13 Years of Dedication

[ShadowTheRaven]

You can not compare Satan, our Gods and Goddesses to humans, they are VERY understanding. We can not even comprehend their understanding. Satan is very considerate, understanding and ineffable.

I wasn't, nor do I think Blitzkrieg was, but when it comes to the Gods then I am of course the biggest retard they've ever seen.

 

[Sundara]

Your Words fill me with joy and power!
I‘ll also strive and catch up to you, muhaha!

Hail Satan! Forever!

All of these goals are really person and individual struggles and dreams, which may not seem like much to another person who has completely different goals and struggles or would just be irrelevant. From a societal viewpoint, your life could possibly be in an even better position, but all the more reason to have passion and build onto it. From some viewpoints, in some areas maybe I’ve really had it made and I’m grateful for those blessings. We’ve got to make the most of everything we have in life, recognize where we’re strong and weak.

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I know sometimes I should have more pride in being American and I love the freedoms that are here (sort of?) but there is still a highly noticeable negative difference in attitude and personality/culture from Germans to Americans. It cramps my style. I have a huge longing to return my family to the fatherland.

 

[NinRick]

You can not compare Satan, our Gods and Goddesses to humans, they are VERY understanding. We can not even comprehend their understanding. Satan is very considerate, understanding and ineffable.

I wasn't, nor do I think Blitzkrieg was, but when it comes to the Gods then I am of course the biggest retard they've ever seen.

I do have the feeling that you are very frustrated with life in general.
Sorry to see that. But you really should try to get rid of this negative outlook, and try to be more positive about yourself, others and life in general. I feel like you keep yourself trapped in a vortex of negatity due to your very narrow and negative mindset. Be open, life CAN be beautiful.

Again, Satan, our Goddesses and Gods will not think of you as a retard. They are VERY understanding, they know why people are the way they are and also why they feel or behave a certain way. You can simply not compare any other Beings to them.

Are you consistent in your meditations and yoga?

 

[NinRick]

All of these goals are really personal and individual struggles and dreams, which may not seem like much to another person who has completely different goals and struggles or would just be irrelevant. From a societal viewpoint, your life could possibly be in an even better position, but all the more reason to have passion and build onto it. From some viewpoints, in some areas maybe I’ve really had it made and I’m grateful for those blessings. We’ve got to make the most of everything we have in life, recognize where we’re strong and weak.

Finally someone who speaks clearly, lol. I personally don't really care what society or anybody thinks about me, all I want to do now, is to improve myself, my character, my soul and overall improve my life. I know what I desire and I know what I have to do to get there. I can not wait to see where I'll end up in 10 years!
I really respect you for making it this far.

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

Oh really, so you have German roots? That's cool!
Yeah another SS who lives in the states also told me about the US and that people there are very different from the people who live in Europe, as they spent some years in Europe.
Germany is in my view the best country in the world. I always tell everybody that I am a proud German, something nobody else does around here... People are actually ashamed of their heritage of being Germans, everybody sees us as literal Devils, for killing at least 100Billion jews.

Wenn du dein Deutsch wieder verbessern willst, helfe ich dir gerne dabei! Ich lasse meine Email in der signature unten, so für etwa 24 Stunden?
Bestätige dann hier, dass du mich angeschrieben hast, damit ich weiß, dass du kein Jude bist der sich als "Sundara" ausgibt.

I know sometimes I should have more pride in being American and I love the freedoms that are here (sort of?) but there is still a highly noticeable negative difference in attitude and personality/culture from Germans to Americans. It cramps my style. I have a huge longing to return my family to the fatherland.

Haha it makes me happy to hear that you want to return to Germany!
If you need help with anything, I will offer my hand. Come here and empower our Country!
Have you ever been to Germany?

Funny just recently I wondered whether or not we have a REALLY strong SS here, well, probably soon we will.

While I love Germany more than any country in the world, I am seriously considering moving to Russia for a while.
I still need some clearity and answers regarding that.
On one side, I really want to fight for my country and I also believe there is something I need to do here.
Then on the other side, I want my family and myself to be safe. Everybody is ready to leave, if I say we should.
But according to my plan I still have 2 years to figure it out, and receive guidance from Satan and my GD.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Wenn du dein Deutsch wieder verbessern willst, helfe ich dir gerne dabei! Ich lasse meine Email in der signature unten, so für etwa 24 Stunden?
Bestätige dann hier, dass du mich angeschrieben hast, damit ich weiß, dass du kein Jude bist der sich als "Sundara" ausgibt.

As someone who's also learning German, I can understand about half of that without looking it up.

Tell me NinRick, Was ist des Deutschen Vaterland? Ist Pommenland? Westfallenland? Ich denke, dass ist die gesamte westliche Welt wenn du mich gefragt hast.

 

[NinRick]

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I did a reality check today.

People here are pretty decent and behave with proper manners. I don't know whether or not this is the case for the US.
I do believe this has to do with the educational system here, it's top tier to be honest and also, it is for free. So as a result, we have a very high density of educated people. Most students also receive 420€ for actually attending to university, which is very nice, lol.

You can really *feel* that, as most Germans know how to behave and how to express themselves properly. (German is a pretty hard language to learn, However, you can express many things very precisely). I do believe that this also shapes society for the better, to a certain degree at least.

Also, people here know their traditions well, and you can notice it, it is not so pronounced in big cities, however, once you visit a smaller town you can see what I mean, lol.

Our Healthcare system is also VERY GOOD. It is fairly cheap (how it should be), and nobody will charge you with a fortune.
Someone told me that in the US, if somebody has a stroke or something, and as a result has to spend 2 days in Hostpital, that they have to pay around 100.000$.

Heck, here you just have to use google to pick a decent doctor, and he will always give you the best treatment possible.
When I broke my arm, my doctor ordered an expensive MRI, for 2 Times in total. An ordinary and way cheaper X-ray would be more than enough for that.

Another nice thing is, that people receive money, if they lose their job, for whatever the reason may be. I think it's around 60% of your last wage. Unfortunatly you always have black sheep who exploit the system, but it's still a great help.

I do think that all of this gives people here a great deal of security, and also changes how they feel. No reasonable person has to fear to starve or to go homeless.


But you can really see now, thanks to Covid, that the enemy as a huge influence here as well.
So much propaganda, brainwashing, restrictions, dying elder people are being left alone, traumatized kids, and also they really try to crash our economy with their course of acion. Germany is strong and we will withstand that, for quite some time, but this is not a healthy approach at all.

In Russia on the other hand, there are virtually NO restrictions. So that means that the enemy has much less influence there, so it should be safer for the not so distant future to stay there for a while.

But now after I reflected my life, circumstances and environment, I tend more to stay here and fight.

 

[NinRick]

Wenn du dein Deutsch wieder verbessern willst, helfe ich dir gerne dabei! Ich lasse meine Email in der signature unten, so für etwa 24 Stunden?
Bestätige dann hier, dass du mich angeschrieben hast, damit ich weiß, dass du kein Jude bist der sich als "Sundara" ausgibt.

As someone who's also learning German, I can understand about half of that without looking it up.

Tell me NinRick, Was ist des Deutschen Vaterland? Ist Pommenland? Westfallenland? Ich denke, dass ist die gesamte westliche Welt wenn du mich gefragt hast.

It's soo strange to see people speak german here, lol.
I do believe you make unseren Führer stolz!

Just recently I tried to connect more to him, as.. well.. I am proud to be a German, also my Grandfather served in his SS-Jungarmee and his borther was in the SS-Armee, so I have the Genes of Elite warriors inside of me! >
After I did that, I felt loved and cared for, this was him, and I am happy for that. =)

Ahh, fuck it, I stay here! Either I fight and win, or I go down with Germany! >

Mein Vaterland ist und bleibt einzig und allein DEUTSCHLAND!!

Hail Satan!
Heil Hitler!
Sieg Heil!

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Just recently I tried to connect more to [Hitler], as.. well.. I am proud to be a German, also my Grandfather served in his SS-Jungarmee and his borther was in the SS-Armee, so I have the Genes of Elite warriors inside of me! >
After I did that, I felt loved and cared for, this was him, and I am happy for that. =)

I believe I have a past life as a Waffen SS officer. I might've known your family, who could tell?

Even before all this I was attracted to the German language and was exposed to it a lot. Mostly through Rammstein, and other bands.

 

[Sundara]

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I did a reality check today.

People here are pretty decent and behave with proper manners. I don't know whether or not this is the case for the US.
I do believe this has to do with the educational system here, it's top tier to be honest and also, it is for free. So as a result, we have a very high density of educated people. Most students also receive 420€ for actually attending to university, which is very nice, lol.

You can really *feel* that, as most Germans know how to behave and how to express themselves properly. (German is a pretty hard language to learn, However, you can express many things very precisely). I do believe that this also shapes society for the better, to a certain degree at least.

Also, people here know their traditions well, and you can notice it, it is not so pronounced in big cities, however, once you visit a smaller town you can see what I mean, lol.

Our Healthcare system is also VERY GOOD. It is fairly cheap (how it should be), and nobody will charge you with a fortune.
Someone told me that in the US, if somebody has a stroke or something, and as a result has to spend 2 days in Hostpital, that they have to pay around 100.000$.

Heck, here you just have to use google to pick a decent doctor, and he will always give you the best treatment possible.
When I broke my arm, my doctor ordered an expensive MRI, for 2 Times in total. An ordinary and way cheaper X-ray would be more than enough for that.

Another nice thing is, that people receive money, if they lose their job, for whatever the reason may be. I think it's around 60% of your last wage. Unfortunatly you always have black sheep who exploit the system, but it's still a great help.

I do think that all of this gives people here a great deal of security, and also changes how they feel. No reasonable person has to fear to starve or to go homeless.


But you can really see now, thanks to Covid, that the enemy as a huge influence here as well.
So much propaganda, brainwashing, restrictions, dying elder people are being left alone, traumatized kids, and also they really try to crash our economy with their course of acion. Germany is strong and we will withstand that, for quite some time, but this is not a healthy approach at all.

In Russia on the other hand, there are virtually NO restrictions. So that means that the enemy has much less influence there, so it should be safer for the not so distant future to stay there for a while.

But now after I reflected my life, circumstances and environment, I tend more to stay here and fight.

Having a more expansive language with structured ways to express more complex concepts is changing for mentality and society, you’re on point about that. The way I see it, Germans as they are, are less likely to exploit such a system as with the US. On the contrary though, in Germany being a business owner and finding more independence is more difficult. Some rights there that we have here are virtually non existent. This is negative. Russia, while they may have less restrictions, many are degenerates, and this can also be negative. Structure is good. Maybe Russia went from completely locked down to having absolutely no rules, two bad extremes. I don’t know a lot about actual Russian society. I do speak some Russian pretty well due to the numbers here but after knowing the people here I lost interest in ever going there. The language is at least so easy to learn, the grammatical structure kind of reminds me of toddlers. Basic AF.

 

[NinRick]

Having a more expansive language with structured ways to express more complex concepts is changing for mentality and society, you’re on point about that. The way I see it, Germans as they are, are less likely to exploit such a system as with the US. On the contrary though, in Germany being a business owner and finding more independence is more difficult. Some rights there that we have here are virtually non existent. This is negative. Russia, while they may have less restrictions, many are degenerates, and this can also be negative. Structure is good. Maybe Russia went from completely locked down to having absolutely no rules, two bad extremes. I don’t know a lot about actual Russian society. I do speak some Russian pretty well due to the numbers here but after knowing the people here I lost interest in ever going there. The language is at least so easy to learn, the grammatical structure kind of reminds me of toddlers. Basic AF.

Your first sentence is just... perfection.
I really need to get my english on that level as well.

Отлично!

Thanks to our History with Russia, Catherine the great and also WWll, (it’s actually an interesting story) we also have many Russians here, most of them don’t know how to behave properly, they are basically losers. Despite of being born here, many are not even able to speak proper basic German.
So I can tell why you can not stand them, I avoid those people as well. They really live up to the russian cliche.

However, I know people who are the opposite of the above, and I am also half Russian. So let’s not generalise. When people see themselves as Russians, they tend to conform the above tho.

I wanted to pay Russia a visit this year, so I can experience how life there really is. I do believe most of them are decent.

Just learning Russian in passing, because it’s „basic AF“ - are we flexing a bit here? :lol:
But you are right, it’s not too hard to learn.

Brainwashing of the Soviet Union was very effective btw, even now those people believe the USSR and communism were the best things ever. Big LOL!

Overall, I still like Russia and it’s people, I just dislike toxic people.

 

[NinRick]

Just recently I tried to connect more to [Hitler], as.. well.. I am proud to be a German, also my Grandfather served in his SS-Jungarmee and his borther was in the SS-Armee, so I have the Genes of Elite warriors inside of me! >
After I did that, I felt loved and cared for, this was him, and I am happy for that. =)

I believe I have a past life as a Waffen SS officer. I might've known your family, who could tell?

Even before all this I was attracted to the German language and was exposed to it a lot. Mostly through Rammstein, and other bands.

Hmm maybe, would be sick if you actually knew them!
Damn, both of them died when I was 8 and 18.. I wished I could ask them how times during Hitler‘s rulership were.

My little nephew also loves Rammstein.
He appears to love rock in general, as I can see him dancing to my rock playlist.

I personally don’t really like Rammstein that much tho.
So I bet you would make good friends! :lol:

 

[Sundara]

Oh I had another response that might have gotten lost, but I mentioned some positives of Russians too, and I do like a lot of things about them. Half of them were really good family oriented people. VERY religious though. There are a few that are ahead of the curve and recognizing the communist affect on their families and break away from these restrictions without being degenerates. They’re kind of an extreme people like with Germans, I appreciate their overall potential in spirit. And I see what you’re saying. Some branch of my family had a potato farm in Russia before it turned to Ukraine, it may still be there. Germans and Russians have usually been pretty tight together.

In school they use to call me Nazi and I’d call them Commy and we would pretend fight :lol:

 

[NinRick]

Oh I had another response that might have gotten lost, but I mentioned some positives of Russians too, and I do like a lot of things about them. Half of them were really good family oriented people. VERY religious though. There are a few that are ahead of the curve and recognizing the communist affect on their families and break away from these restrictions without being degenerates. They’re kind of an extreme people like with Germans, I appreciate their overall potential in spirit. And I see what you’re saying. Some branch of my family had a potato farm in Russia before it turned to Ukraine, it may still be there. Germans and Russians have usually been pretty tight together.

In school they use to call me Nazi and I’d call them Commy and we would pretend fight :lol:

I mixed up some information, so I just repost this, lol.

How did you managed to quote yourself? Maybe because our profile pictures are both orange? :lol:

Most Russians I know are very family oritented, I do like this trait. But nobody is religious here, thank Satan for that!

It is as you said, Germans are very potential in spirit, that`s why the Russians wanted the assistance of the Germans to rebuild Russia. German people lived in Colonies and had, thanks to Catherie the great, a very good life there.

My great-grandmother, was a hardcore Hitler fan, she had many pictures and texts of Hitler, she told everybody how Great Germany under Hitler's rulership is. :lol:

She had a huge factory in Odessa, at the Black Sea, and multiple millons on a bank account in Germany at the Deutsche Bank. Well, due to the war her Factory was nuked, and Germany took all her money to rebuild the Country...

After WWll was over, Germany was wrecked, Russians approached Germans who lived in Russia previously, and offered them to take them back, so they can live in their houses there and have their companies back etc. Many German people were keen on returning to russia and jumped on train. However, they played them dirty. Instead of bringing them Back to Odessa, They brought them to the EXILE!
There were two places where the Germans could end up being banished.

1) to Kazachstan, where the weather is warm and you can find everywhere things to eat.

and

2) Sibirias harsch wilderness, where the land is cold and hostile, there was not much to eat as well.
Winters there are very harsch, -60°C and 2m high snow is the condition there.

The Russians told them, that if they wanted to escape from there, that they would kill them.

Luckily there were many Germans, someone got a knife, another a saw, another a hammer, another got an axe.. so they started to build a small village from scratch. They did not prepare for any of that, but they still survived this situation.


When my mother told me that, I was like " are you pulling my leg? There is no way this actually happened!", but yeah it did.

I don't think anybody will tell you this in history class.