated something in my head and I had to sit down to investigate on this feeling and let it settle in my body.
[[[[[[Note: I don't do drugs, but once and once only (as I was getting desperate for not being able to feel energy at all) I have taken a tea with a Cannabis oil. The result was that it went straight to my head, knocked me down for 7 hours during which I had forced visions and telepathy. The only bright side of this whole matter is that in the end, after hours of feeling my brain fluid in a way too vivid way and knowing I had a DMT release, I managed to break the vision/thought patterns and decide it was about time to ask Father Satan for help. I didn't want to, because this state I was in was entirely my fault, but He came right away. In my experience He looked a lot like the Hindu version of Shiva, but it was hard to tell His features because of the intensity of the golden aura. I think I was so much caught into this state I had been weakened to the point of letting even little energy overwhelm me. After 7 hours or so I was finally out of it and swore that was my first and LAST time ever using something other than my own mind to reach any state.
(NOTE: Drugs won't help you. In case you're wondering about it, think again. They will severely weaken you and after you're done with a tour of your personal horrors and fears, unless you overdose, you'll be numb for days or more and will be exposed to all sorts of psychic attack. NOT good. With this message I IN NO WAY encourage you to take drugs!)]]]]]]
With that out of the way and back to my experience with my Thoughtform....
The feeling I experienced after I recharged and used my own Thoughtform at random times hours later put me in a state in which I felt ALMOST as if I was going to reach that state, BEFORE the drug knocked me down for hours. With the drug I was dizzy as fuck, weak, sleepy, moody, I could observe myself drift away from my consciousness. Not fun at all. I was scared shitless.
With my OWN THOUGHTFORM, however, I felt in power, I didn't lose any bit of control, I could choose to stop it any time. I didn't because I made this happen with the purpose of feeling and stimulating my chakras, so this is what I was getting I think, but I wasn't expecting it to feel THIS powerful.
(I only described my experience with a drug to make you understand just how powerful I felt my Thoughtform to be. I never would have imagined I could stimulate myself that much simply by using a skill I had used for years.)
So, in conclusion, I'm thinking this experiment is going the right way. I had never felt my own pineal gland before, and the dizzyness and power was the proof I needed to know this is going to work.
Quick mention: another effect I could observe last night (before I forget about it) was a degree of lucid dreaming. I made this Thoughtform with the intention of also helping me (I guess it was a long shot but.. who knows) reach lucid dreams in order to keep training at night, when I otherwise waste my time in pointless dreams, and I'm surprised it seems to work... slightly. It's not perfect yet, but it's a start. I know it will eventually work.
Also (and this is the most awesome news I have got) I know Thoughtforms is the way to go for me. Guess it took me nearly 20 years to reach this Forum and find out that much. But at least now I know.
Alright, guess that's all for now.
I'm (obviously) thinking of adding an Element to the Thoughtform (or create an entirely new one after this) in order to unblock my chakras more effectively, but as I normally fret and overdo things with Elements, I decided to keep using this one for now.
Hope that was of some help to all who are looking for information on Thoughtforms, as I guess there isn't much around (I run a search on "thoughtform" in the Forum but there was a lot of mention of the "enemy thoughtform", not one we create, so I hope this will be of some use).
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE POWERS OF HELL!!!!
