I'm Confused and Need Help

[FRH04X]

Years ago when i was 14 i had really bad experiences. I was about to collapse and secretly crying in my room. Then i felt something is watching me. Obviously i scared and immediately left room and contuined to crying. That moment something red and a similar to a face appeared in my mind. After that day whenever i try to sleep that thing started watching me. Front of my door. It was just standing there and looking at me. It took many years and i decided to visit a psychologist took pills bla bla... You know the story.

I used to me muslim before but never practiced for real because in deep of my heart i know that there is something wrong with islam. I don't know why but i always had sympathy for satanism. Finally i found myself in satanism and after learning new things i just started to think that, that day might not be something psychological.

Also i still couldn't perform dedication ritual for some reasons. I don't know i just can't i already wrote the paper and signed with blood.

Another question is can i perform standart ritual before dedication? Will satan accept me?

HAIL SATAN

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

That was some enemy creature, a curse out from the Islam/jewish book of evil curses. The enemy does not want people to come to Satan. And the enemy loves to scare and bother people in the worst ways. Even if you did not actively agree with it or believe it, your soul was attached into the Muslim field of energy and was connevted with all these curses. That is why still you have hesitated in doing your dedication, this hesitation is not what you want it is only the enemy trying to hold you back.

You have written and signed the paper. Do you still have it? All you have to do is call to Satan, relax, and read that dedication prayer while imagining the words connecting with the power of your soul. You can read the prayer as many times as you want for as long as you feel is best. Then you can burn the paper when you are done. When I did mine, I spent almost an hour reading that prayer over and over both in my mind and out loud with as much focus as I could have because I was so desperate for it to work. This is not necessary to do so many times, but it might make you feel better. Satan does accept you. You have done almost all of the dedication, you can easily finish it now. Then you will feel a big relief because your soul will be seperated from Islam's curses and connected into Father Satan's powerful blessings.

 

[Jack]

It could have also been a lower order or demon trying to prevent you from doing rash things and looking over you. They are rash and have rubbery wings with a smile and glowing eyes. I freaked out when I first saw one but you can feel the positive energy coming from them. All your worries and troubles are suddenly eliminated and you find yourself at peace. So look out for distinguishing signs between demons and enemies.

 

[Renascer]

As I read this, I recalled that as a child, "invisible" beings pulled my hair and beat me on the legs when I lay in bed to sleep, it was really scary! Fear!! And of course as I did not know I thought I thought it was Satanic things ... maybe that's why it took me many years to get to the father ...