Isolation

[NakedPluto]

You just have to pursue what you desire and notice as a need of manifestation. Maturity of process and action.

Everybody has their own nature and necessities, the point is to excel in satisfying these, and then expand upon them, creating an influential force.

For example real friends, if you have opportunity to meet such a seed and have the power to grow such relationship, it is something of eternal value and power for both of you. Same for creating a family, same for satisfying every need and making an art form the expression of life.

Life tells you, hey I want that, I am that. You have to listen and uphold, and by that you exalt the life force, you and the world.

Other people find solitude as a necessary force in their life and for their life to have comfort and essentially "space" to exist.
I am so, I find my power in complete isolation.

My natal chart and everything conforms to that, I find happiness and satisfaction being lonely and alone. But that doesn't mean an incapacity of the opposite or something negative, but rather a choice of existence and a responsibility commitment.

You can also study and associate such energies and manifestation in the world. Everybody manifest themselves on the base of the archetypal energies of the universe, up to the point of manipulation of them.

[Sybellum]

Well, there are always the forums, they're kinda my home because like you I don't associate, I hop on here for a sense of community. Depending on what state you're in you could maybe join a coven. The HP's might know of some, I'm certain there's no directory for these, but they do exist. And while goys are draining to be around, I definately recommend working, firstly to secure income, secondly to be a self sufficient and productive member of society, thirdly because even though they're sheeple, they can (kinda) hold conversation. Biological needs and all. You can also do a working to attract to you a fellow satanist, and there are even some gods (if you're pretty new) that you could ask for some assistance from in securing a satanic friend. While you're physically alone, always remember you have a global and intergalactic family now. Not in the flesh or at least not yet, but we are here for you just as much as everyone else is here for me and everyone else.