Question #4723: White soul trapped in a mixed body

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I have often felt like a white soul in a mixed body. However, I am not mixed race as a result of interracial marriage, but rather a subrace of Indo-Aryan origin.

At the same time, I do not match the racial profile or appearance of this subrace, and thus, I do not "fit in" with them either.

I have always had a dreamy infatuation with European culture, education, history, architecture, art etc., akin to a sort of unspecified "nostalgia", and still very frequently FORGET that I am not European or white.

I don't know why, but I "identify" with them too strongly, and have 0 feelings towards my supposed race.

Whenever I saw medieval England, and the related occultism, I got a very strong affection for the period, despite never reading much about it before. It's not just an intellectual/mental interest either, but something deep within my soul. Similar to how one can instictually "feel the love of the God's" even before they've fully opened their psychic centres. I just feel it strongly. For no apparent reason. And I had no particular reason to care about it.

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I want to obtain racial clarity. How can I go about doing this?

If I were to find out I was in fact, white, what am I supposed to do with this info? Can I "return" to my race?

This nagging feeling has also made dating impossible, because I feel no connection to this other race (I have not race-mixed). And I'm not sure how to proceed here.

Can I specifically attract someone in the same situation as me?

 

[Power of Justice [SG]]

It is possible that you had a past life where you lived in a European country, that does not mean that you were of another race. There's been black people in France and England for centuries, for example.

You can always attract the most suitable partner for yourself, but please don't affirm "someone in the same situation as me", as likely such a person doesn't exist. I do not believe you or anyone else is trapped in the body of a race they do not belong in.