I feel down!

[DragonFire11]

Hello all my brothers and sisters.
I do not like to show to anyone my weekness, I consider myself as a strong person with strong personality, but the last few weeks it completely showed me that I am not. When the last rituals took place, I thought my soul break apart. I was doing it as my time let me do it, but anyway the power of the enemy on me was huge. Those 10days it was like a nightmare, I just cant explain it how I felt myself, but now is even worse. Even I was fighting in my mind I feel the enemy reached to weakened me a lot. I had really bad time in work, in private life, covid all arounf, testing, pushing us to vaccinate us. I sleep only 3-4 hours per day, and I feel so exhausted of all of this shit around me. I couldnt give enough time to do the rituals and protections cos I have no power. I am not complainig just I felt I have to say it, to take it out of me. I trying to put myself together and be strong, but at the moment I do not feel to be that. Another thing is that I feel that I left behind our belowed father and the Gods, what make me feel unspeakable pain. I feel shame, I feel I am not good enough to be Satans warrior. I really want to get back on the track I was few months ago, cos this is just rubbish.

 

[OpenMind2]

Do what you can do.Is simple.

Satan and the gods can and DO understand everybody situation, they know what you CAN do, and appreciate every effort you put NOT just in rituals but also and MOSTLY on your own protection,cleaning and evolution, which make you stronger and a better and HAPPIER person.

We need to FULLY understand that, there are things that make us weaker in different periods of time(planetary positions related to our astrogram , or just strong enemy attacks)

Enemy attack when you are or will soon be down, because it cost them less energy to achieve bigger things.

CLEAN your aura AND empower your AURA OF PROTECTION like crazy everyday until you get rid of those problems and the enemy attacks, and then focus and put your life to order and have some plans and THEN start again to work for the Gods and Satan with rituals and activism,n because remember , the most important work we do for Satan and the Gods is the work we put in our own development, because they want us to be Happy and strong, and also because STRONGER you are, a bigger difference you make in war.

Yes, maybe it will take you a month or a year to do so, to solve your problems and to realize what you have to do so you can evolve and do activism in a way that makes you happy and mantain yourself above any enemy attacks and problems.

But then you will be stronger and every ritual will have the power of 2 3 4 5 rituals , so you will make it up for the ones you didn t did, and also be much stronger. ACT SMART.

When you need time , take it. Is better to take your time and start again after you are better than to don t stop but keep going under pressure, attacks and depression, falling deeper in sh1t with every step.

We need to realize our limits and our needs, our nature and our passions and to act in a way that have them in.

Don't let the feelings to tell you what is or what is not true.Satan and the Gods know every piece of your existence , and if you are a good person, they know it.
So void meditation and focus, get rid of the enemyes and don t let any tought and emotion to speak louder than LOGIC.

This is how enemy acts, using YOUR LOVE for Satan as a weapon against you.

You don't need to feel in a way , but to THINK and conclude what is and why is, WHY would Satan hate you?
What does Satan wins by hating you?

What does Satan wants?You to be happier and stronger...does his hate towards you make you stronger and happier?NO IT FUCKING DON T.

Take care of yourself and just then take care of others too.Satan and the Gods understand and advice it, specifically in those HARD ASFK times.