Father Satan’s presence

[Sarjam05]

Ok. So I’m not blood dedicated. However I did some sort of dedication where I wrote out that I dedicate my soul to Father Satan and rejected all the vile foul and odious Jewish filthy gods. I changed it for like 3 or 5 or 7 times I think then burnt it with my black candle. I can’t remember if I also had the red and blue candles too.
However on the 10th of this month. Around the early hours say 2:30 am I did some sort of sexual SATANAMA and wealth affirmation meditation. .
While masturbating all the way from building orgasms to finally orgasming I was breathing in deeply and chanting SATANAMA on the exhale while also doing the wealth affirmation. All these with my eyes closed and in my mind. I wasn’t chanting out.
I finally had an intense orgasm an still continued chanting for a while and affirming.
After a while I stood up from where I was and went to lay on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep.
That was when it happened.
I think I felt a profound presence in my room. The room was pitch black. The presence felt so real. It was however the presence of a strong and mighty entity. I felt it was Father Satan deep in my soul and mind and wanted to meditate on him while this was happening but I don’t know why but I got scared.
I started to think what if this is really Father. Then Jewish hell filthy thoughts came into my mind and I started asking “do you really want to do this?” “Do you really want to talk to him?”
I was so scared I opened my eyes and picked up my phone to do whatever on it just to sort of ignore the presence.
It left. I felt peace. However I can’t stop thinking that was father trying to contact me and assure me that he’s with me and he loves me deeply.
Lately I’ve been thinking about Father a lot. I mean a lot and it’s some sort of familial and sexual love. Kind of mixed. Like how one feels when you love someone so so so so much.
So please advanced people here. Was it Father? Was that dedication valid enough to get father to notice I even exist?

 

[Serbon]

Ok. So I’m not blood dedicated. However I did some sort of dedication where I wrote out that I dedicate my soul to Father Satan and rejected all the vile foul and odious Jewish filthy gods. I changed it for like 3 or 5 or 7 times I think then burnt it with my black candle. I can’t remember if I also had the red and blue candles too.
However on the 10th of this month. Around the early hours say 2:30 am I did some sort of sexual SATANAMA and wealth affirmation meditation. .
While masturbating all the way from building orgasms to finally orgasming I was breathing in deeply and chanting SATANAMA on the exhale while also doing the wealth affirmation. All these with my eyes closed and in my mind. I wasn’t chanting out.
I finally had an intense orgasm an still continued chanting for a while and affirming.
After a while I stood up from where I was and went to lay on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep.
That was when it happened.
I think I felt a profound presence in my room. The room was pitch black. The presence felt so real. It was however the presence of a strong and mighty entity. I felt it was Father Satan deep in my soul and mind and wanted to meditate on him while this was happening but I don’t know why but I got scared.
I started to think what if this is really Father. Then Jewish hell filthy thoughts came into my mind and I started asking “do you really want to do this?” “Do you really want to talk to him?”
I was so scared I opened my eyes and picked up my phone to do whatever on it just to sort of ignore the presence.
It left. I felt peace. However I can’t stop thinking that was father trying to contact me and assure me that he’s with me and he loves me deeply.
Lately I’ve been thinking about Father a lot. I mean a lot and it’s some sort of familial and sexual love. Kind of mixed. Like how one feels when you love someone so so so so much.
So please advanced people here. Was it Father? Was that dedication valid enough to get father to notice I even exist?

You need to dedicate with blood

 

[Fuchs]

Ok. So I’m not blood dedicated. However I did some sort of dedication where I wrote out that I dedicate my soul to Father Satan and rejected all the vile foul and odious Jewish filthy gods. I changed it for like 3 or 5 or 7 times I think then burnt it with my black candle. I can’t remember if I also had the red and blue candles too.
However on the 10th of this month. Around the early hours say 2:30 am I did some sort of sexual SATANAMA and wealth affirmation meditation. .
While masturbating all the way from building orgasms to finally orgasming I was breathing in deeply and chanting SATANAMA on the exhale while also doing the wealth affirmation. All these with my eyes closed and in my mind. I wasn’t chanting out.
I finally had an intense orgasm an still continued chanting for a while and affirming.
After a while I stood up from where I was and went to lay on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep.
That was when it happened.
I think I felt a profound presence in my room. The room was pitch black. The presence felt so real. It was however the presence of a strong and mighty entity. I felt it was Father Satan deep in my soul and mind and wanted to meditate on him while this was happening but I don’t know why but I got scared.
I started to think what if this is really Father. Then Jewish hell filthy thoughts came into my mind and I started asking “do you really want to do this?” “Do you really want to talk to him?”
I was so scared I opened my eyes and picked up my phone to do whatever on it just to sort of ignore the presence.
It left. I felt peace. However I can’t stop thinking that was father trying to contact me and assure me that he’s with me and he loves me deeply.
Lately I’ve been thinking about Father a lot. I mean a lot and it’s some sort of familial and sexual love. Kind of mixed. Like how one feels when you love someone so so so so much.
So please advanced people here. Was it Father? Was that dedication valid enough to get father to notice I even exist?

Either you want to be dedicated or not. If you want, then do it like it is written here:

Making a Commitment to Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

 

[Manik]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

 

[Serbon]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

No, you do as it is written.

 

[13th_Wolf]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

No, you do as it is written.

As someone who screwed up their dedication in style, I would say dedication is more in the months and years afterwards with your zeal in meditation and not some kind of dogmatic ritual logic. It is "dedication" and not "initiation" mind you.

Think about the limited knowledge Mozart used when he did this, he probably fucked it in some other way aside of the fears. Doesn't change the yearning, what was given in his soul or the works he did following on from that point.

You can do those rituals whenever you want, but if you are in a phase of your life where you are yearning for the Gods then this is best spent in deep meditation and intensively reading the knowledge to maximise the growth here. Not obsessing on the stuff like "did my dedication work, does satan hate me? Am I jew?" Etc.

When your mind expands beyond the others, and you know the unknowable, you are dedicated whether you like it or not; you cannot go back to slavery.

 

[Serbon]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

No, you do as it is written.

As someone who screwed up their dedication in style, I would say dedication is more in the months and years afterwards with your zeal in meditation and not some kind of dogmatic ritual logic. It is "dedication" and not "initiation" mind you.

Think about the limited knowledge Mozart used when he did this, he probably fucked it in some other way aside of the fears. Doesn't change the yearning, what was given in his soul or the works he did following on from that point.

You can do those rituals whenever you want, but if you are in a phase of your life where you are yearning for the Gods then this is best spent in deep meditation and intensively reading the knowledge to maximise the growth here. Not obsessing on the stuff like "did my dedication work, does satan hate me? Am I jew?" Etc.

When your mind expands beyond the others, and you know the unknowable, you are dedicated whether you like it or not; you cannot go back to slavery.

If he CAN and KNOWS how to do the dedication correctly, as Maxine has written about it, why not do it correctly?

 

[Sarjam05]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

No, you do as it is written.

As someone who screwed up their dedication in style, I would say dedication is more in the months and years afterwards with your zeal in meditation and not some kind of dogmatic ritual logic. It is "dedication" and not "initiation" mind you.

Think about the limited knowledge Mozart used when he did this, he probably fucked it in some other way aside of the fears. Doesn't change the yearning, what was given in his soul or the works he did following on from that point.

You can do those rituals whenever you want, but if you are in a phase of your life where you are yearning for the Gods then this is best spent in deep meditation and intensively reading the knowledge to maximise the growth here. Not obsessing on the stuff like "did my dedication work, does satan hate me? Am I jew?" Etc.

When your mind expands beyond the others, and you know the unknowable, you are dedicated whether you like it or not; you cannot go back to slavery.

Sensible post. This really made sense. The act itself doesn’t necessarily mean you’re dedicated. You’re simply dedicated by blood. However when your mind has gone beyond the lies and you judge religions on the grounds of logic then accept that what we’re doing is the most logical then you’d realize you’re a satanist at heart and not just by blood.

 

[Sarjam05]

In all honesty, you do not have to do it as written. You approach honestly and with real intent. When you dedicate, your intentions are all that matters. Be honest and respectful. Your personal words are actually far more valid than a copy

No, you do as it is written.

As someone who screwed up their dedication in style, I would say dedication is more in the months and years afterwards with your zeal in meditation and not some kind of dogmatic ritual logic. It is "dedication" and not "initiation" mind you.

Think about the limited knowledge Mozart used when he did this, he probably fucked it in some other way aside of the fears. Doesn't change the yearning, what was given in his soul or the works he did following on from that point.

You can do those rituals whenever you want, but if you are in a phase of your life where you are yearning for the Gods then this is best spent in deep meditation and intensively reading the knowledge to maximise the growth here. Not obsessing on the stuff like "did my dedication work, does satan hate me? Am I jew?" Etc.

When your mind expands beyond the others, and you know the unknowable, you are dedicated whether you like it or not; you cannot go back to slavery.

Sensible post. This really made sense. The act itself doesn’t necessarily mean you’re dedicated. You’re simply dedicated by blood. However when your mind has gone beyond the lies and you judge religions on the grounds of logic then accept that what we’re doing is the most logical then you’d realize you’re a satanist at heart and not just by blood.

 

[livelucifer]

No, you do as it is written.

As someone who screwed up their dedication in style, I would say dedication is more in the months and years afterwards with your zeal in meditation and not some kind of dogmatic ritual logic. It is "dedication" and not "initiation" mind you.

Think about the limited knowledge Mozart used when he did this, he probably fucked it in some other way aside of the fears. Doesn't change the yearning, what was given in his soul or the works he did following on from that point.

You can do those rituals whenever you want, but if you are in a phase of your life where you are yearning for the Gods then this is best spent in deep meditation and intensively reading the knowledge to maximise the growth here. Not obsessing on the stuff like "did my dedication work, does satan hate me? Am I jew?" Etc.

When your mind expands beyond the others, and you know the unknowable, you are dedicated whether you like it or not; you cannot go back to slavery.

If he CAN and KNOWS how to do the dedication correctly, as Maxine has written about it, why not do it correctly?

In the end, words and intentions are much more important to Satan, but like other public rituals Energy tanks dedicated to them,The energy reservoirs that Satan has devoted to protecting us is just like them, something outside of it, can create extra work for gods to connect the person with that.

 

[13th_Wolf]

No, you do as it is written.

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If he CAN and KNOWS how to do the dedication correctly, as Maxine has written about it, why not do it correctly?

He can and should, but the circumstances which govern and define that someone else might not be as able to do it properly are relevant to them while doing this very step. Not to you or others due to more assertiveness, being more resourceful or whatever else. I will say its moreso if you're young and have less control over your time in life which might apply here. Otherwise yeah, there's no excuse and you can do the astral temple method instead if you aren't as confident with the blood.

No, you do as it is written.

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Sensible post. This really made sense. The act itself doesn’t necessarily mean you’re dedicated. You’re simply dedicated by blood. However when your mind has gone beyond the lies and you judge religions on the grounds of logic then accept that what we’re doing is the most logical then you’d realize you’re a satanist at heart and not just by blood.

The act of the dedication is very powerful as its a formal ritual, it sets a precedent and gives you a new direction in your life. How can you be working hard advancing at something when you haven't clarified or set out what exactly and definitively this is yet?

When I say about knowing the unknown, I am not talking in a religion context either but awareness about life, common sense things that are lost to those without, general life wisdom. Knowing the things before everyone, that everyone is blind to, to where you go beyond having to debate "religion" or similar low level stuff. Once you get these in Satanism you cant go back, but you have to study and meditate seriously for a good 6 months or so at least.

The dedication is important because it shows how serious you are to the Gods and sets your karmic stuff right. Otherwise, its like someone working in a science lab who never got the university degree and just bluffs their co workers everyday on the job lol. I do believe you could do your own version though, but you must regardless, and you should definitely take the dedication seriously.

My earlier post is just because I wanted to present a contrary feeling to the topic, and emphasise the action side. The dedication sets the basis for the future actions, and to look back on and build. Even if you barely do it, it matters as opposed to not doing it and not having that pride in you at all.

The kind of people who make for Satanists have a strong enough nature for it.