Suicidal, Unfortunate Satanists, Jewish Curses, and More

[Ignisalas]

I hope this gets seen as many people as possible. I'll ask Father Satan if somehow he could let people see this post, even though it'll be posted during a void moon.

I have seen so many posts and cries for help on the groups, to the point where it sickens me. Not the posts themselves, but sometimes there are replies to them that completely downtalk and shit all over these people that need help. I hope one of the high priests could make a topic on this, or post this on the top on the forum page. It needs to be seen and its important.

I don't know how to begin with this. I'm not a high priest, I don't have the knowledge they have from years of study, and I'm not the best Satanist, but i'll explain some things that I know

The jews and astral enemy entities put thoughts of misery in people's heads. It causes all sorts of suicidal and rage-filled tendencies, and thoughts. Also I'm not sure about poverty. If your in poverty, its the good sign that you are truly a dedicated Satanist, poverty isn't good, I know, and can be fixed with meditations and certain workings. But what I'm trying to say is that the jews use their spiritual power to drain all the happiness and wealth from the gentiles, mostly the white population, and especially Satanic gentiles. Look at the southern, or 'redneck' areas of America. Most of these people have been slandered and made fun of, because of their accents, culture, whatever. Most people don't realize is that the southern people is also some of the purest white population in America. We know the jews hate the white race the most, being the creation and flesh and blood of Satan.
I, myself am a southerner, and I can tell you that the area I live in is drained dry of wealth and happiness. If the people here aren't poor, and addicted to hard drugs, then they're hardcore lifeless Christians.
Its sad when I go outside and see people struggle to make a dime, only to spend it on drugs, or putting it all into some fake Christian charity bullshit, and then hope 'god will save me' or some shit like that.
The jews are responsible for this. They find the most purest gentiles and corrupt them some way or another. Especially Satanic gentiles. The southern areas of America have the most disgusting, polluted areas, with people littering and throwing garbage everywhere, and has the most of Americas uneducated, drug junkies and Christian populations. This is because of the jews. They know about southerners being some of the purest white gentiles, so they hit them hard with curses, Christianity, drugs and poverty to stop spiritual advancement there.

Getting a little bit back on topic: Astral entities fuck with people all the time and cause chaotic thoughts and uncontrollable emotions. Whether a person is open enough to detect them or not.
I have fell victim to these thoughts many times. There where times when I just gave up on JoS because I felt like I wasn't getting anywhere with spiritual advancement. I couldnt see, hear, or communicate with demons. I still cant. Thats not stopping me. I always came back, because it feels like the right thing to do.
Ive been hit with psychic attacks like the "Am I jewish" attack, along with getting hit with uncontrollable rage and sadness to the point where I just wanted to die. Don't fall victim to this kind of thing. Greys and especially reptilians feed off of emotions like that, since they lack emotions themselves.

I see people suffering on the yahoo groups, begging for help. Asking about Suicide and horrible things. Its sick.
There was a woman on the groups not too long ago that said she was poor, homeless, and pregnant. I asked Father Satan to help her, I was almost about to do a full summoning ritual to summon Lucifuge Rofocale, and ask if there was anything I could do for him, so he could help this woman with money and finding a home.
Some people would say that its not the right thing to do. But I'm dedicated, and a honorable Satanist that cares much about other Satanists, and I'm sure Satan sees it as an honorable thing to do. It makes me sad to think that theres people out there in the groups that would rather downtalk people that are already in pain and misery, than try to help them.
A lot of Satanists out there only care about themselves and try to keep this 'survival of the fittest' attitude and that's just wrong. Its fine to use that kind of attitude when directed at, and talking about our enemies, but to other Satanists? Fuck no.
How are we supposed to win a war when we are tearing each other apart?

"IT IS MY DESIRE THAT ALL MY FOLLOWERS UNITE IN A BOND OF UNITY, LEST THOSE WHO
ARE WITHOUT PREVAIL AGAINST THEM." -Satan

And for the people that only care about themselves and think Satanism of only a tool for them alone:
"They are of no importance to me" -Satan.

Don't be hateful to the Satanists that aren't as advanced as you, or in poverty, or in misery. Its not their fault in the fist place. Blame the jews, not them. Instead of downtalking them, give them a helping hand and help them out of their sorrow the best you can. Satan values honor.

Don't forget the words of Hitler, in the video that Aldrick Strickland made titled :Hitler's speech to all Satanists
"Everyone must think that there's always someone in a much worse situation then me... and this person I shall help" -Adolf Hitler


Personally, my mother is a druggie, and my father is a hardcore, poor Christian. They never had anything spiritual in their lives. Neither did my grandparents and their parents before them. By of taking away all spiritual and occult things in the world, the jews have made people stupid and spiritually powerless.
I have felt the hard effects of lifetimes without spiritual advancement. Spiritual Satanism is hard for me. Trances, meditation, etc is hard things for me to focus on, because of the removal of occult knowledge. I didn't inherit any spiritual power from my family. I admit I'm jealous of all the people who are communicating with demons very well, when I cant even see my own aura yet. Its a hard life for me.
I thank Satan for finding me and helping me out of this. I have a lot of work to do though.
If it wasn't for Satan, this would have probably been my last life, I would have faded away.
But I'm here, and I'm helping and advancing the best I can. Maybe Satan will bless me with a better life, next time I reincarnate.
Or maybe I just might make it, and live forever.

Hail Satan!
Hail Lilith!
Hail Bune!

[Mageson666]

This topic has been addressed many times...... Its real simple.

Maintain daily power meditation.

Do daily aura of protection.

Do positive affirmations, positive self talk no negative.

Do RTR's they remove the enemy energy out of the astral and unlock your soul.

People come in here and go on about how they suck and they talk about how they tell themselves they suck on a daily bases. And then mention they don't do power meditations or a normal routine of them and then mention they don't do an aura of protection.....And they did an RTR once awhile ago....

Then they go on asking for help.........

[Dahaarkan]

This is a good topic, and I'd like to share my personal experience here.

The reason people typically respond in somewhat negative ways is because there's little to be said about this. When I started out in Satanism my life was a mess. My grades were fucked, I was still living with my mother and we were having financial problems.

I did start out crying in the forums but that didn't help me one bit. So instead I started doing magickal workings to bless my mother's business and help me improve my grades in school. And what do you know, my mother's shop blew up to the point she had to hire two people to work for her, and we could rest easy at night. Then I started working on recovering in school, and everything worked out there too. Not implying it was just me as obviously I didn't have enough power to pull these things off on my own.

But I tried to fix my life. And everything worked out fine.


Typically, these people who come to cry in the forums, don't even try to fix their lives. I am too emotional and often fall for it and try to give them support, but the result is always the same. They say thank you very much and go silent for a while, and in a month they come crying in the forums again. People beg for help and advice, and when they are given instructions and advice they don't follow it, they don't even try or just give up halfway.

Of course it pains me to see another Satanist in pain and misery. But how can I blame people for responding to them the way they do, when they have the spiritual knowledge to fix their lives in front of them, and don't even try.

[NaziMan12]

You can have at least a little communication with the Demons through the listening techniques in this quote;

"Certain strong intuition about things [a gut feeling], ideas that come into our heads [especially those that are helpful], and helpful urges to act on something that will help to solve a problem, and opportunities are often the result of a Demon watching over us."

[FancyMancy]

Of course it pains me to see another Satanist in pain and misery. But how can I blame people for responding to them the way they do, when they have the spiritual knowledge to fix their lives in front of them, and don't even try.

Similarly, hence why I made my thread in my siggie (https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=837 - in case I edit my siggie). If I were less sensitive, more insensitive, or this was Chan or similar, I'd be effing and blinding a bit more than I do already(!), but directed towards those posters specifically. That doesn't mean to say I want to troll them merely; they need to be shaken-up and woken-up! Soft, cuddly fuziness doesn't help enough (for everyone) - I know. People don't have strong character; or in another way to say it, they are playing a character in "the game of life", instead of living their real lives and being themselves.

[Ignisalas]

Another thing I would like to add about fellow Satanists and people who are in suffering and misery...
Sure they have all the information they need to get out of it. But theres more to it than that. Being in a spot of total sadness and panic, its hard to actually realize that all the info on how to escape it is right there. Most of the time when people get that way, the misery takes over and the person doesn't know what to do, they cant really think right and have the thought of actually trying to escape it themselves.
Total panic sets in and all they can do is beg Satan for help, rather than help themselves out of it.

I know about this, because I have been in that spot many times. The early years as a member of JoS where great to me. Back then I didn't know what the hell an RTR even was. I was only reading the info on the site, not really meditating, while calling myself a Satanist. The past year and a half though, I have been really getting into spiritual warfare, doing RTRs, opening my chakras and meditating a lot more.
Then the attacks started to hit me hard. the "am I jewish?" attack has plagued me for a while now. I also sometimes tend to have a more pessimistic view of life. I started to hate myself, my life, the world, etc. Having bursts of anger and sadness at myself, having thoughts like "I don't deserve to be a Satanist" and more thoughts creep in like "Your not a Satanist". This is all caused by enemy entities.
All of this only started happening after I started to focus more on spiritual warfare and advancement.

We have the power to change our world, our fate, and the people in our lives.

And speaking about fate, heres a little boring backstory of mine, and how I came to be a Satanist. I just feel like talking today, I have no Idea why, and I know my backstory doesn't seem as interesting as one of the High Priests, but Id just like to share it anyway for the hell of it, even though it has nothing to do with the topic.

Back in middleschool, about 7th grade, I fell in love with a girl, it was one sided and she always made fun of me for it. I didn't have any chance with her. I started to go down a dark and depressing path because of it. I even failed my 8th grade year because of it. I turned into a stereotype goth, and all that. (and lets be honest, a lot of us here have sad backstories, and a lot of us are people that are of a dark nature, Goths, Metalheads, people that are seen as 'strange' and don't fit in well with the 'social norm', and we crave something different in life, and we dont follow this physical matrix people are forced to live in.)
The year after all of this happened, I got into Norse paganism for some reason. I later on turned to Wicca. My years through school where horrific. There was this kid that started talking to me and trying to be friends with me. He was a full-blown jew. Literally, a full blown jew. He had the 'star of david' drawn all over his school folders and shit. This was years before I found JoS, so I didn't think much of him at the time. My years in highschool where a nightmare. I was never really an attractive guy, and I was overweight and all that shit. I always tried to talk with some of this girls at the time, but I never had the confidence or nerve to keep trying, home life was chaos, my mom was a druggie, the family was poor, everything was shit. I remember one day in highschool I just stayed in the bathroom, sitting in the corner, wondering if I should just kill myself when I got home. Those years I thought about suicide quite a bit. Around my sophomore year is when I started turning to Satanism. I was a little scared because I didn't know anything about Satan at the time. I even tried the whole "Sell your soul" thing to try and escape all of the pain in life. Poverty, abuse, a bitch of a mother. I wanted to escape it all. I didn't know much of anything about Satanism at the time, so I was wondering why the 'sell your soul' thing wasn't working.
Nothing happened when I tried to 'sell my soul', I didn't have any weird feelings of 'being watched' or any presence of demons. But there was one night when I was sitting on the edge of my bed in the dark, and I was in a depressive mood. That was when I tried to really talk to Satan for the first time. I said something like "Satan, if you help me out of this, and give me the power to destroy my enemies, I will serve you forever." I felt a huge bolt of electricity shoot up my spine, and I felt so powerful and energized after that. About a year or two later, I found the Joy of Satan. I cant remember how I came across it, but I'm so glad I did.
And now, thinking back at the kid in school that was a full blown jew that tried to be friends with me, it seems that enemy entities where causing all of the misery I went through, and the jew that was there trying to get close to me was put there by our enemies. I probably was a Satanist in a past life, and being a Satanist is in the soul. Enemy entities can detect this long before the person realizes they are a Satanist, and can cause all kinds of nasty shit to happen. I see the jewish kid in school as a physical manifestation of our enemy, put there to cause suffering and drain me of happiness. I know it sounds weird, but I truly believe it. Looking back at it, the guy was a complete parasite. Always following me around and sitting next to me in school, trying to be friends.
This kind of thing makes you think. Maybe this guy was actually put there by our enemies. For a full blown jew trying to be friends with me, even though I was meant to be a Satanist, its weird. It made me think too, after reading the JoS site and realizing jews are the most hated enemy of Satan. It made me realize that I was truly a Satanist at soul, and all these years of suffering was just our enemies trying to keep me away from Satan and the occult, but actually all they did was draw me closer to Satan. The idiots failed with keeping me blind, and here I am today working to destroy them.

And I would like to thank HP Maxine for creating the JoS, and I would like to thank HP Hoodedcobra, and Mageson for the hard work and all of their sermons. Some of the sermons make me feel a whole lot better when I get down and depressed. I read some of them and I get reassured that no matter how bad things get, Satan is always there, and he knows what I'm going through, and I trust him and have faith in him, that he'll help me work things out in his own way.

Hail Satan!

[Caspiel666]

I can attest to the fact that angels make people suicidal. After I left the religion I grew up in- I struggled with wanting to kill myself, it was this very intense craving. I would dream all the time about slitting my wrists. Angels can see a person's possible futures so I think they wanted me to die while they still had some claim on my soul before I could turn to Satanism. After satan found me, the cravings considerably lessened. They will still come back sometimes if I'm forced to be in the proximity of a church for a long time or if someone is praying for me. Also, I was guided to some information on hypoglycemia; if I deprive my body of food for too long it makes me vulnerable to these kinds of thoughts.

I loved your post but there's no reason to feel bad about not being able to hear demons. I mean, of course, keep meditating and trying, but they have tons of ways to communicate, and different people are naturally inclined to different ways. Sometimes they send messages in the books you read or the movies you watch, sometimes your thoughts aren't actually your own (Like NaziMan12 said), sometimes it's easier to hear them in the shower or out in nature.Sometimes they send visions if the person is more visually inclined, or tarot cards and omens if you have a more symbolic kind of mind. If you place a representation of the demons you connect with on your alter, they can use that to come to you in your dreams. The fact that you made it to this place proves that they must have some way of communicating with you already. I don't think that not being able to hear is some kind of proof of spiritual inferiority. Satan made us to each be individuals and unique.

Poverty can be an especially difficult curse to break. It took me several years to bust out of it, so don't give up.

As far as how we treat one another, father Satan has given us complete freedom. We can be total assholes if we want to or we can be kind. I choose kindness because it's comfortable for me but that doesn't mean I don't also curse the fuck out of my enemies. Anyway, thanks for the interesting thoughts.

[Poweredbythesun]

It truly is sad to see fellow gentiles suffer, especially those closest to you. I personally have a close family member that lives off of the kindness of others, and refuses to get a job or better their self. As well, I have been struggling as of late to stay motivated and keep a schedule of meditations and spiritual advancement.

And then I skimmed over a backup file of Satan's library I had downloaded a good month or so back, the sheer hatred and disregard for life that the Jews openly display. It lit the fire in my soul, and filled me with the determination I needed to press on. Through their attacks, through their mind games they play on me, through the sickness and lack of energy I have had lately.

Change has to come from within to be permanent, as well the core of SS is self sufficiency and independence (you can do almost anything you want, and will not rely on a source for energy or power). Now, there are those who do need help. And as I come across these people in my life, I teach them what I can to help them better themselves. I did this for another close family member who is now a SS like us. And I tried it on a close friend who is into Wicca, though I was turned down and she has gotten slightly better progressively.


With all that said, it isn't entirely the problem that these people ask for help. But rather that they need to help themselves out in some way first, there's always a way to better yourself. Unless you are in a vegetative state, you have a fully functional brain. And with that brain you can do vibrations. And if you are mute, even the thoughts of vibrating a word will work in a way. In less than 5 minutes I myself can do 2 quick SATANAS + Mantra meditations for everything from attracting money, to anything I can make a mantra for.


Please, if you are concerned for the sake of others. Share this meditation, and promote aura cleansing + the aura of protection meditation. With all three of these alone, you can achieve great things. (Also, and mantra can go in step 3)

Using the SATANAS mantra, do the following:

1. Breathe in energy from all sides of your body simultaneously.

2. Hold your breath, but NEVER force this!

3. When you are holding your breath, you should be extremely relaxed. Focus on feeling the energy you’ve just drawn in. To be even more effective, you can visualize yourself engulfed in brilliant white-gold light like the Sun and then at this time, state:
"I am attracting large amounts of free and easy money. This money is free and all mine to keep or spend as I please" Now, direct the energy, visualizing a white/gold light (this is all-purpose) on your wallet and yourself.

4. Exhale and HISS the S

5. Repeat as many times as you wish

[Dahaarkan]

Another thing I would like to add about fellow Satanists and people who are in suffering and misery...
Sure they have all the information they need to get out of it. But theres more to it than that. Being in a spot of total sadness and panic, its hard to actually realize that all the info on how to escape it is right there. Most of the time when people get that way, the misery takes over and the person doesn't know what to do, they cant really think right and have the thought of actually trying to escape it themselves.
Total panic sets in and all they can do is beg Satan for help, rather than help themselves out of it.

I know about this, because I have been in that spot many times. The early years as a member of JoS where great to me. Back then I didn't know what the hell an RTR even was. I was only reading the info on the site, not really meditating, while calling myself a Satanist. The past year and a half though, I have been really getting into spiritual warfare, doing RTRs, opening my chakras and meditating a lot more.
Then the attacks started to hit me hard. the "am I jewish?" attack has plagued me for a while now. I also sometimes tend to have a more pessimistic view of life. I started to hate myself, my life, the world, etc. Having bursts of anger and sadness at myself, having thoughts like "I don't deserve to be a Satanist" and more thoughts creep in like "Your not a Satanist". This is all caused by enemy entities.
All of this only started happening after I started to focus more on spiritual warfare and advancement.

And what exactly do you want us to do?

We give these people instructions to fix themselves and their lives and they just don't follow. It's insulting really considering how easy it is to take control of your life if you are a Satanist. Especially since the gods are extremely generous and many times help us without us even asking for it.

Instead of spending an hour writing a massive text about how they suck and deserve to die and stuff, they could have spent that hour doing power meditation. And when people tell them to meditate they are like "I can't because excuse nº 28462". We can't help people who don't want to help themselves.

And don't even try with this enemy attacks talk. These attacks are common tactics that have been discussed in depth and this matter is brought up often. The solution to this has also been pointed out numerous times. Keep your aura clean and empowered and don't get lazy with daily meditation.