Interesting experience with a Square

[RamronDoree]

Context: I'm a few days into one of Satan's Magickal Squares.

Today, as I was raising energy for my daily working, the following happened in quick succession:

First, I began to feel dizzy and nauseous. My senses felt overwhelmed to the point where I had to close my eyes and sit still in silence.

Then, while in this meditative state, my guardian's sigil burned with an impressive red glow in my mind.

Suddenly, my body was alight. Energy similar to when I commune with my guardian coursed through me. My nerves tingled fiercely.

Finally, a surge of energy erupted off of me, akin to an inferno. This energy lingered, seemingly creating a second skin around me.

Neither of these things seemed harmful or threatening at all. In fact, it was invigorating and exciting.

I continued with my square, and, as I was saying my affirmation, I felt as if I were off the ground with great wings spread from my back behind me.

This made me curious... Was this my guardian assisting me? Was it my guardian's way of telling me I'm on the right path? Or was this simply an effect of the square?

Regardless, this was a sensational, potent experience I felt like I needed to share.

 

[Alta Serpentis]

It is said that your spiritual wings may materialize when you've reached a certain amount of spiritual strength and freedom. As to what the sigil means I can only assume it was some form of a pat on the back.