Larissa666 wrote:hailourtruegod wrote:luis wrote:Can someone explain me this please? If someone is 'attracted' to others race's and get sexualy aroused what does this mean? It's a hung-ups that need to be fixed or is something that of course not do and ignore? Like i said i have a high libido and because i didn't have a boyfriend (because of life) it didn't took that much to have some fetish with porn and things like this Please someone replay is important for me
Years of propaganda? Along with your libido.
Dude, first of all there s nothing wrong with finding another person of another race good looking. The problem is that you feel sexual attraction to them. Not that they look good and not he in denial about it. I can admit a black model has a beautiful face but that doesn't mean I'm attracted to her just the same way i can say a brand new Mercedes Benz can look beautiful or a piece of art etc etc.
Before coming into Satanism you like all of us here were bombarded with the lies that we are the same and how cool and how good it feels to be with other races. Which it contradicts itself if you think about. If race doesn't exist then why are we forced to race mixed and not allowed to only have taste in women who are of our color? How am I bigoted since race doesn't exist? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...... Lol but I digress. Don't worry, I was there too not so long ago and sometimes these urges can creep up back to me but if I start to even just think about sleeping with a girl of another race my soul and mind and even my body rejects it and the feeling goes away completely. You just need to keep meditating, stay away from things that influence you to go against nature, and can even do the OTHAL working to make yourself feel closer to your race. I feel like me doing all that lead me to only wanting to be with white women.... maybe a white dude if I reaaallllyyy liked him xp But yeah, hope this helps you out.
Oh, my...this post is worth it's weight in gold for me in such a moment.
For some time, I couldn't get image of one Thai man that looks gorgeous, and I found myself so strongly attracted to him.
Of course, I didn't forget who I am, and that interracial intercourse is equal to betraying Father Satan and all that we stand for. So, I just tried to ignore this. Emotions will not prevail over my rationality.
But, something other was eating me from inside, why do you find him attractive in a first place? You are white European, and he is brown Asian, typical Gentile from Thailand. There is no question he is of completely different race.
"Just remember, how you are going around, preaching against interracial mixing, while you are attracted to man of other race. You are a hypocrite and whore. No matter you would never go to bed with a man of another race, you are a whore, because if you weren't, there would be no way you would be feeling attraction to another race at first place."
I am really feeling bad. I was at total loss, as to what to do now. Am I worthless piece of s**t? Or am I just overthinking it?
I cannot do anything else, but think that it doesn't matter what is going around in my mind, it is what I do. There will never be damage, if I never actually do it.
I am trying to do everything I can to calm my mind, clear confusion, and forget about everything. It is just a temporary brainf**k, and it will pass.
I haven't felt so much regret and remorse in a long time.
The problem with me is more the Black race, with the asian i don't feel anything, i can find some beautiful but that is it. The problem with me is that in a past life i probabily lived with more mixed race's like arabs even if i'm white i can tell that i'm not compleatily White more like Arab but a lot more White than one and i can tell that this is true even with the people that i know in my life some really look Arab or Latin.
Now i think that the other race's still look "like us" in the way that they are of course human and have things that could attract us in a way and especially the more mixed people that look more White like some latin , the problem is the jews that make us live togheter with the other race's