Meteor said:
The following I ask you to read with the knowledge that I hope you listen to what I say. Please try to feel what I am trying to convey sincerely. You can decide to agree or not afterwards but please just listen.
The things you mentioned in response to my satire, were precisely the points I was trying to make. To begin with, it’s not like being considered female and others pushing that on me bothers me; if anything, I feel rather comfortable in that role, which is a big part of why I’m really glad I transitioned. As I mentioned, I used to obsess over being fully female even biologically, but that was mainly just because people were really harsh to me about some things in the past. After a lot of introspection, I realised that what I really wanted was just a female role, regardless of whether I’m actually fully female; the latter doesn’t matter to me anymore, I’m just glad to be able to fulfil a role that comes naturally to me. Since that’s what I wanted all along, in hindsight, I realised that I’m not delusional after all. I simply used the most effective approach to be able to live my life the way I wanted to, that’s all. That’s pragmatic if anything..
I agree with top to bottom of this paragraph. Yes, its not delusional. If a female role is what brings you satisfaction then so be it. I am happy for you in this even though you might find me hypocritical for saying that. Regardless, I am happy for you.
Meteor, you have to know that regardless of how many different techniques there are, all of these are thought of or made by surgeons who have no connection to spirituality. They do not know the many energy channels that are there in the astral or more specifically they do not understand what kind of implications of rupturing/destroying the channels will have on a person. Any kind of trans surgery regardless of how advanced and low risk it is will destroy those energy channels. The damage is not only limited to energy channels as we are too ignorant to understand the kind of damage that soul will be reflected upon by the physical surgery. We do not even know what else of the soul except energy channels are damaged.To give you an example, press the acupoint ST36 when you feel that your nose is closed or if you feel excessive heat in the stomach. Within a minute or two you will find immediate relief that will last almost the whole day. If pressed sufficiently enough, will have permanent healing effects. This comes from me, someone who had chronic sinusitis and asthma for years.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=178877#p178877
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=276939#p276939
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=69011
And the acupoint near your navel, phallus/yoni and chest/breast are all messed up after the surgery. Spiritual energy, qi, chi, lifeforce, prana, elements and/or ether cannot flow through them for the proper functioning of the body as each energy channels/acupoints have their own functions. The effects of messed up energy channels on trans people are not thoroughly studied.
Also one cannot say that ‘But the damage is on the physical, not the astral or the soul. No, as a highly advanced person yourself, you should know that soul and body are mirrors of each other. What happens in one reflects on the other.
I cannot speak about those who are able to have more orgasms after doing the surgery. Perhaps they sub consciously programmed themselves that their gender affects their ability to have sex and set a precondition for their mind that ‘I can only have quality orgasms after surgery’. And after they reached the precondition, the parameters that they themselves had sub consciously and unintentionally set for themselves were reached. Thus, the orgasms. Though, I won’t deny that there might be more than meets the eye.
I believe that the reason they were not able to have orgasms were purely sub conscious self programming. They were not comfortable with their gender and believed that only by changing their gender, they could be freely sexual. However, in their mind, only by doing surgery could they change their gender and thus be sexual. After they reached the completion of their own self programming, they had orgasms. Not that they were italic not physical able to have orgasms before surgery. Just that they linked their discomfort with their current gender to sexuality or the lack of it. I believe that if they started void meditation and busied themselves with other things like studies, video games, relationship etc, they would not even have the time to ponder upon gender.
To give you an example, suppose we were in a different world other than Earth. In this world, females wore a ring on their pinky finger from their birth and never took it off. In this world, gender was not defined by phallus/yoni or xx/xy chromosomes but only by the ring. For eg phallus/yoni were only thought to be different sex organs but not distinguishing parameter for male/female. Only true femininity could be radiated by the ring, not by their physical body and actions.
No Ring on pinky = Male
Ring on pinky = Female
A male suddenly wanted to be a female on that world. He believed that only by becoming a female would he be able to orgasm and be free with his sexuality. That he cannot be comfortable with sexuality with his current gender.
What would he do if he wanted to change his gender in this world? Think for a while before reading on.
As gender is not defined by phallus/yoni or by xx/xy chromosomes in this world, its pretty easy to think his next course of action. You guessed it, he would start wearing a ring on his pinky finger. After he wore it, he immediately started to have cheek electrifying orgasms from his self pleasuring sessions. In his mind he became a female and therefore is now comfortable with his sexuality. In reality, all he did was wear a ring.
He did not perform any surgeries to change his gender because he did not feel the need to as he had already become a female after wearing the ring. To him, becoming a female was simple as flipping a pancake. If someday he decides that he, now she, is not comfortable with sexuality with her current gender, all she needs to do is take off the finger and suddenly she is now a he. Again, he has liberated himself sexually. No unnatural surgeries need to tansition between surgeries. In the same way people wanting to change their gender believe that by having a hole drilled into where their penis is, they will be of the opposite gender. It doesn’t matter how deep the hole is, how wide it is etc. As long as the hole is drilled around the pelvis area where the penis is, they are now a female according to them. Same goes for breasts. As long as they there is a pair of blob of extended fat outgrowing from their chest, they are now female.
In reality, these are nothing but parameters that they have set for themselves. If the parameter was that ring on pinky = female in our society, then they would happily do it and spare themselves from unnatural and damaging surgeries. Therefore meteor, a mucous canal will make you a female only by the parameters that you have set for yourself that, hole = female. The parameter for being a true female is an actual yoni = female. Artificially created hole is not equal to an actual biological vagina.
At best I would call people performing the transgender surgeries, emulators of the opposite gender. They try to emulate what is like to be of the opposite gender not by physical actions but actual physical alterations. For e.g., they could emulate the opposite gender by a man being feminine, a woman lifting weights or wearing opposite gender dresses. However, they have decided for themselves that only by true physical alterations can they fully be/emulate the opposite gender. As I write this, I realize that transgender people have a lot to do with sub conscious programming to finally channel the energies of the opposite gender. They could let these energies out in a healthy manner, instead these poor souls become a victim of their own low understanding.
Although, you can have tantric sex and could experience orgasms without any external reproductive organs, you have to realize that not all people are talented and advanced like you. Just think of the statistics, how many transgender people can have tantric sex as you explained.
One other thing that you seem to still not have realized is the actual cost of having this surgery. Even you admit above that there’s a chance although low of never being able to have an orgasm after the surgery. Let’s take an example of the average Joe among the streets. Let’s say that he suddenly decided that he wanted to be a female. He was completely ignorant that if he fell in the statistics of people who would not be able to have orgasms after surgery, this would be his last life in this universe. After he got the surgery, he fell into the exact said category. Now he can’t orgasm and he doesn’t know of any tantric sex as he is not talented as you. No matter what he tried, he is biologically unable to have sex. He has now doomed himself to the path of no return.
Tell me Meteor, was it worth him to get the surgery just to satiate his wants and desire in return italic for a permanent death ? Was it really worth it, him depriving himself from orgasm and being unable to reincarnate ever, thus permanently dying and returning to ether ? Tell me, was it really worth it ?
No sane person should ever risk their future reincarnations/permanent death no matter how low the risk really is.
Yes, I agree with you when you say that I didn’t even bother looking much before deciding that its unnatural and damaging. A jew above claimed a certain thing. I thought of looking up in our website if that certain thing was true but another second I didn’t even bother as I felt such a thing was too unnatural. I was proven right afterwards by other members. Similarly, I do not need to think a lot to arrive at the conclusion that sex change surgeries are damaging to the normal functioning of the physical body and the soul. That they mess up the energy channels and doing anything unnatural to the body would reflect on the soul. This, I stand by with.
Regarding Truth and delusion, I want to add few words. In my mind, truth is something that is universal and indestructible. 1+1=2 will be true everywhere in the universe. Similarly, carbon will only be made with 6 protons, 6 neutrons and 6 electrons anywhere in the universe no matter what. No being in the universe can change this fact no matter how powerful the being is, no matter if it has lived for trillions of years and can raise trillions of joules of spiritual energy. That said, truth can be neared through learning from mistakes and constantly freeing breaking created delusions to near the truth. You might be completely right in that what I believe to be truth might just be a delusion that I need to break to closen my distance to the italic actual truth. However, even if what I believe is delusional as of right now, I believe that this delusion is much closer to truth than the delusion that you are in right now.
I do not mean that in a contemptuous manner but I am sharing my beliefs openly and freely. When I see people openly dooming their future in spirituality and life in general, even if it would be delusional of me to call them out to help them and save them, I will scream the loudest in the world even if I am called a delusional psycho or a maniac. I do not care about being called things. What matters more is me doing my best to make them aware and deter them from a life damaging path. I never thought of myself as a hero. Frankly, I kind of detest that word. However, if putting this suit of ‘hero’ is what it takes to help people from further dooming themselves, then I will gladly put it on. I do not want people dooming their future in spirituality. I do not have to do a PhD in biology to know that such surgeries pushed by the jews leads to the damnation of the soul.
Perhaps you are right when you say that I feigned altruism. I do not frankly know. All I wanted was to deter Melodie from performing that surgery, that’s it and in that process I might have feigned altruism. Maybe you are right here. Still, I did not want him to deprive himself from orgasm even if the chances were low as that would be worse than death from dehydration. In latter, you can actually reincarnate, in the former you completely deprive yourself from future reincarnation for forever.
You tell me Meteor, isn’t the concept of a soul/a life dying permanently extremely painful to the heart? To me, it tightens my heart and makes me extremely saddened when I think about such a concept. I just did not want him to go through that route, low the chances may be. Even if I spend hours and hours of days to help him avoid that route, to me it would be extremely worth it and something to be very very joyous about.
You see, human mind is very complicated yet simple. It tends to focus on something that is very different from the surrounding. In the midst of people telling him that not to perform the surgery, he would focus on someone who would have a different attitude and say on it. We human beings tend to seek that which is out of the ordinary even if the said ordinary was a form of good advice in good faith.
I meant to aware OP of the consequences of doing unnatural things to the body before he adjusted whatever circumstances, whatever priorities, and whatever preferences that he had. If he still performs after knowing the dooming consequences of it, its not really in my hands anymore. However, before that, I believed he should be aware at the very least.
Regarding your experience Meteor, after reading them, I myself am in a stupor. If you are satisfied with that then I cannot tell you otherwise. If what you are doing is a mistake then you will soon realize the consequences and if what you are doing is not a mistake then perhaps you will find liberation. I honestly do not know at this point. Only time will tell.
I feel like I don't really belong here after all. I often find myself disgusted by the manner in which some people decide to use the word "Truth" like a slogan to push ideas that are just generalisations or their own superstition or bias. I really do my best to understand that it's just human nature, and to forgive people for it. But after I bottled up my feelings about some people's insults for such a long time, I find myself feeling repulsed. Even so, for some reason, it's hard not to look back.
I feel like it was due to me that pushed you to this edge. For that again, from the bottom of my heart, I deeply apologize. Forgive me for being rude and/or insulting. I should have better controlled my anger. There might be people like that who validate their own beliefs by the use of the word ‘truth’. However, meteor, even you cannot deny that there were many people who wrote what they wrote, only for you. IT was because they believed that it was for your own good. They cared about you and in their own way tried to help you. Perhaps what they wrote was not what you liked but whatever they wrote, it was only for you. In whatever way they could, they tried to help even if such a thing made you feel not nice. I will be utterly shameless without any tact and call myself as one of those people whether you believe me or not.
I do believe that insults were/are not warranted for. If any member insults you without offering any productive advice or opinion, just ignore them. Although there might be people like that here, there are also people like me who want the better for you. I, for one, would definitely like to talk with you someday regarding your past and your experiences with a cup of tea. I would love to listen to all of your stories and offer opinions of my own. Although, I believe it would not take long for you to spit the tea that you drank onto me, the feeling to want to really patiently listen to you and help you is definitely real.
Nearing conclusion of this long essay, I have few things to say. My feeling to want to listen and help you is definitely real. The other thing is having read your other posts and the meditations that you suggested, you seem to be a highly advanced person, much more than I am. It was perhaps due to this potential that you might have been attacked by the enemy regarding your identity issues. I honestly feel that they were very scared of your spiritual prowess and future potential. Therefore they attacked you when you were unaware with issues regarding identity. This, I honestly believe whether you believe me or not about me honestly believing what I honestly believe.
The other other things is that I want to share a little story of mine. I suffered from chronic sinusitis for years, 2-3 years maybe as you can see in the posts above. Nothing I tried worked, I tried 10-12 kinds of different remedies, from ayurvedic to acupuncture. Blitzkreig told me to do acupuncture which I did, bought an electric acupressure machine which did not work. He told me to to do hatha yoga in helping my condition which also did not work much. I went to a acupuncture clinic and got needles stuck into various part of my body for 10 days I believe. However, nothing freaking worked !!! I felt like I was stuck in a swamp. I started to hold a grudge against him for advising me that. I never let it out but I always kept it bottled within my self.
Coming back to the topic, I know that it is very ungrateful and is biting the feeding hand. He wrote whatever he could to help me, this I can never ignore. Although what he wrote to me years ago didn’t help, I will never ignore that he did it in good faith and for the good of me. However, right now, I also empathize with my ungrateful self in that ‘Yes, you suffered a lot my friend, the magnitude of which only you and I know, You should rest a bit now’ and do not punish myself much for that as I truly suffered a lot from my health condition, both mentally and physically. Imagine not being able to taste the food you eat and having your nose blocked for 24x7 for years. For me, the joy that was lost is being revived anew.
Coming truly back to the topic, few days ago, I again saw a post of his advising a member to press his ST36 acupoint. That member was suffering from clogged nose throughout the night while sleeping. I had already lost all hope and to be honest I didn’t see much hope either, here. However, I just tried without thinking much and without much hope. I searched on the internet about the location of it and pressed it. 30-45 seconds of me pressing that, I had an immediate relief. I felt something cold radiating from the acupoint to my stomach and to my my head. I could actually breathe freely. Truth be told, I am having a blast for the past 2-3 days. I am actually eating food simultaneously while smelling and tasting. It feels freaking amazing to to taste food, do you know that ? Before, I felt like I was supplying coal to my body for fuel, now I actually am enjoying my food. My yoga sessions have seen a huge boost. My bioelectricity levels are at an all time high. I feel like my output with warfare has increase and able to feel my chakras more. My whole life flipped upside down merely due to this simple acupressure called ST36.
Why did I share the above? Because I believe you too have something equivalent to ST36 in your life. Something which you might consider useless in helping you solve your issue but once tried, will flip your life upside down. Here’s the ST36 that I prescribe for you:
On the next freeing the soul date, start a Munka working to free your soul. Do it for 90 days. Vibrate it x108 times for 90 days straight. Avoid void of course moon.
For affmirmation:
"I am totally and completely free from any negative energies, binding, curses and blockages that keeps me from realizing my true self. I am now completely in tune with who I am and with my true eternal self."
Imagine your soul radiating the brightest white gold light that it can while you vibrate Munka.
For this 90 days, go into a trance and meditate on the sigil of your Guardian Demon for 5-10 minutes. You need not ask for guidance from your Guardian Demon. Just meditate on his/her sigil after going into a trance for 5-10 min, twice a day. Visualize the sigil glowing bright red.
Note the above should be done for 90 days. Not one day more and not one day less.
Now after reading the above, you might scoff at me or perhaps would not hold much hope in this helping you with whatever you are going through. I was exactly like you 2-3 years ago when I saw acupuncture. In fact, I kind of held a grudge against acupuncture too, lol. As a result, I suffered for 2-3 years. Do not repeat my mistake. Do the above without any sub conscious bias and this might just be the ST36 that will completely flip your life upside down.
If you have any queries, do not hesitate to quote me. I am willing to help in anyway I can and do hope that you will do the above without any subconscious bias holding you back.
Take care.
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