mercury_wisdom said:
Hey, my satanic brothers and sisters,
I have a deep problem with Neptune.
My natal Neptune is in my first house. So for a long time I had problems with staying consistent with a lot of stuff. At first I wasn't aware of how much of a problem it is.
Until this year my solar return chart intensified it really bad to the point I got really weak, lost, and naive. I am really struggling with it to the point it is messing with my mental health. The enemy also gives me thoughts that I am weak or I will give up satanism somehow or that I don't deserve being a satanist. I know these are attacks especially since my solar chakra is attacked I am doing my best to burn the enemy though.
I am trying to figure out info on how I can sublimate it or at least overcome it some way. But I can't seem to find much or anything practical. I really want to become stronger and will do what it takes.
I know because my Neptune was intensified so I can be aware then finally get rid of this underlying problem.
So Satanists, do you have any info on how to obliterate my Neptune?
Any reply is incredibly appreciated.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!!
Neptune doesn't really make you "weak" in the sense of a spiritually advancing and upwards inclined person. It's the most Feminine influence out of the Water planet influences. The Moon/Cancer is like the juggler and balancer, Pluto/Scorpio is intensive femininity like those women in power who want to control, its the pin in the cushion which is why Scorpio is co-ruled also by Mars and has a sub-masculine nature. Neptune is the most Feminine, it is the cushion, the mass of all the universes parts and people with that influence are the most in tune with it, they aren't obsessive or driven over any particular thing by this particular natal indication. What they
are privy to is these unified feelings towards stuff maybe what they don't really want to embody, or shouldn't be unified with which is why it is considered weak by Maxine's description. She on the other hand is clearly a more Plutonian woman or developed in such a way through her life.
You would want to hone those more fixed types of themes in how you are emotionally and keep your Moon/Mind strong and in control, to balance this deathliness out with your predetermined fluffier nature, lol. The fixed-ness of Pluto is the resulting emotional development when one goes hard into discipline and setting out their daily routines and patterns of life, Neptune is the enriching of those very patterns and can help keeping them in harmony, but the nature of this influence is like the themes of Neptune of undermining, elusiveness about them and so on. Pluto's negatives would be obsession and so forth.
To get the opposite polarity of the Neptunian one strong within you and to have grounded and rooted strength, you should focus on empowering the root chakra and overall the lower and masculine chakras. They give you certainty of action, emotion and keep you set in your ways. Someone who is rooted into their earth portions doesn't hear the enemy at all and will only think what is relevant to their directive, only take in from their intuition what they need to and from the positive influences only.
You don't really "obliterate" your Neptune it's like Argedco Luciftias said, you enhance and understand the positive qualities of it while removing the negative ones by working on the development of the things which make the negatives go, which in this case is grounding and controlling your mind. Without Neptune it would be a bit more difficult to gauge who is more spiritually of that hyper-sensitive nature, we'd have to look into all those blumin weird stars instead lol. Plus Neptunian girls are hot, I don't personally want to get rid of them lol, maybe obliterate them
I'm only jesting sorry XD. But anyway, that's what you do. I'm personally of that nature myself, I've got a bit of both but the Pluto themes are more stronger with me in the personal sense of my chart. I think it's indicative of clarity in dealing with the affairs of either planet, to have such a thing in the chart from my own experience (for anyone interested), but the ultimate thing in my opinion when it comes to the balance of the fixedness and mutability of your emotions is the Moon, the cardinal quality. The Moon is the closest planet to Earth and being of Water it juggles these higher intense emotions of the 2 outer planets in a more personal sense dealing with family and familiarity which actually is the prime emotional anchor for everyone really. It represents the Pineal chakra and mind itself which is the most important, neither of the other 2 do. What they do do is make you weirder, or wyrdr, lol.