Spending more time with my succubus . And guardian demon.

[Dark Mr Black]

Im not that open yet. Granted i have met my guardian demon 3 times. He was cool excitable fellow. The first time i saw him i didn't realize he was friendly and so attacked. I felt really bad. We've got past it though ive apologized and he seems to have forgiven me.

[Dark Mr Black]

I didn't finish my original post before i sent it. Ive tried astral projection before but when i stay still i just have my body go numbish i can still feel it. Anybody able to explain the part where ur suppose to not feel ur body at all. Should i lay down on an even surface. Ive only ever astral projected on accident. That was shortly after asking my guardian for help. I also did a ritual to Gaap. And i saw them in a shadow on my wall.