Niko_is_666
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Lydia said:Nikois666 said:Oh crap! I forgot about this. F###!!
Do I need to wait until April? Or can I still get some advantage?
Probably not, right?
Oh that sucks. You can still clean in the meantime, and in April do this.
Reply to Lydia said:Understood.
Sorry for the late reply though, I fell ill yesterday, Dec 7, last day of the warfare : (
I think their is a problem in my Aura, like some black holes in it. And the enemy is able to crash me easily during or before a scheduled warfare because of these holes.
Here's why I think this is the case.
Back in mid 2020, I was half asleep and I had a dream or maybe an astral experience where I woke up at the same place where I was, same bed, same position[it was like a blurry vision but more focus of the vision at the center, you know like those visual effects they use in films for dreams and spiritual experiences], I got up and I looked at my hands, the left hand had black holes all over it, but I don't remember about the right hand and the whole body. While I was looking, I got up, and suddenly something was trying to drag me to hit my head towards the wall on my left, I fought back and tried to use all my force to not hit the wall, wasn't working and I was slowly getting dragged. And I finally visualized Father Satan's Sigil in the room in Satanic blue fire. It all stopped and I woke up at the same spot. I don't know if this was a dream or some other experience.
I think black holes on my left hand probably indicate something about the left hand path. And I guess it was about my aura. I took AoP very lightly when I joined JoS. I also used to do FRTR when I was not dedicated and also did little to no meditation. Very stupid of me. Worst thing is, I also forgot about this dream/experience and only recently this came back to my head due to me falling ill frequently. This makes me beg a question, can enemy entities make you forget about certain things?
Does Witches Sabbath help in healing this kind of damaged aura, to full extent?[I think it does and this was one of the reasons why I wanted to join december's Witches Sabbath, but I forgot : ( __]
Or can we fix the black holes with the regular cleaning?
Yesterday I had fever and I also had that sore throat again, where I have pain while swallowing, even my saliva. The fever is almost gone but the throat takes time to heal. This is just awful, all this happens only when I have big plans. Yesterday, on Dec 7 I was going to do a lot more repetitions of the FRTR, but was unable to do even a regular 9 repetition FRTR.
Making a topic out of this, for more advice and help, for if anyone has experienced something similar.