Kundalini energy and feeling irritable and angry

[Wotanwarrior]

I have been with from Kundalini symptoms for 3 years, but for a couple of weeks it has become much more intense, apart from the symptoms I had before and the typical sensation of heat, every time my kundalini is activated I get extremely irritable and angry, also the skin gets irritated and turns red in some parts of my body, especially in my back and forehead, when I invoke the water element I notice relief and the symptoms become dim but soon after, for example, the next day I return to feel the same again.

I need advice from someone who has already gone through this stage to try to make it a bit more bearable.

[luis]

This is from the member centralforce666

This is an old post which I made a few years ago, but I believe that it still holds some relevance to now, especially now in this Yule Season. I do also want to add that I wish a Happy Yule season to all members of this group and indeed all Spiritual Satanists and their families. May the year which follows hold all that you resolve for it to hold:

The following is based on my observations during a six month period of intense meditation and the knowledge that Satan has afforded me to acquire about traditional Chinese medicine. Without the input of Satan and my GD I would never have come across this knowledge.



HAIL SATAN!





*References to the liver are talking about the Chinese energetic system of the liver, not the western organ. This energetic idea roughly corresponds to the functions of the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems.



**Just a note that when I refer to anger, I also mean irritability and frustration which are both related closely to anger. It also encompasses the varying degrees of anger, from mild to outright burning rage.



Anger is by far one of the most powerful of emotions. I want to share what I have learnt about anger through meditation and study of Chinese Medicine, Qi Gong and Spiritual Satanic meditation. I believe I have uncovered a technique that complements the cobra breath and assists in producing and driving sexual energy up the spine to aid in advancement. This technique also serves as a method of anger management. Many enemy programs push bullshit versions of anger management that either involves suppressing the anger or venting it unhealthily. Even the most ‘healthy’ versions of venting anger are at best band aid solutions and few people truly master them over the long term. One of the biggest threats to mankind’s survival is a lack of appropriately controlled anger as anger when properly directed serves to motivate us to achieve our goals. The enemy wants us to fail in this endeavour so that we either self destruct through improper channelling of our anger or become impotent wusses who think anger is wrong or unnecessary.



First off I will explain the theory of why this technique works, followed by the technique. You can skip to the technique at the end if any of this is too much to read as it is a little complicated and uses many terms native to Chinese Medicine and Qi Gong. I will do my best to keep it simple.



Spiritually, anger is an expression of the movement of qi in the energy meridians of the soul. This movement is upwards as described by the many classic texts of Chinese Medicine through the statement ‘The Liver governs uprising’. The movement of qi when a person becomes angry is upwards. When looking at someone who is angry this is evident by the redness of their eyes and face, due to the blood which rushes upwards to the face as blood always follows qi. Where qi goes, blood will follow.



Anger is also recognised by Chinese Medicine as the emotion most closely related to the Liver and the Liver is also known as the General (of the body and in charge of making important decisions). This is linked to anger and its motivating features. The Liver has a strong relationship to the penetrating vessel which ascends through the middle of the spine between the perineum and the cerebellum where it connects with the liver and governor channel again and rises to the crown of the head. The penetrating vessel makes up the most significant portion of the Sushumna and actually originates in the kidney channel which is the source of pre-heaven qi and all sexual and reproductive energies of the body. This suggests that there must be a relationship between the kidneys and the liver which is confirmed by the entrusting of ministerial fire (ming men or fire of the gate of life which lies exactly at the point of the sacral chakra) to the liver [by the kidneys] (Deadman, 2007, p475).



Anger is also the manifestation of the base chakra and can be a product of heavy Kundalini stimulation, as I have found in my own practise.



Basically, the sexual energies of the lower dantian or sacral chakra are entrusted to the liver to ensure they reach the entire body through the liver’s function of the free flow of qi. The reason why what I’m about to describe does not occur naturally is because of centuries of being cut off from spirituality and the blockages that occur along the energy pathways due to enemy curses, those that we now work to reverse through the group rituals. This technique gives us the tools to stay motivated through our anger and rage at what the jews have in store for us, as described by HP Hooded Cobra in a sermon a few weeks ago, entitled TOTAL Spiritual War.



Because we are talking about liver function and the kidneys entrustment of the sexual energy to the liver, this technique is dependent somewhat on the male elixir of life. This elixir enables better flow of qi as it promotes liver function (amongst many other things). I have found repeatedly that stimulating the male elixir of life makes me feel horny, and this is the signal that the energy needs a release in order to continue flowing freely. If you are horny and you can release it via orgasm especially when doing the preliminary male elixir of life steps of the Magnum Opus you certainly should as it will aid your practise. I have found that sometimes two or three times per day have been necessary but this is all individual and will vary greatly. It is also one of the major reasons why sexuality is so oppressed by the enemy programs.



Onto the technique:



When feeling angry or irritable even if due to external circumstances (excessively stimulating the Kundalini or male elixir without the female elixir may produce a feeling of irritability also and certainly has with me), feel the anger rise up the Sushumna and guide it out of the crown, much like when performing the cobra breath. Sometimes it may take a few minutes to reach the crown but persistence is the key to getting it there.



For those who perform the cobra breath often, this may be easier at the start then those who haven’t.



The results are incredible. Firstly, this technique is very pleasurable. Anger becomes bliss but does not lose but gains its motivating edge and you may feel more inclined toward performing spiritual warfare and properly and healthily dealing with the matters that anger you in the first place. Secondly, this technique mitigates the injurious nature of anger to our bodies preventing and reducing high blood pressure and other health problems that occur when we become angry often and channel it inappropriately. Lastly it enables sexual energy of the liver, entrusted by the kidneys and expressed as anger to flow in Sushumna, repairing the Sushumna and enabling the union of male and female elixirs.



I also found that it stimulated the female elixir, producing an even greater feeling of pleasure than the emerging from the crown.



You may also notice that it enables your aura to deal with things you are angry about quickly and effectively, especially when they are just small things that people do to annoy you etc. Personally I believe the ability to remove the unpleasantness of anger and replace it with a healing force that is pleasurable is in itself a spiritual power but that may just be me.

[Mageson666]

What are you doing in your practices.....

[Wotanwarrior]

What are you doing in your practices.....

Meditations that I do every day:
Cobra breath
Hatha and kundalini yoga
Chakra Spinning
Full chakra meditation uniting the male and female chakras
Twin snakes meditation
Empower my stone (I did it recently and I'm in its initial stage)


Meditations that I do not do every day and I alternate them:
Merkaba(once every two or three days)
Single snake meditation
Raum or 666 meditation(I do one or the other never both at the same time)

Then also the magical works that I'm doing and the RTR

[Persistenceiskey]

I have been with from Kundalini symptoms for 3 years, but for a couple of weeks it has become much more intense, apart from the symptoms I had before and the typical sensation of heat, every time my kundalini is activated I get extremely irritable and angry, also the skin gets irritated and turns red in some parts of my body, especially in my back and forehead, when I invoke the water element I notice relief and the symptoms become dim but soon after, for example, the next day I return to feel the same again.

I need advice from someone who has already gone through this stage to try to make it a bit more bearable.

Yea, the anger coming up is a bit annoying, but you must persist. From what I figured out, or I think I did, s that ALL anger you've accumulated throughout your life comes up at once in bursts. Control is essential here. I remember feeling like wanting to burn down my own house for o reason at all. This lasted for me personally... oh wow, a better part of a year now that think about it.

Yes at times the anger tried to take control, but you cannot let it. I cannot say how to deal with anger and irritability as everyone deals differently with those emotions.

For me what works was keeping myself busy socially as the anger seemed to surface when I was on my own.

Also find something cathartic. You're going to want to let it out somehow, I'm ashamed to admit I took it out on the people close to me. Don't do that.

From RTR's, punching a pillow to outright screaming in rage. Find that cathartic action which helps you. It will get easier in time, depending how much pent up rage you have. Try not to get lost in it. ''Go over the edge'' as they say. Control is essential.

Itchy patches on your forehead ad arms? You lucky person you I used to get literal hives over all my body after Kundalini yoga. Now it's just smaller itchy patches flaring up whilst doing KYoga.

You're right in invoking water elements to get rid of the itchyness, though I never thought to do that. Usually what worked for me was letting water run on and gently rubbing the irritated areas with cold water, not ice cold mind you, but a bit colder than lukewarm. So you could look into that.

Again, I feel I need to say, Control. With the anger you could go feeling like wanting to punch someone in the face for saying something to you to wanting to rip peoples limbs off, just because... Don't tie into it when it comes. Just keep control and know that it will get easier and then, after a while, pass.

Good Luck.

[Persistenceiskey]

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I also want to add that when I say ''Don't tie into it'' I mean, don't let it take control over you. Anger is an useful emotion if used correctly and completely denying it would be harmful. Just don't obsess over it, keep yourself busy etc..

What I did, that helped finally get over my on rage was to go through, rather than over or from the side. Basically, instead of lashing out at all the different circumstances and people in my life and pushing the rage down as I did (again, I didn't know what was going on with me) I embraced it, let it become a part of me and then made my peace with it. Sure I lashed out.. but now I was in control.

Did I hurt people with what I said to them when the anger came? Sure.

I just figured, that if this anger was inevitable, I'd much rather be in control and although, yes, I may hurt people. Atleast I'm doing so in a controlled manner. In my mind, giving a verbal beatdown to someone is a better alternative to physically assaulting someone... everyone. Which -thankfully- never happened.

Going ''through'' was an... Interesting experience to say the least. For a time I stopped caring about anything, sympathy and empathy wise. Just focusing purely on meditations, rtr's and the things that go with them.

I couldn't care less for what I said to people. If someone sad something to me then I retaliated quite brutally in a verbal way. I just didn't care if I hurt their emotions.

It made me this new person and though eventually I got control over my rage as a whole and a steadiness of mind and emotions unlike anything I've ever felt before. Kind of a metamorphosis through rage. It wasn't all smooth sailing all the way to say the least.

Now you can judge me for that if you wish, doesn't really matter. What matters is that it worked and I've also mended relationships with those I hurt.

Now I'm not saying you do exactly that or anything remotely close to that but it's what worked for ME and to myself, I'd say it was worth it.

Could it have been handled better? Of course, though we're not in this thread to discuss morality and the ''right and wrong'' of things.

What I'm trying to say is that with these advanced stages, past aura cleaning and banishing rituals. For those stages which is not written about in the JoS -because let's be honest- there is a whole lot of advancement that is not in the JoS that you need to figure out yourself. There isn't a step by step guide someone can give you to help you through it. Most of it you'll have to find your on solutions. The most anyone here can do is share their experiences.

This is where true independence will start to form, along with a sense of self-assurance.

In the end, it all worked out very nicely.

[NaziMan12]

You can try taking a cold shower but I doubt that will help it's just a suggestion to calm you down really. The only kundalini symptom I have gone through is slight convulsions I am guessing it has something to do with the brain adjusting or something I had read about the Kundalini's effect's on health on the joy of satan pages.

[HorusLucis]

Better you,that you are experiencing Anger and Irritability.Since November have noted with alot of concern that am just Feeling Nothing(as in,My Emotions,it appears are just nowhere to be felt)Sometimes when someone cracks a joke(everyone is laughin & am just there bein like,"what's there to laugh?"
Ave Satanas!
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[NaziMan12]

Also I get the pulling sensation and that does irritate me. I just push through it because I know its a symptom of the kundalini which is the base for the life force or bioelectricity I believe.

[Mageson666]

Work more on the head to active the pineal the soma energy cools off the effects of the heat and maybe you need to chill on some of the practices if its too much at this time.

[Wotanwarrior]

Work more on the head to active the pineal the soma energy cools off the effects of the heat and maybe you need to chill on some of the practices if its too much at this time.

Thanks for the advice, I will try to work more on my pineal gland and reduce a few other things.

[Wotanwarrior]

Last night, while I was finishing my hatha yoga exercises and I was doing the Savanasa posture, I was asleep and I heard the voice of my GD that said "do not let the energy accumulate down, do the Sat Kriya longer and more frequently" I did it for 15 minutes in a row and when I finished a lot of energy went up to my crown chakra,After a few minutes I noticed how my legs and body were decongesting and I felt totally relaxed as if I was floating, it is the most wonderful sensation that I felt in my life .