Question about guardian demons

[Taurus666]

Trying to understand who my guardian demon is, I asked Father Satan to tell me via tarot cards. While i was shuffling, the same card "jumped out" twice, which is also the card i drew, in the end. It is the ace of rods/wands. I took this card as a clear message, since all three times it was always this card, but when i looked in the demon list I couldn't find one whose card is the ace of wands. This discourages me a lot.
What could this mean?
Thanks
Hail Satan

[FlamingRedRose666]

Does the, for example 9 of Rods or 5 of Rods not fit??? Does it have to be SPECIFICALLY ace of rods?

(Asking because I'm not knowledgeable in tarot, tho I'd like to learn it a lot sometime later with palmistry.)

[Ghost in the Machine]

Trying to understand who my guardian demon is, I asked Father Satan to tell me via tarot cards. While i was shuffling, the same card "jumped out" twice, which is also the card i drew, in the end. It is the ace of rods/wands. I took this card as a clear message, since all three times it was always this card, but when i looked in the demon list I couldn't find one whose card is the ace of wands. This discourages me a lot.
What could this mean?
Thanks
Hail Satan

First of all many demons share the same kind of tarot card so this isn't a very accurate way to determine who is your Guardian Demon, but don't worry about not knowing that before because now you do.

Also not everyone's GD is going to be on the list in the website. We've had many members before who had GDs that weren't on the list of which they had to preform other means of finding out who it was. It's likely that this may be the case for you as well but if you ask me I would try other methods of figuring out who your Guardian Demon is.

Go through the list and read through every bit of information for all of the demons. Your GD will be one that you may like or feel drawn to, they will also have the element you love most like water, or fire as is the case for me personally. I would suggest reading through this carefully as it will give you many other ways to find out who your Guardian Demon is.

If You Have Trouble Finding Your Guardian Demon
By Caitlin/Silvercrab, Satanic Gay Community Member

The mistake most new people make is attempting to find their Guardian through a pendulum or Ouija
board. If you have absolutely no past experience or practice with these items, they probably won‟t work
for you. Using a Ouija board or pendulum takes SKILL and PRACTICE. When you‟re new, you must
be in a trance and completely disconnect yourself from the board or you will end up talking to yourself,
which is a very common occurrence. There is also a chance a negative entity might interfere with
communication or fool you into believing they‟re a Demon and give you false information. So as you
can see, a lot can go wrong here if you aren‟t already skilled in these areas.

So, how do you find your Guardian? There are many reliable ways, such as Astral Projection, Astral
Merging, using a black mirror, or invoking the Demon. But all these are advanced methods which most
people are unable to do until they are at least on the intermediate level. So for beginners, here are a few
things you can do to narrow down the list.

Go look through ALL the Demons listed on joyofsatan.com, even the “High Ranking Gods and
Crowned Princes of Hell” section because hey, you never know. Also, don‟t forget the section
underneath the S - Z Demons titled “More Gods”. Not everyone‟s Guardian Demon is going to be one
of the 72 Goetic Demons, but that doesn‟t mean your Guardian is any less special. Pazuzu, for example,
is not one of the 72 Goetic Demons, but he is very powerful and is a great protector. Write down the
names of the Demons who interest you, the ones you really like. Once you have a complete list of
Demons who attract you, apply these tips:

*Your Guardian Demon will usually have the same element(s) as you. When I say that, I‟m not referring
to your astrological sign, I‟m referring to the element you love the most. You do not need experience
with invoking the elements to figure out which one is your favorite. To read information on each one,
see the section “Advanced Meditations”, in the Joy of Satan website.

*Kudos to Reverend Mageson and High Priest Jake Carlson for figuring this one out. The sex of your
Guardian is usually dependant on your own sexuality. Meaning, the straight man has a female Guardian,
the homosexual man has a male Guardian. Even the most evenly split of bisexuals have a preference. If
you‟re a bisexual woman who likes other women just a little bit more than men, chances are you‟ll have
a female Guardian. I believe this pattern has to do with what you‟re most comfortable with.

Now that you‟ve narrowed down your list (but please remember that the above tips are not set in stone
and might not apply to everyone) ask yourself these questions:

“Am I truly comfortable with the idea of _____________ being my Guardian Demon?” When I was
new, there were several Demons I thought looked very cool and kick ass, but when I thought about it
after a few days, I realized the idea just didn‟t feel quite right.

“Do I love absolutely everything about ______________?” This is self-explanatory. There may be a
Demon that you really like and respect, but if you embrace the idea of him/her as your Guardian and you
feel a consistent longing to keep looking at other Demons, then he/she probably isn‟t the one. When you
find your true Guardian, you should feel a strong bond, an unquestioning love. Most people have been
with their Guardian in many other lifetimes, which is where that feeling comes from.

And finally, “Is there any reason to believe ______________ would not suit me as a Guardian?” Don‟t
just take the information listed about the Demon into account. You‟re probably not going to have
everything in common with your Guardian. For example, someone with Bifrons as their Guardian might
be very interested in necromancy and astrology, but not in learning the magical properties of herbs and
stones. Use your intuition with this question.
By now you should have narrowed down your list to only one or two Demons. Now comes the part
where you figure out if He/She is really your Guardian:

Get yourself into a deep trance.

Vibrate the name of the Demon 30 - 40 times. (Ex: Amon. A-A-A-A-M-M-M-M-O-O-O-O-N-N-N-N).

After a while, you should feel his/her energy. Connect with the Demon as best you can.
Ask _____________ if he/she is your Guardian. You will probably not see or hear anything if you are
not psychically open, but you should FEEL their response.. Interpreting energy like this might be
difficult at first, and if you don‟t understand the response, then tell them you don‟t understand and ask
for a stronger signal. If you receive a very warm, positive signal then you‟ve probably found your
Guardian. If not, go back over your list and try again.

[NinRick]

The simplest way. Become strong enough to see and hear your guardian

[Maya]

Trying to understand who my guardian demon is, I asked Father Satan to tell me via tarot cards. While i was shuffling, the same card "jumped out" twice, which is also the card i drew, in the end. It is the ace of rods/wands. I took this card as a clear message, since all three times it was always this card, but when i looked in the demon list I couldn't find one whose card is the ace of wands. This discourages me a lot.
What could this mean?
Thanks
Hail Satan

If you feel comfortable with the tarot method and want to try it again, try to be very specific in your questions. Also there is not a card listed for every Demon. You can ask if there is a card in jos. Then you can ask which card is listed for your GD in jos.
Other methods as referred above are very effective. Although don't push yourself to find out who your GD is. Eventually you will find out who is. For some SS may take more time to find out who their GD is.
When the time is right for you, you will know.