Nyan
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Every time I try telepathically communicate with a God I get an answer back but it's like the opposite of what I want to hear or need in my life, don't get me wrong I do respect every God for what good they have done, I'm just saying it seems like the Gods don't "favour" me at all. I'm picking up the hint that they'd just prefer I do the basic Reverse Torah Rituals and then do magic on my own. They don't seem to want to establish a relationship with me in any way, not a friendly relationship, an allied relationship or anything else. I've tried to work with the Gods and I've failed. It's probably my fault they haven't worked with me, so should I just continue my Reverse Torah Rituals and Power Meditations and Witchcraft etc. So I'd basically do everything a Satanist does besides be a friend of the Gods, I'm pretty sure Satanism is built on having a good relationship with Satan but you know. I know how self-pitying I sound but this has been on my chest a while.
Also I'm going to write on how I might have messed up my chances with having a relationship with Satan and the other Gods.
Just as a disclaimer I am aware of astral deception and the Greys etc. But it's not like I still haven't heard the gods after all this time. I really doubt that. So anyways thanks in advance for the tips and guidance.
Hail Satan!
Also I'm going to write on how I might have messed up my chances with having a relationship with Satan and the other Gods.
- I haven't performed a dedication ritual, I don't feel like the gods want me to.
- I haven't been fully cleaning my energies in a while.
- I mostly tried to work with just four or something gods.
- I lack a lot of Satanic qualities, and just decent qualities in general, for the last while I've been addicted to gaming, and just other types of lazy activity, I have a low sense of confidence at times and sometimes I feel like crap.
- Sometimes I've felt angry with the Gods, like I was blaming them for my problems.
Just as a disclaimer I am aware of astral deception and the Greys etc. But it's not like I still haven't heard the gods after all this time. I really doubt that. So anyways thanks in advance for the tips and guidance.
Hail Satan!