Hitler, SS, Tibet, Magnum Opus

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Exactly my point. I do not understand this sense of self-entitlement, not to mention the lack of awareness of how organising and further specifying this knowledge can harm many people who simply aren't mature enough to be patient and "know their place", as in "knowing where they actually are at instead of projecting themselves a billion light years ahead because of an oversized ego".

The sad part for them is when they realize that, said part of the ego is never satisfied, thus even infinity of ego sizing is a cycle of vicious delusion. The part they want to immortalize is the first to die in an attempt of actual advancement and validity in this path. No shortcut allowed and no immaturity. We remind everyone that we are dealing with reality, not personal lack of comfort and perception.

And I don't even comprehend, how one does what JoS teaches, sees some power growing, and all of the sudden they jump into projecting amplified delusions of imagination. When I first grew my first basics of powers and ability, I was so fucking satisfied and happy and understood where my bench is, how to have common sense and how fucking monstrous those superior of me are, thus I revealed to myself a lot of respect to those superior. Exactly opposite to these dabblers.

I think that's because you're at a different level of awareness and you were from the beginning. I can relate to them in a way because in the beginning I was the same and I have aspects both astrological and numerological that tie into rushing things. I know someone like Lydia and others may remember me complaining about the withholding of information, even though I did admit even back then that they are right to withhold whatever for safety reasons. Even now that I have come a long way from that state of mind and I'm completely out of the self-entitlement stage, I still am not fully out of the rushing habits but I am getting there.

I am glad you were there already.

At least that's still better than the opposite. I rushed into things as well, but because everything I tried seemed to work so well at first, and as some friends kept complimenting me, I became convinced that I knew better than everyone else and didn't bother asking anyone for information; in actuality, I severely misunderstood how a lot of things actually worked and got into deep trouble because of it.

At least you turned to others who could hold you back instead of choosing your own adventure and learning about humility the hard way.