Question about experiences with power meditation

[Heath83]

Ok I have a question. I started up on meditations again after having not did it in a very long time. Well so I start power meditation again and the nearly past week of power meditation, I have been noticeably more angry and agitated. I felt the anger in my sacral and throat which I knew those two chakras need the most work. I have been using the magical squares mantras rather than the traditional chants (which I preferred because I needed something powerful to clear them) so I am surprised and it made me realize why a Jew is not of Satan’s people and those who been affected with the disease. I don’t know what to think other than the realization of myself and the truth! Meditating makes you see the truth and the fact it is Satanic, no wonder people who follow the new age hype concerning false teachings of yoga come out worse in the end. Repressing the ego! I now understand the importance of a intergrated ego which is needed for magick and attainment of desires and because of the nature of meditation, it’s important to reprogram one’s mind and aura. Basically it opens me up to see the truth and see the big picture and my place in the universe and the greatest thing knowing I am a child of Father Satan! I will say this much , it makes me more grateful.

So aside from the negative effects of power meditation like anger or fears or anything buried. Is there any runes that can help with these effects or how to make use of them?

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Now is the month most powerful for Jupiter, so don't miss your chance invoking as much as you can. This makes us prosper. Invoking Mars gives a very strong drive and determination and could also give anger, both of which you are obviously feeling. There is so much work being done with the RTRs that everyone in the world is becoming strongly aware of the truth, and as Satanists, we are obviously very powerful and sensitively open to this energy so all of us are becoming more aware and more determined to help. Of course, all of this drive and angry awareness exists for the purpose of conducting RTRs. Do an RTR, (72 name or Communication most necessary now and both pretty quick), and force all of this emotion and energy into this. It extremely increases the effectiveness, uses up this energy from yourself, and that is what the energy is supposed to be used for anyway. That is all you need to do. You can also use mantras for both the sun and Jupiter. Jupiter gives us good luck, and the sun keeps us balanced so we do not become overwhelmed by any specific type of emotion. The RTRs are the only thing that you need to do to solve this, but obviously our intuition is our greatest tool and you should do whatever feels right.