I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here...

I've just been stressnegative dealing with the same people every day at my job. They're all so fake, I have these made personas so cliche , and then when I'm serving all these people coming in, they don't even care about me they're only there for the product.. And I'm daily Listening to all...

Trying to do the basic aura cleaning, I get hung up sometimes trying to figure how to visualize myself first off. They say visualize a bright light all over. It's a weird issue but sometimes I have no problem and I Invision it covering myself like a giant ball of light.. But other times I can't...

I've heard people mention before about it having an effect on one's life, but I've never really looked into it, beyond just for fun. I tried a few websites out and on some it's stated my sun is in Virgo other's, Libra. Not sure maybe because I'm Born on the cusp. Which is where I get my user...

From what I understand, there's lots of tampering that has been done to the tarot cards. So are our birth Tarots true? A long time ago, I remember learning that everyone has two tarot cards assigned to them at birth. It has to do with the day, month, and year. I remember mine being the chariot...

I made a post a few days ago talking about my trauma my divorce, the terrible things that drove me away from satanism into xianity. The truth about me and I'm being fully honest is this. I've been drawn to satanism and Satan from Early age and I mean childhood I used to ask my very Christan...

I was reading around these forums. I used to belong to the Yahoo one but guess it's gone. Anyway I have a question regarding race, I'm mixed. With several different races. I have White, Mexican, native American, and further back I have east Asian and Nigerian roots. What would I consider...

I used to practice, i once dedicated myself, i was trying to be a part of Satan's army. I was practicing from the early age of 13 all the way to 23 i was meditating and trying to awaken my kundalini when terrible things happened, i was 23 in a hard relationship, my now ex husband went super...